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I.S.O. Lyrics

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
I wanted to give you room to breathe, so I metaphorically handed you something as vast and expansive as the sun.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
When you said you needed time, I willingly devoted all of myself to you, giving you all my attention and care.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
I was afraid of making mistakes because I believed you were the perfect person for me, and I didn't want to ruin our relationship.

I guess I was wrong
Unfortunately, my belief about us being meant for each other turned out to be inaccurate.

'Cause you never called
It hurts that you never reached out to me after everything we shared.

All i wanted was somebody to love
My sole desire was to find someone to deeply care for and share my affection with.

I gave what you wanted girl I didn't think you would run
I provided what you asked for, believing that you wouldn't walk away from our relationship.

Why did you run
I'm left wondering why you chose to leave, abandoning the connection we once had.

Don't know why you're gone
I can't comprehend the reasons behind your departure, leaving me in a state of confusion and longing.

Don't know how I lost to him
I can't fathom how I ended up losing you to another person, feeling defeated and inadequate.

You moved on I couldn't do that so fast
While you were able to move forward and find someone else, I struggled to let go and recover as quickly.

You said hold up and that you'd call me right back
You asked for a pause, promising to contact me again in a short while, but you never did.

What does forever mean
I ponder the true significance of forever, questioning its validity and permanence in relationships.

Maybe she meant the memories
Perhaps the concept of forever only applies to the memories we once shared, not the actual continuation of our bond.

Clearly it didn't mean you and me
It is evident that forever didn't include us as a couple anymore, as we drifted apart and went our separate ways.

'Cause now you're just my history
At present, all you represent in my life is a part of my past, a historical chapter that I can't change.

Now you're a stranger I once knew
You have become a stranger to me, even though we used to be intimately acquainted and close.

I hate myself cause I lost you
I deeply resent myself for allowing our relationship to slip through my fingers and losing you in the process.

Know I said I no longer loved you but me and you both know that shit is not true
While I may have claimed that I no longer loved you, both of us understand that it's far from the truth.

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
Once again, I granted you the space you desired, symbolically offering you something as vast and radiant as the sun.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
In response to your request for time, I devoted all my energy and attention to you, leaving nothing undone.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
I was afraid of making mistakes because I believed you were my perfect match and didn't want to jeopardize our connection.

I guess I was wrong
Unfortunately, my previous belief about our compatibility turned out to be incorrect.

'Cause you never called
The fact that you never reached out to me hurts deeply, further highlighting the void left between us.

I been living my best life
I have been trying to live my life to the fullest and find happiness despite the pain of losing you.

But it feels like the worst at the same time
Paradoxically, even though I attempt to embrace a fulfilling life, the pain of losing you remains ever-present and painful.

I shouldn't have come over late night
Looking back, I regret visiting you during late hours, as it only intensified my longing for you and provided temporary solace.

Lies is all you know how to tell
It has become clear that dishonesty is the only way you know how to communicate and interact, further adding to the hurt and frustration.

I know this shit
I am aware of this fact and understand your tendency to rely on lies as a means of navigating relationships.

You're still the still the one I miss
Despite everything, you are still the person I long for and deeply miss.

You're toxic I hate it
I acknowledge that you have proven to be toxic for me, generating feelings of dislike and resentment.

But you won't change
Yet, I understand that you are unlikely to change your behavior and attitudes, making it even more challenging to move on.

I need someone or something to heal my pain
I long for someone or something that can help me overcome the emotional pain and find healing for the wounds you left behind.

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
Once again, I tried to provide you with the freedom you desired, symbolically offering you something as vast and radiant as the sun.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
Upon your request for time, I dedicated my entire being to you, giving you all of my time and attention.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
Out of fear of jeopardizing our relationship, I strived to avoid making mistakes because I believed you were the right person for me.

I guess I was wrong
Unfortunately, my belief regarding our compatibility proved to be inaccurate.

'Cause you never called
The fact that you never reached out to me hurts deeply and emphasizes the growing distance between us.