In Absence
Icon of Coil Lyrics


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Absence, of my life, absence, of myself
Dry away, my tears of glass,
You'll hear my screams, when they stop
Death is, the final silence, absence, of final sound

Tension, weakens my nerves, absence of your touch
Hate me, love me, kill me, hold me, feel me,
Destroy me, taste me, save me
In absence, of you





Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Icon of Coil's "In Absence" are about the pain of being apart from the person you love. The song speaks of the emptiness that is left in someone's life when that person is absent, creating a void that is difficult to fill. The first stanza mentions the absence of one's own life, representing the feeling of solitude and emptiness that comes with losing touch with one's own emotions.


The second stanza speaks to the pain of missing someone's touch and the inner turmoil that comes along with it. The lyrics mention wanting to be held and loved, but also feeling like the only way to feel something is to be destroyed. There's a push-and-pull dynamic at play in these lines, where the singer is torn between wanting to feel loved and wanting to feel pain. The final line of the stanza references the absence of the other person, which heightens the sense of longing and loneliness.


Overall, the lyrics of "In Absence" evoke a sense of desperation and heartache, with the singer grappling with the pain of being separated from the person they love.


Line by Line Meaning

Absence, of my life, absence, of myself
The feeling of emptiness and lack is overwhelming and all-consuming. I am not just missing a part of me, but my entire life.


Dry away, my tears of glass,
My tears are fragile like glass, and I wish they could just disappear and not remind me of my pain.


You'll hear my screams, when they stop
My anguish is so intense that I don't have the energy to scream anymore. But if I could, you would hear it loud and clear.


Death is, the final silence, absence, of final sound
When I am gone, there will be no more sound, no more expression, no more pain. Death is the ultimate silence.


Tension, weakens my nerves, absence of your touch
The tension and anxiety is too much to bear, and the only thing that can calm me is your soothing touch. But you're not here.


Hate me, love me, kill me, hold me, feel me,
I am so desperate for any type of attention or human interaction, that I'll take any form of emotion - even hatred or death.


Destroy me, taste me, save me
I am willing to be completely vulnerable and let someone consume me, so I can feel anything other than this emptiness.


In absence, of you
All of these overwhelming emotions and sensations are a result of your absence in my life.




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: OLE ANDERS OLSEN, SEBASTIAN R. KOMOR

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Comments from YouTube:

Rick Schweitzer

whatever year this album was released was a huge year for darkwave. there was so much great music coming from metropols records.

Branden Lucero

this has a similar "drum" effect of "The Beautiful People/God is Dead/Disposable Teens". you'd be stupid not to see the similarity in it.