on a strange land
Ideas Lyrics

Here, on a strange land in deep silence, alone,
I am currently on an unfamiliar territory and am feeling isolated and quiet.

I'm looking through a gloomy shell towards my world,
I'm gazing through a despairing mindset towards the place I call home.

My paralyzed inside is contracted by beauty sometimes
Occasionally, my beautiful surroundings can stimulate my paralyzed emotions.

And sprinkles a silent smile towards the rigid days.
These brief moments of beauty can sometimes lighten my bleak days.

In spite of the raging storm, I can't feel the hits of the lash,
Despite the adversities I face, I can't seem to feel their impact.

With glazed eyes I wipe my racking prison's walls, I'm speechless
I'm feeling trapped and helpless, and I can't find the words to describe it.

Yet the power chases, yet the longing drives,
Although I feel powerless, a strong desire to chase after a better life continually drives me.

From dull reality my heart cries for life!
I'm yearning for an existence that is truly fulfilling.

I'm longing to be in the world of our dreams
I'm yearning for a reality that is not limited by our current circumstances.

The moment that there wait for us are beautiful and real,
This better reality is waiting for us, and it is truly amazing.

There the ordered fate may become true,
In this ideal reality, our predetermined destiny may finally come to fruition.

That's the way I'll find my real home
This is where I truly belong, in this perfect world.

I'm staring at the distance just myself, but not alone,
Although it may seem like I'm alone, I have myself and my thoughts to keep me company.

While you're looking at my summit from above, I do it from below,
While others may look up to me, I feel like I'm looking up at them.

How the setting sun paints its slices into different colours
I'm mesmerized by the beauty of the setting sun and how it transforms the sky with its hues.

From time to time.
This happens occasionally, but it's enough to bring me joy in this difficult reality.

Hundred days and hundred nights are burning in my mind,
I can't seem to shake off the memories of the past hundred days and nights.

The passing years engraved deep wrinkles in my life,
The years have not been kind to me, and the hardships have taken their toll.

Paying for everything by millions of bleeding wounds,
The price of my struggles has been paid by countless wounds and scars.

Praying for a nicer day, waiting for a shining dawn.
Despite everything, I continue to hope and pray for a better future.

I can feel, I'm a sinking mote in the whirl,
I feel insignificant in the grand scheme of things, like a small speck caught in a vortex.

Tell me, where I should go in the storm?
I'm lost and unsure of where my path should lead me in these turbulent times.