If You Still Hate Me
Ill Niño Lyrics
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Are feelings I was faking
My eyes begin to shut, my life's a bitch
Want me to cut you up?
Your life is one big shout out
You think I'm fake, you are a snake
These are my fears
I fear if you still hate me, you're thinking of me
I'm here and I still don't know, I feel so low now
You make my life so aching
My every thought you're breaking
My ears begin to bleed, words you're riffing
I'm here to shut you up!
Your life is one big fuck up
You think I'm fake, you're a snake
These are my fears
I fear if you still hate me, you're thinking of me
I'm here and I still don't know, I feel so low now
I cannot see how you can be
So fucking hateful of my ways
From all these thoughts I will not stray
The hate I feel today
My life is not something you think you can run
You should have learned
This is the reason we're done
I hate your ways and everything that you say
I wish you dead!!!
The lyrics of Ill Niño's song "If You Still Hate Me" deal with themes of hate, betrayal and the effects of toxic relationships. The song's verses describe the singer's feelings of being broken and fake, and the fear that their abuser still hates them and is thinking of them. The lyrics reflect the anger and frustration felt by the singer towards the abuser who has made their life miserable. The chorus is a plea to the abuser to stop hating and making their life painful, and expresses the singer's confusion and low spirits due to the constant abuse.
The verse "Your life is one big shout out, you think I'm fake, you are a snake" is particularly telling of the singer's feelings towards the abuser. The line showcases the singer's perception of the abuser as someone who is constantly seeking attention and using their words to manipulate and hurt others. The repetition of "These are my fears" emphasizes the fear and anxiety that the singer feels towards the abuser's presence.
The bridge "My life is not something you think you can run, you should have learned, this is the reason we're done, I hate your ways and everything that you say, I wish you dead!!!" showcases the singer's anger and resolution to end the relationship. The lyrics convey a powerful message of self-preservation and the desire to break free from a toxic relationship.
Line by Line Meaning
The feelings you are breaking
You are breaking the false feelings I had created within me
Are feelings I was faking
I was faking those feelings all along
My eyes begin to shut, my life's a bitch
I'm closing my eyes and accepting that my life is difficult
Want me to cut you up?
Do you want me to hurt you physically?
Your life is one big shout out
You're constantly screaming for attention
You think I'm fake, you are a snake
You accuse me of being fake, when in reality, you are the deceitful one
These are my fears
These are the things that scare me
I fear if you still hate me, you're thinking of me
I'm afraid that if you still hate me, you still have feelings for me
I'm here and I still don't know, I feel so low now
Despite being here, I still feel lost and worthless
You make my life so aching
You make my life unbearable
My every thought you're breaking
You're destroying my every thought
My ears begin to bleed, words you're riffing
Your words are so harsh that they hurt my ears
I'm here to shut you up!
I'm here to stop you from talking
Your life is one big fuck up
You have made a lot of mistakes in your life
I cannot see how you can be
I don't understand how you can be
So fucking hateful of my ways
You are incredibly hateful towards me and my actions
From all these thoughts I will not stray
Despite everything, I won't change my thoughts on this matter
The hate I feel today
The intense feelings of hatred I have towards you right now
My life is not something you think you can run
You can't control my life and what I do
You should have learned
You should have realized this by now
This is the reason we're done
This is the reason why we're ending this relationship
I hate your ways and everything that you say
I hate the way you act and everything you say
I wish you dead!!!
I wish you were not alive anymore and out of my life
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