Founded in Detroit in 1989, Insane Clown Posse performs a style of hardcore hip hop known as horrorcore and is known for its elaborate live performances. Originally known as JJ Boyz and Inner City Posse, the group introduced supernatural- and horror-themed lyrics as a means of distinguishing itself stylistically. The duo founded the independent record label Psychopathic Records with Alex Abbiss as manager, and produced and starred in the feature films Big Money Hustlas and Big Money Rustlas. They formed their own professional wrestling promotion, Juggalo Championship Wrestling, and later collaborated with many hip hop and rock musicians.
The songs of Insane Clown Posse center thematically on the mythology of the Dark Carnival, a metaphoric limbo in which the lives of the dead are judged by one of several entities. The Dark Carnival is elaborated through a series of stories called Joker's Cards, each of which offers a specific lesson designed to change the "evil ways" of listeners before "the end consumes us all". The original lineup of Insane Clown Posse was John Utsler (John Kickjazz), Joe Bruce (Violent J) and Joey Utsler (Shaggy 2 Dope). John Utsler left before Carnival of Carnage was released in 1992.
Insane Clown Posse's performance style is often described as horrorcore hip hop, which "utilize shocking (and blatantly over-the-top) narratives to give an over-exaggerated, almost cartoon-like version of urban deprivation in Detroit", according to author Sara Cohen. Bruce and Utsler describe many of their lyrics as being tongue-in-cheek. The group's early work features a raw, minimalistic sound, which later evolved into a more rock-oriented style. The group's lyrics serve as morality tales, with songs focusing on subjects such as cannibalism, murder and necrophilia. Insane Clown Posse's debut album, Carnival of Carnage, features a politically-oriented focus, criticizing elitism and prejudice against those who live in the ghetto, while the album's liner notes criticize the Gulf War. The group's lyrics have opposed racism, bigotry, domestic violence, and child abuse.
Insane Clown Posse has covered songs by Geto Boys, Sly Fox, and Above the Law. Bruce and Utsler refer to Ice Cube, Awesome Dre, Geto Boys, and Esham as influences on their own music, while Bruce has expressed admiration for Gong, Pearl Jam, and Michael Jackson. Mike E. Clark's production for the group incorporates elements such as "carnival organ riffs, power chords and shotgun blasts...banjolike plucking and Van Halen-esque guitar squeals", while Bruce and Utsler sometimes alternate between rapping and screaming. Bruce has credited pop music as an influence on some of the group's material, even terming the music "Wicked Pop". Bruce has also stated "We do our own genre of music". In his review of The Tempest, Allmusic's David Jeffries writes that Bruce and Utsler "[rap] in a carnival barker fashion that fits with their circus motif, their Insane Clown disguises, and Mike E. Clark's big top-inspired production." Insane Clown Posse has influenced similar acts, such as Axe Murder Boyz, Blaze Ya Dead Homie and Boondox.
Truly Alone
Insane Clown Posse Lyrics
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There ain't nobody, asking me, where I've been
There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend
There ain't nobody, that's droppin' by, to say hi
There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I live or die
I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers
I have nobody, to tell about me, following strangers
There ain't nobody making sure I'm taking all of my pills
I'm truly alone..
[Hook]
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (I'm so alone)
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone
[Verse - Violent J]
There ain't nobody, telling me, not to jump off
There ain't nobody, telling me not to chop your block off
I get so bloody, I ruin, all of my clothes
I get so bloody, I sit in, the dark alone
I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies
I have nobody, to tell about my dark realities
There ain't nobody, around me, nobody want to be friends
I get so bloody, all on me, the mess never ends
I'm truly alone..
[Hook]
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (I'm so alone)
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (my brain is gone, completely gone)
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone
[Verse - Violent J]
I walked into a Super K, and went to the back
I started askin' questions, checkin' out the chainsaw rack
They had a test model, I pulled the cord and got it runnin'
Turned the blade on the kid working and blood started gunnin'
"What the fuck am I doing?" I dropped the shit and started crying
I made it down two aisles before some hero clotheslined me
I got up, grabbed a shovel and stabbed him in the gut
I pulled it out and hammered it across the back of his nug
I'm hearing sirens going off, it's no blue light specials
I turned murderer, caving in to daily life pressures
But fuck that, now all y'all gonna know me
Seein' me on TV, being like "Look there go my homie"
I'm more than lonely I'm lost, lives are the cost
I just beat some bitch in the head, stabbed her twice and took off
They can't find me I'm hidin' in the flannel coat rack
I jump out and attack and put a gash in your neck
I finally made to the front door and to the parking lot
That's when I got shot a lot, I got got
Police with bullets and more bullets pluggin' me deep
I'm seeing flashes, hearing screamin' and it's all over me
I see a crowd of people being held behind the police tape
All watching me die, I think I made no mistake
I finally got some recognition, dying on my knees
Ready for Hell because compared to my life it should be an ease..
Like easy..
Cake walk..
I'm ready..
The song "Truly Alone" by Insane Clown Posse is a dark and chilling account of a person who feels isolated and abandoned by the world. The first verse describes the singer's lack of human contact and support, and that he feels alone in his struggles with anger and mental illness. The hook repeats the notion that being alone for too long can drive someone to madness, and the second verse reveals that the singer has violent tendencies, including a desire to harm others and himself. In the final verse, the singer confesses to a gruesome murder in a store, detailing his actions and his delusions of fame and recognition. The song ends with the singer's death, as he welcomes the release of death as an escape from a lonely and troubled life.
This song's lyrics explore the dangers of social isolation and the impact it can have on someone's mental health. It highlights the importance of connection and support from others in maintaining mental well-being, and the consequences of not receiving it.
Line by Line Meaning
There ain't nobody, asking me, where I've been
Nobody is interested in my life and whereabouts.
There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend
I don't have any friends who would acknowledge my existence.
There ain't nobody, that's droppin' by, to say hi
No one cares enough to visit or say hello to me.
There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I live or die
No one shows concern about my well-being.
I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers
I have no one to confide in about my increasing feelings of anger.
I have nobody, to tell about me, following strangers
I don't have anyone to share my experiences of following strangers.
There ain't nobody making sure I'm taking all of my pills
No one is checking if I am taking my medication as prescribed.
There ain't nobody, slowing me down and keeping me still
No one is there to prevent me from making reckless decisions or engaging in dangerous behavior.
I'm truly alone..
I am completely isolated and have no one to turn to.
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)
Being alone for an extended period can lead to mental deterioration.
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (I'm so alone)
Loneliness can have a detrimental impact on one's mental health.
There ain't nobody, telling me, not to jump off
No one is advising me against self-harm or suicide.
There ain't nobody, telling me not to chop your block off
No one is trying to prevent me from engaging in violent behavior.
I get so bloody, I ruin, all of my clothes
My behavior leads to getting bloodstains all over my clothing.
I get so bloody, I sit in, the dark alone
I am alone in the dark after engaging in violent behavior.
I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies
There is no one with whom I can share my disturbing thoughts or desires.
I have nobody, to tell about my dark realities
I am unable to confide in anyone about the violent things I have done.
There ain't nobody, around me, nobody want to be friends
I have no one in my life who wants to be my friend.
I get so bloody, all on me, the mess never ends
My violent behavior leads to a never-ending mess of blood and gore.
They say a man can only be alone for so long
Before the man's mind is gone (my brain is gone, completely gone)
Prolonged loneliness can have severe negative effects on one's mental health.
I walked into a Super K, and went to the back
I walked into a store and proceeded to the rear section.
I started askin' questions, checkin' out the chainsaw rack
I began inquiring about the chainsaws on display.
They had a test model, I pulled the cord and got it runnin'
A chainsaw on display was functional and I started it up.
Turned the blade on the kid working and blood started gunnin'
I used the chainsaw on a person and blood sprayed everywhere.
"What the fuck am I doing?" I dropped the shit and started crying
I became distraught and emotional about my violent actions.
I made it down two aisles before some hero clotheslined me
I was stopped by a brave individual before escaping the store.
I got up, grabbed a shovel and stabbed him in the gut
I attacked the individual who tried to stop me with a shovel multiple times.
"I pulled it out and hammered it across the back of his nug
I struck the person who tried to stop me in the head with the shovel.
I'm hearing sirens going off, it's no blue light specials
I am aware of the police arriving and it is not for a sale event.
I turned murderer, caving in to daily life pressures
I became a killer due to the stresses of everyday life.
But fuck that, now all y'all gonna know me
Despite my impending doom, people will now know of my existence.
Seein' me on TV, being like "Look there go my homie"
People will recognize me on the news and may consider me their friend.
I'm more than lonely I'm lost, lives are the cost
I am beyond loneliness, and my violent actions have led to loss of life.
I just beat some bitch in the head, stabbed her twice and took off
I attacked a woman with a blunt object, stabbed her multiple times and fled the scene.
They can't find me I'm hidin' in the flannel coat rack
I am evading the police by hiding in a rack of flannel coats.
I jump out and attack and put a gash in your neck
I violently attacked and injured another person fatally.
I finally made to the front door and to the parking lot
I managed to escape the store and reach the parking lot.
That's when I got shot a lot, I got got
The police shot me numerous times, leading to my death.
Police with bullets and more bullets pluggin' me deep
The police fired many bullets which struck and killed me.
I'm seeing flashes, hearing screamin' and it's all over me
As I die, I experience flashes of light and hear screaming surrounding me.
I see a crowd of people being held behind the police tape
Onlookers have gathered and are being kept away from the scene by the police.
All watching me die, I think I made no mistake
I am being watched by people who may perceive my death as deserved.
I finally got some recognition, dying on my knees
In death, I gained recognition and attention.
Ready for Hell because compared to my life it should be an ease..
I am ultimately resigned to death as it may seem preferable to the difficulties and struggles of my life.
Like easy..
Cake walk..
Death might be the effortless resolution that I have been subconsciously seeking.
I'm ready..
I have come to terms with the inevitability of my death.
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