Bad Girl
James Hardway with Amanda Ghost featuring Boy George Lyrics

Somethings missing and I don't know why
I sense that something is missing from my life, but I cannot pinpoint what it is.

I always feel the need to hide my feelings from you
I conceal my emotions from you out of fear or uncertainty.

Is it me or you that I'm afraid of
I am uncertain if the fear I feel is of myself or of you.

I tell myself I'll show you what I'm made of
I convince myself that I will demonstrate my true abilities to you.

Can't bring myself to let you go
I struggle to release you from my life.

Don't want to cause you any pain
I am hesitant to inflict hurt on you.

But I love you just the same
Despite my reservations, my love for you remains constant.

And you'll always be my baby
You will forever remain a special presence in my life.

In my heart I know we've come apart
I recognize that we have grown distant from each other.

And I don't know where to start
I am unsure of how to begin to repair our relationship.

What can we do
I feel stuck and caught in a troubling situation, searching for a way out.

I don't want to be good
I am tempted by unhealthy behaviors and attitudes, and I do not want to resist them.

Bad girl, drunk by six
I act in a way that is viewed as irresponsible and self-destructive.

Kissing someone else's lips
I engage in actions that are harmful to myself and others.

Smoked too many cigarettes today
I indulge in behaviors that are unhealthy and harmful to my well-being.

I'm not happy when I act this way
I am not content with the path that I am heading down.

Bad girl, drunk by six
I continue with self-sabotaging and unwise choices.

Kissing some kinda strangers lips
I am involved in demeaning and damaging behaviors that I am ashamed of.

Smoked too many cigarettes today
I continue to self-medicate with a substance that is not beneficial to my health.

I'm not happy, I'm not happy
I am feeling unease and emotional discomfort.

Somethings happened and I can't go back
A significant event has occurred that has changed things irreparably.

I fall apart every time you held you're heart out to me
I cannot handle the emotional vulnerability that you share with me.

What happens now I know I don't deserve you
I recognize that I have not been the best partner to you, and I do not feel worthy of your love.

I wonder how I'll ever hurt you
I fear that my actions will cause you pain and heartache.

Can't bring myself to let you go
I cannot bring myself to end our relationship.

(I'm not happy, this way, kissin' some kinda stranger)
I am filled with regret and unhappiness at the choices I have made.