Not Myself
John Mayer Lyrics

The song Not Myself by John Mayer is a contemplative piece, examining the complexities of human relationships and the willingness of others to support someone through their struggles. The singer opens by stating that he is on his best behavior, but there are times when he loses his worried mind. He then poses a series of questions, asking if his partner would want him when he is not himself and if they would wait for him while he is someone else. The singer is acknowledging the difficulties that can come with being in a relationship and being vulnerable, as well as the question of whether or not someone will still want you when you are struggling.

The chorus shifts into affirmation, with the singer stating that he will always come around, no matter the circumstances. He then asks if his partner would still want him if he said they were his saving grace. This question is a plea for acceptance and reassurance, as the singer is expressing that their partner is someone they rely on and perhaps fearful of losing.

The song is a reflection on the complexities of human relationships, and how supporting someone through their struggles can be challenging but also immensely rewarding. It is a reminder that even when we are not ourselves, our relationships can ground us and remind us of who we are.