KJ-52 (Jonah Sorrentino) is a Christian rapper from Tampa, in Florida. He w… Read Full Bio ↴KJ-52 (Jonah Sorrentino) is a Christian rapper from Tampa, in Florida. He was born on June 26, 1975. He's known for two songs addressed to another rapper, Eminem. The name stems from "KJ," which was an abbreviation of his old rap name (King J. Mac) and according to KJ, also stands for "knowledge and justification. "52" (pronounced "five-two") represents the miracle of the five loaves and two fish as told in the Bible. KJ-52 feels he is spreading the word of the Lord in much the same way Jesus shared the food in the story.
He was awarded the Rap/Hip Hop Recorded Song of the Year for "Never Look Away" and Rap/Hip Hop Album of the Year at the GMA Dove Awards of 2007. KJ-52 also has four Dove awards to add to his 'collection.'
KJ-52's song "You're Gonna Make it" was played at the end of Cold Case Season 5 Episode 8 "It Takes a village." He rapped in the Newsboys version of Jesus Freak alongside, and had a part in TobyMac's remix of One World.
He has been rapping since 1993 (age 18), and his current label is BEC.

Fanmail
KJ-52 Lyrics

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My arms are sliced up but I'm not embarrassed
It's the only way I get attention now from my parents
It's not like they really take the time to be caring
They just use me to watch the baby when they run they errands
My name is ___ I got a friend named Karen
She gave me your CD with the track for Eminem
You wrote a song called number one fan I listened and
I wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping them

She had something even harder to be mentioning
Like every single day I struggle just with fitting in
Plus the boys won't give me no attention and
I get teased and made fun of by all my friends and then
See I'm feeling like I'm wishing now that I could end
My life 'cause I'm sick and tired of all the time I spend
Trying to figure out how I could be worth anything
Can you help me KJ from your fan

I'm writing this letter
Cause I have to tell ya
I need some help from you
I'm writing this letter
I hope that you get it
I need some help from you

I live with my mom ever since my parents split
And At home I spend my time on the Internet
Looking at porn I'm addicted and I'm sick of it
Myspace dot com is mostly where I'm getting it
On top of that there's videos that I can watch
And I really wanna quit but its like I can't stop
See I'm scared that I'm just gonna get caught
And when I see a girl all I think is dirty thoughts
And its not that I don't know that it's really wrong
But its right there for me every time I'm logging on
I got all your CD's I really like your songs
Well I downloaded em but anyway moving on
My screen name is KJ-52 is the bomb
I want to do a website KJ rock's dot com
I really some help 'cause I can't tell my Mom
Oh by the way my real name is ___

I'm writing this letter
Cause I have to tell ya
I need some help from you
I'm writing this letter
I hope that you get it
I need some help from you

I took the time just to write you
We play you every Wednesday at my youth group
I love your music and we all think that you's cool
But I been struggling ever since I moved to a new school
See everybody thinks that I'm the perfect Christian girl
I had a hard time trying to believe that God is real
I've been on mission trips and camps the whole deal
My dad had cancer tho I prayed that God would heal
But he died anyway so it's hard to feel
Like he cares about me so was it God's will
To take away my dad I really got a raw deal
Sometimes I just want to swallow all my mom's pills
When I pray I really doubt it
I've lost my way or maybe I've never found it
I been smoking and drinking nobody knows about it
By the way my name is ___ don't mispronounce it...

If I could write to every kid that's out there
Every kid that's hurting feels like nobody cares
I would tell them that God can wipe away tear
And he's right near and I would say it quite clear
Your here for a reason you're not a mistake
You are a special creation that God himself made
To the victims of abuse to every girl that was raped
You can live you can be free from your pain
And find strength and no longer be ashamed
You can find peace and hope In Jesus name
You ain't gotta live with this hurt every day
Christ came to give you life in a much better way
To every kid right now that's full of hate
And bitterness I'd tell em just to give it all away

To the one that came to take all the blame
That's what I'd write here's what I'd say

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to KJ-52's "Fanmail" tackle heavy topics such as self-harm, addiction to pornography, loss of a loved one, and struggling with faith. The song is written as letters from various teenagers (with their names left blank) asking for help from KJ-52, an artist they admire. The first verse addresses a teenager who resorted to self-harm in order to get attention from neglectful parents. The second verse is about an addicted viewer of porn who can't seem to stop. The third verse is about a churchgoing girl who has lost faith in God after the loss of her father.

The song touches on issues that many teenagers face, but often don't know how to ask for help. It offers a message of hope and encouragement that they are not alone in their struggles and that they can find peace and hope in Jesus.

Despite its heavy subject matter, "Fanmail" was received positively by fans and critics alike. It became one of KJ-52's most popular songs and helped solidify his reputation as an artist who addresses real-world issues in his music.

Line by Line Meaning

My arms are sliced up but I'm not embarrassed
I self-harm for attention from my parents because they don't care about me otherwise

It's the only way I get attention now from my parents

It's not like they really take the time to be caring

They just use me to watch the baby when they run they errands

My name is ___ I got a friend named Karen
I'm introducing myself and mentioning Karen who gave me your CD

She gave me your CD with the track for Eminem

You wrote a song called number one fan I listened and

I wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping them
I'm asking KJ-52 for help because his music helped other people

She had something even harder to be mentioning

Like every single day I struggle just with fitting in
I have trouble fitting in socially

Plus the boys won't give me no attention and
Boys don't pay attention to me

I get teased and made fun of by all my friends and then
My friends make fun of me

See I'm feeling like I'm wishing now that I could end
I'm feeling suicidal

My life 'cause I'm sick and tired of all the time I spend
I'm tired of feeling worthless

Trying to figure out how I could be worth anything

Can you help me KJ from your fan
I'm asking KJ-52 for help as a fan

I'm writing this letter
I'm writing a letter to KJ-52

Cause I have to tell ya

I need some help from you
I need help from KJ-52

I hope that you get it

I live with my mom ever since my parents split
My parents are divorced and I live with my mom

And At home I spend my time on the Internet
I spend a lot of time on the internet

Looking at porn I'm addicted and I'm sick of it
I'm addicted to porn

Myspace dot com is mostly where I'm getting it

On top of that there's videos that I can watch

And I really wanna quit but its like I can't stop
I want to quit, but I feel like I can't

See I'm scared that I'm just gonna get caught
I'm afraid of getting caught watching porn

And when I see a girl all I think is dirty thoughts
I have inappropriate thoughts about girls

And its not that I don't know that it's really wrong
I know that watching porn is wrong

But its right there for me every time I'm logging on
It's easy to access and I can't resist

I got all your CD's I really like your songs
I like KJ-52's music

Well I downloaded em but anyway moving on

My screen name is KJ-52 is the bomb
My screen name is KJ-52 is the bomb

I want to do a website KJ rock's dot com
I want to create a website for KJ-52

I really some help 'cause I can't tell my Mom
I need help from KJ-52 because I can't tell my mom about my porn addiction

Oh by the way my real name is ___
I'm giving KJ-52 my real name

I took the time just to write you

We play you every Wednesday at my youth group
My youth group listens to KJ-52's music every Wednesday

I love your music and we all think that you's cool
We like KJ-52 and his music

But I been struggling ever since I moved to a new school
I'm struggling since switching schools

See everybody thinks that I'm the perfect Christian girl
Everyone sees me as the perfect Christian girl

I had a hard time trying to believe that God is real
I struggle with believing in God

I've been on mission trips and camps the whole deal
I've been involved in church activities

My dad had cancer tho I prayed that God would heal
My dad had cancer and I prayed for healing, but he still died

But he died anyway so it's hard to feel
I'm struggling to feel God's presence after my dad's death

Like he cares about me so was it God's will
I question if it was God's plan for my dad to die

To take away my dad I really got a raw deal
I feel like I was dealt a bad hand losing my dad

Sometimes I just want to swallow all my mom's pills
I feel suicidal at times

When I pray I really doubt it
I doubt the effectiveness of prayer

I've lost my way or maybe I've never found it
I don't know what I believe

I been smoking and drinking nobody knows about it
I'm smoking and drinking secretly

By the way my name is ___ don't mispronounce it...
I'm giving KJ-52 my name

If I could write to every kid that's out there
I wish I could help all struggling kids

Every kid that's hurting feels like nobody cares
I know how it feels to feel alone

I would tell them that God can wipe away tear
I would encourage them that God can bring healing

And he's right near and I would say it quite clear
God is always present and available

Your here for a reason you're not a mistake
You have a purpose and are valuable

You are a special creation that God himself made
You were created by God

To the victims of abuse to every girl that was raped
I empathize with abuse and rape victims

You can live you can be free from your pain
There is hope for freedom from pain

And find strength and no longer be ashamed
You can find strength and courage and not be ashamed

You can find peace and hope In Jesus name
Jesus can give you peace and hope

You ain't gotta live with this hurt every day
You don't have to live with pain and hurt every day

Christ came to give you life in a much better way
Jesus came to give you a better life

To every kid right now that's full of hate
I know there are kids who are filled with hate

And bitterness I'd tell em just to give it all away
I would encourage them to let go of hate and bitterness

To the one that came to take all the blame
Jesus came to take the blame for our mistakes

That's what I'd write here's what I'd say
I would write this to all struggling kids

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

Chuckolator

To everyone that needs to hear it...

I promise you're not alone. I went through so much hell. Addiction, not feeling loved, afraid of the world, wanting to commit suicide. But I held on, every time. And I didn't always want to. But every time, I decided to try another day... and years later, I can say I'm glad I did. And some days are better than others, sure. And some days are still really bad. But overall, I'm much better, and I genuinely believe life is worth living.

I know this comment is more than 9 years old by the time I see it, but in case you still need to hear this, or if anyone else needs to hear it (because I know there are a lot who do). I want to say that it's always worth it to keep going. I'm not going to lie, you might go through hell for years. But it won't be all bad. And if you keep having hope, and honestly trying to rise above it - learn from it, grow from it - then one day, some things will start to "click". And you'll be able to see some example of how life is worth living. Of how YOU are WORTHY living.

I can definitely say, what helped me is my belief in God; always, no matter what, no matter how angry I was, no matter how hopeless life felt. I always told God that I want what he has for me, and that I'm willing to see it through. Even when I was convinced that life wasn't worth living, I CHOSE to believe it anyway, because I had to. And now, I don't need to convince myself anymore, because I'm living that life now.

And it's still hard! Life will always be hard! But I'm able to cope with it now. I'm able to grow from it and overcome it. I'm educated about what is and isn't my responsibility, what is and isn't in my control. And how no matter what, I can life with purpose, fulfillment, and joy. Faith is the key to that. Because by my own view, I couldn't see every opportunity that makes life worth living, not in my darkest times. But if I gave up sooner, I wouldn't live to see the wonderful things that are waiting for me.

Just because I couldn't see it, doesn't mean that light doesn't exist.

Once I learned this, I was able to find joy, even in my trials. Because I have faith. And that faith eventually paid off. And that's life; continuously having faith that good things are coming, even when you can't see them. That's why I gave my life to God. Because with Him, your life is always purposeful.

Please hold on. Talk to God. Let go of your fear as much as you can. It might take time; it did for me. But I'm happy I did, and I'm happy I can tell that to everyone else. God bless you all.

Chuckolator

I promise you're not alone. I went through so much hell. Addiction, not feeling loved, afraid of the world, wanting to commit suicide. But I held on, every time. And I didn't always want to. But every time, I decided to try another day... and years later, I can say I'm glad I did. And some days are better than others, sure. And some days are still really bad. But overall, I'm much better, and I genuinely believe life is worth living.

I know this comment is more than 9 years old by the time I see it, but in case you still need to hear this, or if anyone else needs to hear it (because I know there are a lot who do). I want to say that it's always worth it to keep going. I'm not going to lie, you might go through hell for years. But it won't be all bad. And if you keep having hope, and honestly trying to rise above it - learn from it, grow from it - then one day, some things will start to "click". And you'll be able to see some example of how life is worth living. Of how YOU are WORTHY living.

I can definitely say, what helped me is my belief in God; always, no matter what, no matter how angry I was, no matter how hopeless life felt. I always told God that I want what he has for me, and that I'm willing to see it through. Even when I was convinced that life wasn't worth living, I CHOSE to believe it anyway, because I had to. And now, I don't need to convince myself anymore, because I'm living that life now.

And it's still hard! Life will always be hard! But I'm able to cope with it now. I'm able to grow from it and overcome it. I'm educated about what is and isn't my responsibility, what is and isn't in my control. And how no matter what, I can life with purpose, fulfillment, and joy. Faith is the key to that. Because by my own view, I couldn't see every opportunity that makes life worth living, not in my darkest times. But if I gave up sooner, I wouldn't live to see the wonderful things that are waiting for me.

Just because I couldn't see it, doesn't mean that light doesn't exist.

Once I learned this, I was able to find joy, even in my trials. Because I have faith. And that faith eventually paid off. And that's life; continuously having faith that good things are coming, even when you can't see them. That's why I gave my life to God. Because with Him, your life is always purposeful.

Please hold on. Talk to God. Let go of your fear as much as you can. It might take time; it did for me. But I'm happy I did, and I'm happy I can tell that to everyone else. God bless you all.

All comments from YouTube:

n o

11y↑18

Dear KJ: Thanks for making this video. I like when people shine a light on depression, suicide, rape, porn, etc. Everyone treats those things like their dirty words, but those things are real and their happing now. And when your the one struggling with those problems, it's scary and you don't know who to tell. I've been through my own hell and I just want to encourage everyone that there is hope and God loves you. He will use you for great things and to encourage/help others. Stay strong. x

Dillon Ehresman

yea i agree

Vampire Craft

5y↑10

I cried listening to this song. I came across KJ-52 about a few years back through spotify. I am just now hearing this song.

If I were to write a letter it would mention my depression, hate at myself, loss of faith in God and wanting to give up every single day. Even now...😔

Sergio Perez

Vampire Craft Ironic how you’re just hearing this song recently.. But Don’t give up! You are not alone and you can overcome with Jesus!!!

Forecast

11y↑14

One of the best songs of all time, and it's hardly known. :(

Misty Haggard

8y↑5

Sooo felt Holy Spirit on this song! It must be an incredible burden and gift to be in his shoes! He longs to make a difference, it seems in the hearts of young people, but the pressure to say the right thing..wow. KJ-52 Thank you for caring. Thank you for allowing God to use you in this life as a tool for His glory! Blessings and love! I will be praying for you!

wisewords7

12y↑3

I love this song... it's so powerful, honest, transparent.... I really respect KJ52 but above all I praise God - this song is really encouraging. There is something really refreshing about it. Can't really explain it, the message is just great - really speaks about God's love and ability to change us and heal us!

Izzy Avila

10y↑21

Powerful song.

Shem29

12y↑4

God Bless You KJ52...you have no idea just how powerfully God is using you....God Bless u

random guy

5y↑25

who still listening in 2019...this give me memories

Kevin

3y↑3

2021

mufcninja87

3y↑1

I remember seeing this on Steelroots Top Ten Countdown.

Mike Picarello

3y↑3

2020, we need more songs like this in times like these.

Alayna Worden

4y↑2

My mom is 61 and still listens to KJ

Isaac

4y↑3

Try 2020 haha

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123mightywarrior

12y↑4

Amen, brother! Very well said! :)

GOD OVER MONEY

awesome jam.
great message.
this song gets me every time.
i can relate...

Elkana Muthengi

3y↑1

I can't believe its been 12 years already. This song was such an inspiration.

GOD OVER MONEY

YESSS :)

Jr Evolution

5y↑1

I love kj 💕 I have nothing but respect for him God bless

manoj singh Kommagiri

11y

fantastic , lovee it! thanks a lot KJ for making this , god def speaks through this song

Nomit

4y↑2

Man I remember this song when I was 16, God Bless

jess hernandez

15y↑1

love this song...kj 52 was the first christian rapper i heard b4 i was even saved his songs get to me everytime n i so love that!

Keith Racine

keep it up everything you do is one of God's blessings

smogyle

13y

Krásna pesnička s krásnym textom

Terrible Person From Louisiana

THIS IS AMAZING!!!

justin carper

11y

Love this song

Đuro Ravenšćak

12y↑1

AWESOME VIDEO AND THE SONG IS BEAUTIFUL!! :D

metalmulisha27

12y

Dear KJ-52, Man, you help a lotta people. I like your music, it keeps me happy. The sad songs remind me what an awesome life that I have, and they remind me what it would be like if i lost my parents in a car crash. But i have my parents and Im happy bout it., and i wanna pray for you. Imma pray that you can keep helpin those in need of you, man. Keep doin what you do. keep writing those awesome songs, keep reppin god, and keep helpin. Sincerely, Tyler

Tpkash 75

100% this his best song in terms of delivery deep message good lyrics and flow I’m not a huge fan of Christian rap but I really like this track it’s real and that beat to fire the my space line does get me every time tho 🤣

Grace Ross

2y↑1

I just broke down with tears my heart goes out to struggling kids and teenagers. I have 3 sons

GOD OVER MONEY

me too. this world can be brutal for teens :(

Writterssoul

12y

I know I lost my Dad over a year ago now.. sometimes I can't bring myself to listen to this song cuz the last part hits so close to home other times I'm so glad it's there cuz I don't feel so alone.

Rob Young

12y

1:50 man, i listened to this song when i was like that, and i just couldn't live with myself...but one day, God gave this overwhelming conviction about what i was doing, and it turned my whole life around. As much as I didn't want to, i ended up telling my parents before they found out, and eventually i recovered. But honestly, i don't really know where i'd be if i was still like that today...praise YAWE

Toxxic

10y↑1

The feels in this song man

Mastering Silence

12y

Dude hes so real I love it!

Free Spirited

6y↑1

Since 2008.. still feel the same way.. whatever you wrote KJ... O hope we can overcome..
Cause we can't come to God without faith. It is impossible to please God without faith.. and that faith you have to find it in yourself..

brittney doyel

13y

this song helped me alot, sometimes the pain was too much and then my friend told me about this song and i couldn't believe how much that this related to me, the first and third part. i could have used this along time ago.

Rav3Gor10w0 _

7y↑13

I know this is kinda old but...Is he answering his newest e-mails?...

KMSRA

14y↑1

i love this song.. it made me cry a bit tho lol

RoxxiRay

13y

Man, his songs are deep!!! :-o

Elijah E

12y

Amen. They just need someone positive in their lives....

Scooty B

We all have some ego to share. I love you KJ.

CapnKrunkCereal

We need a Fanmail Pt. 2 where all of us hold up our MySpace photos then show how we are in our 30s/40s

ConservativeWerewo1f

12y

i lov his lyrics i'm gona get KJ's albums

Chuckolator

David Duffin

12y

God has sent this man TO us Let him help us in the Name of the Lord.

subscribe to my channel m8 द

day two of following him and I listened to almost everything... I need help too please give me his email and if you actually spent time out of your day to read this you're blessed.. I feel like this song was made for me. I need help from him. please send me his email

Karoffee

10y

Song reach out to my heart thank u

XxKira9943xX

12y

this song makes me cry everytime

momo muñiz

4y↑1

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Sabrina Morning star

Thanks kj I've been going through a lot lately

Terrible Person From Louisiana

I really hope and pray that these kids who wrote him are doing better now and are walking with Jesus now :)

Brandi Haugen

10y↑14

NO joke, I dont cut any more either, but my arms are sliced up to. 13 cuts a milimeter deep or more. Weird I relate so much to songs. Specially sense I was raised a conservative Christian and I wasnt allowed to listen to secular music. I ended up listening to because of eminem. Ironic?

Terrible Person From Louisiana

aw im so sorry about that...Jesus loves you both! :)

John Bozard

10y↑3

Same here. Not the cutting but many suicide attempts. Raised by a Christian mom but Eminem was my idol. Found out I was worshiping the wrong person. Now I only worship Him.

Thank God you're still here, much love, and God bless :)

Archard Mwansa

Whose listening to this in 2021? Reminds me the first time I heard it in 2011. It's still a hit

Imani

10y↑24

This sort of reminds me of a Christian version of "Stan" by Eminem

Ordinary Chef

6y↑2

He did name-drop eminem near the beginning of the song, so it's pretty obvious. I also find it funny how Dear Slim was another song that was supposed to be his take on Stan and then he made a Dear Stan pt. 2. So in total, that's three songs he's made that sound like Stan by Eminem.

Miramooo

10y↑11

His Christian Stan is dear slim

Jessie Damon

10y↑2

I loved this song feeling kind of down and out heard about your music I been dealing with rejection and feel out of place

lyli villeda

12y

me nad my best friend fond this song and loved it

Kamron The Seminole

Still great muzik!!!

Beatrice Rault

J adore , j'écoute en boucle

Samantha Schouler

11y↑1

I met him c: I almost died when he hugged me

Sam FR-US

14y

This video is just talk about the true, about what's going on in youth guys around us. Close people or less, it's what it is. Thanks for this song KJ. Thanks to remember us that JESUS is with us in each circumstances of our lives, good as hard times. I am thankful to the Lord to use you as you are doing with this rap music. God bless ya, praying for you SAM_957_FRANCE

Stan W.

13y

good song!!!!!!!

Lizziy Elam

13y

this song discribed me exactly a few months ago.Jesus showed me we are all here for a porpous and we are not a mistake.my brother loves your music and listens to it all the time.he's turned around.thanks, Jonah!

Drezz Girl

Love this song 🎧 because I remember my best friend love this song 🎵 but she passed away I miss my best friends Colette she want to know Jesus I don’t know if I was too late miss you Colette I always pray 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Sakaraki

13y

This song reminds me of all the kids at my school and even though im the Christian of school i have alot of problems i need help and prayer but to ashamed to admit what i do i need the strength for me to take on my school and stength to not fall apart in the process :(

Nighel achternaamloos

13y

this song realy inspires me it realy gifs me comfert

nikewarrior24

15y

His song are pretty inspirational.

Ryan Cavanaugh

"Loose lipped" but you'll respect this quip, I spent years in solitude, to bring this message about desolation, "rude".

Joshua Mccree

12y

I like this...i really do

Frank

13y

1:43 describes me exactly...

Stacy Townsend

I'm still listening in 2021

Brittney Lopez

13y

This song makes me cry. Its so true. =(

Zeuslovespie

14y

This song wuz put on utube on my b-day and is ironically my fav. song =)

Anthony Feliz Moya

Still listening in 2020

RealTalk Ron

Still listening in 2021

Rory Siwik

12y

KJ is the one that got me on the path.... I would not listen to anything with a christian message because it's melody was this down trodent whiny mopey love song to Jesus... When I found KJ it was by mistake.. I heard his Mountain dew song and started listening... Now I have over a few years gravitated back to christ... Slowly with respect to god trying to change my life and what is not right in his eyes. KJ, hope you read this. If I died tomorrow at least I got saved. Respect to you 5-2

Faith A Rios

5y↑1

🖤

Scotty Gaudette

Glad people stll listen to this song 😊

Cassidy Chastain

13y

@RRockstarrable He may seem to carry a negative vibe, but he is still a good writer. He is very open about real life. God uses each person in different ways. Sure Eminem uses some vulgar language in his songs, but they are his life and may help someone some day.

circasurvive shines

7y↑6

This song took ideas from Stan but instead of getting angry weird fans it talks about fans that need help with believing in god or themselves

Jawsjawsjawsrg

No, this song is a response to #1 fan. A song that he was talking to his number one fan. That is why it was in the beginning of the song. This was an extension of that.

james wilcox

nicely said

Drzage6

13y

Two words, Real talk - confronts the issues everybody else just seems to dance around like, he said pornography most don't even touch on the subject and if they do they call it that thing. GOOD STUFF.

Adam Rosenbloom

13y

KJ you sound like Mac Miller!

Moriah Hahn

15y

Yeah, But with a bit of a happier ending

Elías Méndez Silva

12y

cool video, so real life like

Mastering Silence

12y

This song helps me out, Im way depressed.

Kaliyah Cannon

10y↑10

Does anyone have his email? I reallllyyyy need to email him. Someone please answer.

Nothing Meek

7y↑4

Kaliyah Cannon I know that this post was 2 years ago. But is everything okay? I hope that you resolved whatever it was that was bothering you! My love and prayers for you! God bless your life and happiness!

Terrible Person From Louisiana

@Shadrack Muwangi
the other person

Shaddy 116

@Mike Christiaan What??

Terrible Person From Louisiana

Are you ok??

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Elías Méndez Silva

12y

kj must have received lots of e-mails to make this video. I think this guy really wants to help people, especially younsters. all of the pains youth goes through are real, but God´s right there in order to help you get out of there...God is great that knows all of our problems and struggles, but he also has ways how to go out of these problems that may affect young people nowdays)=

iiemglvctour

12y

i was a solid fan of eminem music before when i aint a born again christian... but when i was converted i prefer listening to christian artists because that's the way it should be.... eminem may be the best rapper but he's not using his talent for God while kj-52 on the other hand he may not be as popular as em but i will keep on listening to his musics because i love listening to such musics that are out of this world.

Christian wraps

12y↑1

This hits me to the core as much as i don't want to admit my life is just like this. I feel like no one wants to listen to me so i did what ever it took and now i feel like i've messed myself up. I have cuts all over my arms and legs. I used to want to kill myself. I felt like no one understood wut i was going through.I felt like no one will ever. I feel like im worth nothing, but i wont give up. I've made it too far.I feel the pain and it clenches my soul and i just want to cry out to no one.

Chuckolator

mynameisvogus

15y

that is a wicked sweet vid.

Samuel .Schierkolk

13y

@KJ52KJ52 looks like we are in the same bout man...It gives me hope to be reminded that I am not the only one fighting this

Moriah Magness

12y

I known the feeling

EmmaWatsonSolos

13y

Hey guys, Salvation Army Tempe corp made a rap song that has a good message in it! It's called "Living for God music video" If you look that up, it's the fourth vid down with a kid in a hoody!!! It's an awesome song and they wanted to spread it out, alot of people in the corps like it, but asked to spread the word! Cheesy vid, but an awesome song! If you can look it up, give feedback that would be awesome! God bless and thanks!

MrAbz1000

11y

i emaild him i almost died wen he wrote back lol

kidWilliam

13y

i love this song like a little girl loves Justin Bieber!! :)

Bamang Hawayi

11y

Tanx for this video. it helped a lot

Elyssa Hauser

12y

people think i'm good christian girl but i'm been put on shame and two weeks ago i went to camp and got relieved thank to some support from song like these to make feel like i'm not alone through the fight of hurt :) :(

IntGalMusicClan

13y

Are these real letters to KJ?

Kasey Gaming

5y↑2

Inspiration by Eminem

Stupify

13y

@ZerrickiShadow yeah i know but there's no cussing, KJ is with God, it's not all about one person, the fans on here aren't obsessed with the rapper, and this one is about people's struggles instead of how obsessed a guy is

Stupify

13y

Myriad Myriad

I used to listen to this through hs. Still don't feel like God cares. Still don't feel like he's there and I still feel like an freak in society. Wtf man, I'm sorry but where was depth when I needed it. Circular logic hurt me. And Idk if I'm coming back.

Jennifer Venegas

13y

Hey! My sister and I are in this video! :)

Samuel .Schierkolk

12y

@MrJesusfreak85 thanks man..that really helps when I get that reminder :)

luke morphett

This is one of 2 songs where he covers slef harm other song was number one fan

MsNikki4lyf

13y

@Glee1love Believe me, he cares about you more than you think. He loves you so much that he gave his only son for you, me, and everyone else. If / When he dies, that means 1) Its his time, and 2) He has a plan for you and your life. I lost someone i loved when i LEAST expected it- they had cardiac arrest. I know how it feels, but i know that it will get better. Everything that God does is because your going to get something out of it. maybe not today or tomorrow, but i promise you, he will.