99 Times
Kate Voegele Lyrics

So, you see
I understand your intentions, motives, and actions.

You've got me back again for more
I fell for your tricks again, and you got what you wanted from me.

And it seems
It appears to me that you have gained control over my emotions and thoughts.

Your song is in my head
Your words, promises, and lies are replaying in my mind repeatedly.

This is war
Our relationship is now a battleground, and I am fighting for self-respect, integrity, and trust.

Mystery, how I could feel you breathe me
I struggle to understand how I gave myself to you so easily, and how you became a part of me.

I was sure you would keep
I trusted that you would honor and fulfill your promises and oaths.

Every promise; you would keep
I believed that your words were your bond, and that you would act with honesty and sincerity.

Every word
I had faith in your language, declarations, and assurances.

Well,
However, my perceptions and beliefs were challenged and proved wrong.

I try to put your stories in line
I attempt to reconcile your conflicting statements and actions to make sense of your behavior.

But nothing adds up right
I realize that you have been lying and manipulating me, and that nothing fits together logically or morally.

For every 99 times
Almost every time you looked at me directly or talked to me, you deceived me.

You looked me in the eye,
You tried to convince me of your honesty and trustworthiness by making direct eye-contact.

And swore you weren't lying
You gave me your word that you were telling the truth and had no intentions of betraying me.

Well, I was so blind
I was naive, gullible, and unaware of your deceitful tactics and disloyal character.

I never saw the signs
I ignored or missed the red flags and warning signals of your unfaithfulness and unreliability.

I'm getting out tonight
I am leaving this toxic relationship and freeing myself from your toxic influence and control.

And you're not invited
You are not welcome or invited to be a part of my life anymore.

Its a shame
It is regrettable and unfortunate that you treated me with such disrespect and disregard.

That you left me hanging like you did
You abandoned, betrayed, and hurt me without any explanation or justification.

It was brave
It took courage, audacity, and recklessness to break my heart and shatter my trust.

But it was much more foolish
However, your actions were also irrational, imprudent, and shortsighted.

Don't you think?
I ask you to reflect on the gravity and consequences of your actions and ask yourself if it was worth it.

Cause you know I wont be satisfied
You are aware that I will not accept or tolerate your mistreatment and will seek justice and closure.

Until you realize
I wish for you to acknowledge, admit, and repent for your wrongdoing and the pain you caused me.

These things are oh, all so typical
I recognize that your behavior and tactics are common, predictable, and unoriginal.

These things are unforgivable
However, your actions are unacceptable, irremediable, and unforgettable.

I'm gone and you're invisible now
I have moved on from our relationship and have no intentions of ever reconnecting with you.

Don't let me catch you following
I warn you not to stalk, spy on, or approach me without my consent, or else you will face consequences or legal action.

Don't ask, cause I'm not offering
I refuse to explain or justify my decision to leave, and I am not open to your apologies, excuses, or justifications.

You've caused enough of my suffering, oh
You have inflicted pain, trauma, and distress on me, and I will not allow you to hurt me anymore.