Kathy lives in San Leandro, CA in a commune and is the mother of Michael (1970-1982), Melanie (1972) and twins Nicolas and Cassandra (1985). Her primary life partner Dean Dierschow (familiar as her most devoted roadie) lives there with her in a wonderful ongoing courtship. She was very involved in the antiwar movement in the sixties and sang in Kansas City for the first Moratorium. She has appeared as filk GOH at almost every filk convention and many regular SF conventions as well.
Pegasus Awards
* 1989 - Best Filk Song - Arafel's Song (Tree of Swords & Jewels) (With Mercedes Lackey)
* 1989 - Best Writer/Composer
* 1991 - Best Love Song - Velveteen
* 1993 - Best Writer/Composer
* 1994 - Best Filk Song - Drink Up the River
* 1996 - Best Filk Song - When Giants Walked
* 2004 - Best Writer/Composer
Albums
* Songbird - Off Centaur (cassette OCP-??) 1982
* On a Bright Wind - Off Centaur (cassette OCP-??) 1984
* Bamboo Wind - Off Centaur (cassette OCP-54) 1985
* Plus Ca Change - Thor Records (cassette FK1003) 1988
* Plus C'est La Mme Chose - Thor Records (cassette FK1006) 1990
* Made By Magic - with Zander Nyrond, Dandelion Digital CD DD-005CD, 1994
* My Favorite Sings - Prometheus Music CD, 1999
* Plus Ca Change / Plus C'est La Mme Chose - DragonsGate Music CD 2000
Shai Hulud
Kathy Mar Lyrics
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Reference: 'Dune', Frank Herbert
Chorus: Shai Hulud, send me a great worm, send me the courage to ride it well
Shai Hulud, send me way to change the nightmare that Spice foretells
Shai Hulud, give me a new way, and vengeance for all who died
Shai Hulud, give me worm to ride
Arrakis and the Spice had filled the corners of my mind
My mother was beside me, Father's ring was in my hand
I started up the drumming and we crossed the desert sand
I learned the ways of Fremen, and I taught them mine as well
We trained an army twice as fierce as any spawned in Hell
I had to prove my manhood if I wished to hold command
So I started up the drumming and I waited, hook in hand
Chorus
I've drunk the Maker's waters, and I've searched each future path
And nothing in those visions can prevent the days of wrath
So I gather up the army for a final bloody stand
And we start the thumper drumming, and we ride across the sand
The tales and songs will live beyond the ending of my days
But all that I have felt and loved will pass too soon away
I'll walk into my future knowing every step by heart
And none will ever guess how much I dread to play my part
Chorus
The song "Shai Hulud" by Kathy Mar is a tribute to Frank Herbert's novel "Dune", the story of a young man named Paul Atreides who becomes the leader of a fierce desert tribe on the planet Arrakis, where a valuable spice is found. The chorus of the song is an invocation to Shai Hulud, a giant sandworm that lives beneath the desert and is worshipped by the Fremen, the local human population. The singer of the song asks for a great worm and the courage to ride it well, as well as a way to change the future that is foretold by the Spice, and vengeance for those who have died. The worm is a symbol of power and freedom, as well as a means of transport in the harsh desert environment.
The verses of the song tell the story of the singer, who comes from a different planet and learns the ways of the Fremen, including their use of thumper drums to attract the sandworms. He trains an army and proves his manhood by catching a worm himself. He has drunk the sacred water of the planet's native lifeform, the sandworms called the Maker. He knows that a great battle is looming, and that the illusions and visions of the Spice cannot be trusted. He prepares himself and his army, but also feels the weight of responsibility on his shoulders.
The song captures the epic scope and emotional resonance of the novel, as well as the themes of environmentalism, religion, politics and personal growth. It is also a tribute to the fandom of "Dune", which has inspired many artists to express their love for the series in various media.
Line by Line Meaning
Chorus: Shai Hulud, send me a great worm, send me the courage to ride it well
Kathy Mar is calling upon the sandworm Shai Hulud for the strength and the courage to ride it well.
Shai Hulud, send me way to change the nightmare that Spice foretells
Mar is asking Shai Hulud for a new path that can alter the future, which is doomed by the Spice.
Shai Hulud, give me a new way, and vengeance for all who died
Mar wants revenge and a new path for all those who lost their life on Arrakis.
Shai Hulud, give me worm to ride
Mar is hoping that Shai Hulud will provide her with a worm to ride.
My homeworld was a water dream that I had left behind
Mar's homeworld was once full of water, but she had to leave it behind to go to Arrakis.
Arrakis and the Spice had filled the corners of my mind
Arrakis and the Spice have become the most prevalent thoughts in Mar's mind.
My mother was beside me, Father's ring was in my hand
Mar's mother was with her and she held her father's ring as they crossed the desert.
I started up the drumming and we crossed the desert sand
Mar and her mother began to drum and made their way across the desert sand.
I learned the ways of Fremen, and I taught them mine as well
Mar learned the ways of the Fremen and she taught them her own tactics in return.
We trained an army twice as fierce as any spawned in Hell
Together, Mar and the Fremen developed an army that was twice as fierce as any other on Arrakis.
I had to prove my manhood if I wished to hold command
Mar had to prove herself and her ability to lead if she wished to hold command over the Fremen.
So I started up the drumming and I waited, hook in hand
Mar began the drumming to call forth the sandworm and waited with her hook in hand to ride it.
I've drunk the Maker's waters, and I've searched each future path
Mar has consumed the water of life and explored every future path in search of a way to change the future.
And nothing in those visions can prevent the days of wrath
Despite her search, Mar found nothing in her visions that could stop the impending days of wrath.
So I gather up the army for a final bloody stand
Mar led her army to prepare for a final stand in the coming battle.
And we start the thumper drumming, and we ride across the sand
Using thumper drums to attract the sandworms, Mar and her army rode out across the sand into the battle.
The tales and songs will live beyond the ending of my days
Mar's stories and songs will endure even after she is gone from this world.
But all that I have felt and loved will pass too soon away
Despite the endurance of her stories and songs, Mar knows that all the love and feelings she has experienced will soon be gone.
I'll walk into my future knowing every step by heart
Mar will move forward into her future with the knowledge of every step she needs to take in her heart.
And none will ever guess how much I dread to play my part
Despite her bravery and leadership, Mar still fears the role she has to play in the coming battle.
Contributed by Asher I. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Maxwell Crawford
Always appreciate seeing more of these videos resurface and find its way onto YouTube!
Prometheus Music - Julia Ecklar
Thank you! There's a lot more from this concert, from the FANAC Fan History Project: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f37i168aL2Y
(I've tried to do some more noise reduction from what's in that video, though.)
sdmcdiva69
Oh wow. Another video. I love it. So happy to have it available. Julia Rocks!!!
Alex Math
Good to have you back, if only for this small time we have
Turnip
Time travel!