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I Hate Myself for Losing You
Kelly Clarkson Lyrics


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I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no

I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Kelly Clarkson's song "I Hate Myself for Losing You" describe the pain and regret that comes with losing a loved one. The singer wakes up alone in an empty room, filled with self-blame for the current predicament. She wishes for death to relieve the pain; she's lost and not sure of what to do or say anymore. Her desperation rises as she thinks about how much she hates herself for losing her lover. She can't help but think about the memories of the two of them together and how happy he is with someone else now. Her self-loathing is only increasing and as she spends more and more time alone, she knows that living without him will be a constant loneliness.


The song explores the emotional turmoil that losing someone you love can cause. The regret, pain, and loneliness can be overwhelming, and it can lead to self-blame and self-hatred. The singer in the song is struggling to come to terms with the fact that her actions have resulted in losing the person she loves. The lyrics are so intense and relatable to anyone who's ever lost a loved one.


Line by Line Meaning

I woke up today
I became conscious today


Woke up wide awake
Fully alert upon waking up


In an empty bed
Sleeping alone


Staring at an empty room
Gazing at a room that has no presence of the person I love


I have myself to blame
I am responsible for the situation I am in


For the state I'm in today
For how I feel today


And now dying
Death no longer seems like a painful option


Doesn't seem so cruel
It seems like a relief


And oh, I don't know what to say
I am at a loss for words


And I don't know anyway
I don't know either way


Anymore
I'm unsure and indecisive


I hate myself for losing you
I strongly dislike myself for letting you go


I'm seeing it all so clear
I now understand the whole truth of the situation


What do you do when you look in the mirror
What actions do you take upon realizing the truth


And staring at you is why he's not here?
Is it because of your own shortcomings that your loved one is gone?


You got what you deserved
What happened to you is your own fault


Hope you're happy now
I hope that you are satisfied with the decision you made


'Cause everytime I think of her with you
Every time I imagine you with someone else


It's killing me
It causes me great pain and suffering


Inside, and
Internally, and


Now I dread each day
I now anticipate each day with fear and apprehension


Knowing that I can't be saved
I am aware that I cannot be rescued


From the loneliness
From the feeling of being disconnected and isolated


Of living without you
Of existing without you


And oh
And I


Not sure that I'll pull through
I'm not sure if I can overcome this


I wish you knew
I wish you were aware of how much I am struggling


What do you say when everything's said?
What do you say when everything has already been said?


Is the reason why he left you in the end?
Was the cause of his departure ultimately your fault?


How do you cry when every tear you shed
How do you stay emotional when you've already cried so much?


Won't ever bring him back again?
Crying won't make him come back




Lyrics © DOMINO PUBLISHING COMPANY, BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: James Harry Nosanow, Kara Elizabeth Dioguardi, Sheppard J. Solomon

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BlizzardBeaches


on Since U Been Gone

This song resonates with me the most right now since as recent as last Sunday, I was set free from a relationship with a man like this.

Here's the thing, we started out friends
It was cool but IT WAS ALL PRETEND [on HIS part]

HOW COME I'D NEVER HEAR YOU SAY
"I just wanna be with you"?
Guess YOU never felt that way [(But HE expected me to feel that way)]

Such an amazing song!

Ricky


on Broken & Beautiful (from the movie UGLYDOLLS)

What do they mean with the words:
We're walking on the ocean, turning water into wine
*reference to?*

Ricky


on Broken & Beautiful (from the movie UGLYDOLLS)

We're walking on the ocean, turning water into wineWe bury our emotion and

We're walking on the ocean, turning water into wine. *what is the meaning of this line?

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