While on their first Indonesian tour in late 2008, Sansan left the band, for (according to the band's MySpace blog) "personal reasons." For the remainder of the tour, Onadio Leonardo filled in for vocals while playing bass. When Sansan later attempted to return to Killing Me Inside, the band members decided not to let him back in, preferring to move on without him.
After the Indonesian tour, the band decided to look for a temporary fill in bass player so that Onadio Leonardo could concentrate on vocals. Agung Anak Gde, bassist of Synystra, was added to the group to fill in the bass and backup vocals. This was their lineup for Java Rockinβ Land 2009.
In early 2010, Killing Me Inside released a new video for the song "Tanpa Dirimu" as the new single. The video, (directed by Rizal Mantovani), is the first to not include Sansan.
On June 3, the band announced via Facebook that they were officially finished with the recording of their new album and that it was to be released in the fall. They announced that the album would be self-titled. In early August, Killing Me Inside released a music video on their Facebook blog titled "Biarlah". The album was released August 30, 2010.
Now the band on their Indonesian tour as promo new album, also introducing new additional bassist, Angga Tetsuya.
Band members :
Current :
Onadio Leonardo : Vocals (sometimes play Bass) [2006-Present]
Josaphat Klemens : Guitars [2006-Present]
Davi Frisya : Drums [2008-Present]
Former :
Sansan : Vocals [2006-2008] (now on Pee Wee Gaskins)
Raka Cyril : Guitars [2006-2007] (now on Vierra)
Rendy : Drums [2006-2008]
Touring :
Agung Anak Gde : Bass/Scream [2008-2010] (now on Synystra & Leica)
Rudye Nugraha : Bass/Scream [2010] (now on Thirteen)
Angga Tetsuya : Bass/Scream [2010-Present] (also in Sunset Groove)
Kamu
Killing Me Inside Lyrics
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Yang aku rasakan
Kali ini ku temukan
Artinya hadirmu
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
Saat dia telah pergi
Tak sanggup ku sendiri
Tanpamu disisiku
Ku akui ku terlahir
Untuk bersamamu
Takkan bisa ku berdiri
Tanpamu disini
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
Dan kamu disini
Saat dia telah pergi
Tak sanggup ku sendiri
Tanpamu disisiku
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
The lyrics of Killing Me Inside's song Kamu express the feeling of finding someone who brings meaning to an otherwise tedious life. The singer has been wandering aimlessly until they stumble upon their significant other. The presence of this person in their life has a calming effect on their heart, represented by the lines "Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku" which can be interpreted as "You You Cool My Heart". The relationship between the two is clearly affectionate as the person is referred to as a star in the singer's heart.
The chorus repeats itself but differs in wording slightly as an emphasis in the meaning of the person in the singer's life. The bridge of the song hints at a past relationship where the singer was unable to cope after the breakup as seen in the lines "Dan kamu disini, Saat dia telah pergi, Tak sanggup ku sendiri, Tanpamu disisiku" which translate to "And you are here, when he has gone, I can't stand being alone, Without you by my side". The song ends with yet again the repeated chorus albeit more times than before.
Overall, the lyrics of Kamu signify the importance of someone special in the midst of an otherwise mundane life. A person that one can rely on to bring a sense of warmth and meaning.
Line by Line Meaning
Ku berjalan hingga bosan
I keep on walking until I get bored.
Yang aku rasakan
The feeling that I have.
Kali ini ku temukan
This time, I found it.
Artinya hadirmu
It means your presence.
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
You, you, cool my heart.
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
You, you, are the star in my heart.
Dan kamu disini
And you are here.
Saat dia telah pergi
When she has left.
Tak sanggup ku sendiri
I cannot handle it alone.
Tanpamu disisiku
Without you by my side.
Ku akui ku terlahir
I admit that I was born.
Untuk bersamamu
To be with you.
Takkan bisa ku berdiri
I cannot stand.
Tanpamu disini
Without you here.
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
You, you, are the star in my heart.
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
You, you, cool my heart.
Dan kamu disini
And you are here.
Tak sanggup ku sendiri
I cannot handle it alone.
Tanpamu disisiku
Without you by my side.
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
You, you, cool my heart.
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
You, you, are the star in my heart.
Kamu Kamu Sejukkan hatiku
You, you, cool my heart.
Kamu Kamu Bintang dihatiku
You, you, are the star in my heart.
Contributed by Elliot H. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Taufiq FuadFadil
#LIRIK
Ku berjalan hingga bosan
Yang aku rasakan
Kali ini ku temukan
Artinya hadirmu
Kamu Kamu
Sejukkan hatiku
Kamu Kamu
Bintang dihatiku
Dan kamu disini
Saat dia telah pergi
Tak sanggup ku sendiri
Tanpamu disisiku
Ku akui ku terlahir
Untuk bersamamu
Takkan bisa ku berdiri
Tanpamu disini
Kamu Kamu
Sejukkan hatiku
Kamu Kamu
Bintang dihatiku
Dan kamu disini
Saat dia telah pergi
Tak sanggup ku sendiriβ¦
Zaa
Lagu ini enak banget didengar, selalu putar pas perjalanan ke jogja, banyak memories kangen pokoknya. Thanks KMI kalian terbaik β€
Jun
Dr dulu suka sama musiknya killing me inside, dr jaman 2008 screamo masih sama sansan, sampe ganti genre lebih softcore. Musiknya tertata sekali. Harus diakui
KMI, vierra, revara... Pokoknya band2 sekitaran anak2 killing me inside Kualitasnya bagus2
Hilyan haves Al shara
Jangan lupa pee we gaskin juga
Vivo Vivo
Selalu jatuh cinta dengan suara Onad, lagu fav gue banget ini dari jaman SMP π
Liga Dimas Tianto
2009 ~ 2011
Bali Bound
Waktu SMP tahun brp brp?
Hadnart
Band Keren pas masa masa screamo sedang booming di Indonesia, jangan berhenti berkarya
Rezaldi Aziz
iya bro.. dulu jaman2 pensi killms pasti sama vierra n peewee gaskin lagunya
Eko Kurniawan
Jaman masih single sampai udah punya anak 3 dengerin lagu ini berasa muda terus 29-09-2022
chelsea
Nostalgia banget anjir rasanya pingin balik yang dulu:)