Gray Cloud
LIL NARNIA Lyrics
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Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Bury my head when i see your name now
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
What a let down like you promised
Ima head out in the process
Ima stay down like you wanted
Screaming how the hell you do it all to yourself
Always knew what you were on and i still
Tried so hard to prove it wrong and now i killed
Whats left of me
If anything
You were right this whole time
Hide my head when you come back
Pull me in to watch me react
Come again when you need something to bring you back yea
Do what you want when its done come crawl back
Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Bury my head when i see your name now
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
In "Gray Cloud" by Lil Narnia, the lyrics convey a sense of disappointment, frustration, and self-reflection after a failed relationship. The song begins with the singer acknowledging that despite the pain caused by their partner's actions, they are still drawn to them. The line "Do what you want when it's done, come crawl back" implies that the singer allows their partner to do as they please, knowing that they will eventually return. This showcases a sense of dependency and longing for the partner's presence.
The singer questions their own role in the relationship, wondering why they continue to watch and be affected by their partner's actions. The line "Bury my head when I see your name now, in the cement covering like a gray cloud" suggests that the thought of their partner brings a heavy and suffocating feeling, similar to a cloud hanging over them. It symbolizes the weight of their past and the inability to move on.
The second verse delves deeper into the internal struggle and conflict within the singer. They express feeling let down and deceived, as if their partner failed to fulfill their promises. Despite this, the singer chooses to leave the relationship, committing to the process of moving on. They resign themselves to staying down and accepting the pain, even if it's what their partner wanted. The line "All the way out where your heart is" signifies that the singer recognizes their partner's lack of emotional investment and chooses to distance themselves.
The lyrics also hint at the singer's attempts to prove their partner wrong in the past, but ultimately accepting that they were right all along. The final lines of the song highlight the cycle of their relationship, with the partner continuously coming back when they need something, and the singer hiding their emotions and reactions. This showcases a pattern of dependency and unresolved emotions.
Line by Line Meaning
Do what you want when its done come crawl back
You have the freedom to act as you please, but once you realize the consequences, you will return to me seeking forgiveness and reconciliation.
Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Despite knowing that I am responsible for the situation, you still keep a close eye on me, perhaps seeking validation or satisfaction from seeing me suffer.
Bury my head when i see your name now
Whenever I come across your name, I instinctively retreat into myself, trying to avoid confronting the pain or memories associated with you.
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
I find myself trapped in a heavy and gloomy state, similar to a gray cloud that envelops and weighs me down, preventing me from moving forward.
What a let down like you promised
You have disappointed me greatly, just as you had assured me you would.
Ima head out in the process
I will distance myself from this situation as I navigate through the emotional turmoil it has caused.
Ima stay down like you wanted
I will remain in a low point, mirroring your desires or expectations.
All the way out where your heart is
I will distance myself from you, leaving behind the place where your emotions reside.
Screaming how the hell you do it all to yourself
Expressing frustration and disbelief at how you continuously inflict pain and suffering upon yourself.
Always knew what you were on and i still
I was fully aware of your intentions and actions, yet I chose to ignore or deny them.
Tried so hard to prove it wrong and now i killed
I exerted tremendous effort to disprove the truth, but in doing so, I ultimately destroyed a part of myself.
Whats left of me
After everything that has happened, only fragments of who I used to be remain.
If anything
If there is anything left at all.
You were right this whole time
Despite my resistance or denial, you were correct in your judgments or assessments throughout.
Hide my head when you come back
When you return, I instinctively withdraw and avoid direct confrontation or interaction with you.
Pull me in to watch me react
You deliberately draw me close, expecting or enjoying observing my emotional response to your actions.
Come again when you need something to bring you back yea
You return to me whenever you require something or seek a sense of familiarity and comfort.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: JAY DROEGEMEIER
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Lil Narnia
Do what you want when its done come crawl back
Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Bury my head when i see your name now
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
What a let down like you promised
Ima head out in the process
Ima stay down like you wanted
All the way out where your heart is
Screaming how the hell you do it all to yourself
Always knew what you were on and i still
Tried so hard to prove it wrong and now i killed
Whats left of me
If anything
You were right this whole time
Hide my head when you come back
Pull me in to watch me react
Come again when you need something to bring you back yea
Do what you want when its done come crawl back
Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Bury my head when i see your name now
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
FOCUS.ALCHEMY
you can tell all you want when itz all your fault &
what do you want when its all my fault &
bury my head, when i see you're dead yea . . .
relax , are you dead, are you really dead yet?.
tell all you want when itz all your fault &
what do you want when its all my fault &
bury my head, when i see you're dead yea
relax , are you dead, are you dead yet
i want the lights out like you promised. . .
w/ my head off in the process. . .
im satan, like you known it .
&
ill wake up in the morning...
screaming heaven aint to long to get strait
& i wish you were here w/ all of my stuff
TRYING TO REALLY PROVE THAT IM WRONG BUT I CANT.
whats left to give if im already dead
you wraped yourself so bad in my head when you got back.
falling ' till the edge of experience
calling me a kid , but in aint' do so good cuz im really sad
you can tell all you want when itz all your fault &
what do you want when its all my fault &
bury my head, when i see you,re dead yea . . .
relax , are you dead, are you dead yet?.
tell all you want when itz all your fault &
what do you want when its all my fault &
bury my head, when i see you're dead yea
relax , are you dead, , are you really dead yet?. . . . . @lilnarnia... I made this off allot ... Hope you enjoy what Im saying...
RetroLodge
Do what you want when its done come crawl back
Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Bury my head when i see your name now
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
What a let down like you promised
Ima head out in the process
Ima stay down like you wanted
All the way out where your heart is
Screaming how the hell you do it all to yourself
Always knew what you were on and i still
Tried so hard to prove it wrong and now i killed
Whats left of me
If anything
You were right this whole time
Hide my head when you come back
Pull me in to watch me react
Come again when you need something to bring you back yea
Do what you want when its done come crawl back
Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Bury my head when i see your name now
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
Lil Narnia
Do what you want when its done come crawl back
Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Bury my head when i see your name now
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
What a let down like you promised
Ima head out in the process
Ima stay down like you wanted
All the way out where your heart is
Screaming how the hell you do it all to yourself
Always knew what you were on and i still
Tried so hard to prove it wrong and now i killed
Whats left of me
If anything
You were right this whole time
Hide my head when you come back
Pull me in to watch me react
Come again when you need something to bring you back yea
Do what you want when its done come crawl back
Why do you watch when its all my fault and
Bury my head when i see your name now
In the cement covering like a gray cloud
Zach Minder
Bro, I been listening to you since back in 2019. You deserve way more recognition! All your songs a bop my boy 👌
FOCUS.ALCHEMY
you can tell all you want when itz all your fault &
what do you want when its all my fault &
bury my head, when i see you're dead yea . . .
relax , are you dead, are you really dead yet?.
tell all you want when itz all your fault &
what do you want when its all my fault &
bury my head, when i see you're dead yea
relax , are you dead, are you dead yet
i want the lights out like you promised. . .
w/ my head off in the process. . .
im satan, like you known it .
&
ill wake up in the morning...
screaming heaven aint to long to get strait
& i wish you were here w/ all of my stuff
TRYING TO REALLY PROVE THAT IM WRONG BUT I CANT.
whats left to give if im already dead
you wraped yourself so bad in my head when you got back.
falling ' till the edge of experience
calling me a kid , but in aint' do so good cuz im really sad
you can tell all you want when itz all your fault &
what do you want when its all my fault &
bury my head, when i see you,re dead yea . . .
relax , are you dead, are you dead yet?.
tell all you want when itz all your fault &
what do you want when its all my fault &
bury my head, when i see you're dead yea
relax , are you dead, , are you really dead yet?. . . . . @lilnarnia... I made this off allot ... Hope you enjoy what Im saying...
SSGSSGOUKI
Thank you for sharing your art.
💔
Rex
Lil Narnia... Im really going to be honest here.. Make more music for fuck sake........... You are amazing.
Demetrius Kent
this is doubly beautiful with those lyrics
Jared Stone
The most unique voice in a long while
elem[e]nt
@Artyom :(
Artyom
@elem[e]nt still art, this is his art, i bet yours looks fucking terrible compared to this beauty <3
Artyom
@Super Chris you dont understand art