Send help
LIL NARNIA Lyrics

I've never felt so fucked
I am in a truly terrible situation that I cannot fix on my own

Send help, my love
I am reaching out for help because I cannot handle this alone

I'm going under
I am sinking deeper into my problems and I can't keep my head above water

I wonder what you think of me
I am preoccupied with how you perceive me

Tell me is it over
I need to know if this relationship is finished

Wish I didn't love you so much
I regret loving you so intensely because it makes everything so much harder

I've been getting used to what it does
I am starting to understand the negative consequences of loving you so much

Trying to loosen my grip
I am trying to let go of my attachment to you

Girl, I know I won't get anywhere by Holding on too tightly
I understand that smothering you will only push you further away

I'm trying not to lose my fucking mind
I am struggling to maintain my sanity in the midst of all this chaos

You're so confusing all the time
You are constantly inconsistent and I can't keep up with you

Fuck, I don't wanna lose you I'll do anything
I am desperate to keep you in my life and will take any measures necessary to do so

But damnit I think you're gone already
Despite my efforts, I believe you may have already left me

I don't wanna waste my time with you
I am beginning to realize that this relationship may not be worth my time and energy

Spend a couple months and I'm back into This game that I hate and I know it's for sure That you're gonna leave me broken when you walk out the door
Whenever I try to move on from you, I end up back in this miserable cycle, knowing that eventually you will hurt me again

And I wish I didn't fall so easily
I hate how easily I become infatuated with you because it always leads to heartache

'Cause I feel you start to walk away from me
I sense that you are pulling away from me and it terrifies me

And I know I gotta get myself together now
I am aware that I need to take control of my life and emotions before it's too late

I'm feeling so small underneath this ground
I feel insignificant and helpless in the face of my struggles

Can you tell I'm breaking with every word you're saying to me now All my bones are shaking Trying my best somehow
Your words are breaking me apart, but I am doing my best to hold myself together

Gonna keep loving you 'Cause it's the only thing I know how to do
Despite everything, my love for you still controls my actions

I'm useless, I'm used up You're perfect, I'm in love
I feel like I am not good enough for you but I am completely devoted to you

Holding onto pieces that would keep us connected Pouring out my heart, I should have kept it protected
I am desperately trying to cling onto any semblance of a relationship with you, even if it hurts me in the end

I don't wanna lose you after all that we went through But if it has to be this way I'll never forget you
Even if the relationship ends, I will always remember what we had together