Four Walls
Mesh Lyrics

Where's the lesson God?
I'm struggling to understand the purpose of everything, where is the guidance from a higher power?

You're tearing off the wings of all my unprotected dreams for nothing
My ambition and aspirations feel vulnerable and unguarded, and without reason or reward, they are being destroyed.

I'll keep holding on
Despite the challenges and setbacks, I will continue to persevere and remain hopeful.

But I'm running out of nails over everything that's ever failed within me
I am quickly losing my ability to hold things together due to the many times I've been disappointed and let down within myself.

Stop the aging soon
Time is running out for me, I wish I could slow down its progress and have more time left.

Because I'm running out of time at the very point I need the clock behind me
I need more time to accomplish my goals and dreams, but instead, the clock is ticking quickly towards the end of my journey.

Alone in this room
I am by myself in this space, without the support or presence of others.

When nothing should be taking from the cleanness of the break I'm making
This moment of solitude and separation should be pure and uncontaminated, but instead, it feels like something is still missing or being taken away.

It never falls in your hands
Success and opportunities don't come easily or naturally to everyone.

You get a page of the big plan
Life can feel predestined or predetermined, as if we are just actors playing out a script we didn't write.

In a world that injects grey
The world can feel dull and monotonous, with a lack of color or vibrancy.

If you still keep your head straight
If you can maintain your composure and not get lost in the chaos around you.

In a world that protects bland
The world can also feel safe and comfortable, but not challenging or stimulating.

Big noise from a small band
Even though we may feel small and insignificant, we have the potential to make a big impact and create change.

Take the knives at the back door
Be prepared for the harsh criticism and obstacles that may be waiting for you in the shadows.

And fill the clubs to the four walls
Despite the challenges, push forward and make your presence known, make the most of every opportunity.

Here's the justice God
I am seeking fairness and balance in the world, and hoping that a higher power can provide it.

I'm sifting through the words and re-arranging them in verse for someone
I am crafting my thoughts and feelings into a creative expression, hoping to connect with someone through my art.

I might be alone
Even though I may feel isolated and separated from others.

But I'm praying for the spark that might illuminate the dark for someone
I am hoping to be a source of inspiration, shedding light on a path for someone else to follow.

Is it really worth it?
Is the effort and sacrifice required for success really worth it in the end?

You know it's worth the sacrifice of everything
Even though it's difficult and challenging, the end result is still valuable and worth pursuing.

It doesn't come to us all
Success and rewards don't come easily or equally to everyone.

You get a buzz when the track falls
There can be a thrilling excitement and satisfaction when we overcome challenges or obstacles and achieve our goals.

In a time that expects grace
In a world that values elegance, poise, and beauty.

You can cry if you're first place
Even if you manage to achieve the highest level of success and recognition, it's still okay to show vulnerability and emotion.

In a world that protects fools
In a society that values safety and caution over risk-taking and innovation.

From the day that you leave school
From the moment you step out into the real world and start making your own choices and decisions.

You take the bribes at the back door
Sometimes to succeed, we have to make compromises or sacrifices that don't necessarily align with our values or beliefs.

And fill the clubs to the four walls
Push yourself to achieve your goals and aspirations, and create an impact that fills the spaces around you.