The Los Angeles native began rapping at age 4 and immediately knew her destiny was to perform. Reminiscent of the late Left Eye, whom she admires, Jamila contributes her love of hip-hope to her music and sense of style, giving her a street edge with feminine appeal. "I've always loved old school groups like the Fat Boys oddly enough," Jamila shares, "The guy at the video store eneded up just giving me a copy of Krush Groove because it's my favorite movie of all time and I'd rent it every weekend." As one in a family of six, the animated youngster met Chris Stokes when she was just nine years old after her sister had appeared in an Immature video. She caught the producers' eye and he made her a member of his now defunct girl group, Dame Four. Hailing from a music family, Jamila's natural ability shines through, from her sense of style to her self-written rhymes. "I went to school for fashion, but singing and dancing are in my heart, that what I love and can't see myself doing anything else." Is also the sister of Jhenรฉ Aiko.
Her debut album, Split Personality"was shelved. Like many female acts in TUG, her career went no where due to poor support from the label. She was co-writer on the project, Mila J collaborated with Cory Bold, a seventeen year old phenom who adds icing to the already sweet cake.
Mila J poses a quadruple threat as she can sing, rap, dance, and write. Her first single off her shelved debut album was entitled Complete produced by Cory Bold. Her current status is unknown.
Pain In My Heart
Mila J Lyrics
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Why do my past stare at you, uh
Blank as this insanely heart of mine
Feelin' so insecure and lost, uh uh
Such a shame how I keep falling for you
I loved you so much
What you did to keep me so fucked up?
What you do to make me fall in love?
Shit, is all on my mind, my mind, my mind
Ah, ah
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
You are like my drug, so I'm high off you
Your soul's like a ? Into my thang
Why can't you love me babe like I love you, uh uh
Such a shame how I keep falling for you
I loved you so much
I can't figure out
What you did to keep me so fucked up?
What you do to make me fall in love?
Shit, is all on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind
Ah, ah
Ah
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart (Problem)
Let's go
If loving you was wrong and my feelings just in this
Situations like a new age, as big as you can
We'd never thought it get deep, and now we stuck in the loop
You know I got somebody but I cant stop thinking of you
I can't stop fuckin' with you, I can't stop lovin' on you
The situation getting tense, what the fuckk we gon' do?
And when we fuck it's the truth, it's no lie
Have you busting bigger and bigger, we fall fly
Love her up ?
Your girl say you stupid but you payin' and no mock
'Cause you know me better than most these hoes
You a diva like my Mila and she supposed to be chosen
By a real one as she got that
To tell her I ain't shit, she's stressin' I'm not set
I'ma tell her I love her, but she think this to herself
How you love me and still go on with someone else, fuck
Ah, ah
I don't wanna be the cause of (pain in my heart)
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
The lyrics of Mila J's song "Pain in My Heart" speak to the emotional turmoil of being stuck in a toxic and addictive relationship. The opening line of "Let's talk that shit" sets the tone for the song's frank discussion of a troubled relationship. Mila J confesses that her past haunts her current relationship. She's unsure of how to feel secure or find her way out of her heartache. She feels trapped in a cycle of loving someone who mistreats her. She can't help but fall for this person, even though she knows it's detrimental to her well-being. The chorus repeats the title of the song, emphasizing that the pain in her heart is all-consuming.
In the second verse, Mila J compares her love interest to a drug - an addiction she can't seem to kick. She's mesmerized by their soul and the way it blends with hers. She wishes that they could love her in return, but unfortunately, it seems like a lost cause. Her partner seems to have a hold on her, and she can't break free. The bridge of the song features a male voice describing the complex and confusing nature of their relationship. He admits to having someone else but still can't stop thinking about Mila J. The lyrics suggest that the person is stuck in a vicious circle of infidelity, knowing that he should let her go, but can't seem to do it.
Line by Line Meaning
Let's talk that shit, come on, uh
Let's discuss our issues in detail
Why do my past stare at you, uh
Why does my history haunt me in relation to you?
Blank as this insanely heart of mine
I feel numb and empty inside
Feelin' so insecure and lost, uh uh
I am grappling with self-doubt and confusion
Such a shame how I keep falling for you
I am disappointed in myself for continuously being drawn to you
I loved you so much
I had strong feelings of affection for you
I can't figure out
I cannot understand
What you did to keep me so fucked up?
What actions did you take that resulted in me feeling so emotionally strained?
What you do to make me fall in love?
What is it that you do that makes me fall in love with you?
Shit, is all on my mind, my mind, my mind
I am constantly thinking about this situation
Pain in my heart
I am experiencing emotional pain and heartache
You are like my drug, so I'm high off you
You have a powerful effect on me, like a drug that makes me feel euphoric
Your soul's like a ? Into my thang
Your essence is deeply connected to mine
Why can't you love me babe like I love you, uh uh
I am frustrated that you do not return my feelings of love
If loving you was wrong and my feelings just in this
If my love for you is considered inappropriate or taboo
Situations like a new age, as big as you can
The situation we are in is complex and significant
We'd never thought it get deep, and now we stuck in the loop
We did not anticipate the situation becoming so intricate and now we feel stuck
You know I got somebody but I cant stop thinking of you
I am in a relationship but my thoughts are consumed by you
I can't stop fuckin' with you, I can't stop lovin' on you
I cannot help but be physically and emotionally drawn to you
The situation getting tense, what the fuckk we gon' do?
The situation is becoming more strained and we do not know what to do next
And when we fuck it's the truth, it's no lie
Our physical connection is honest and authentic
Have you busting bigger and bigger, we fall fly
Our physical connection is intense and exhilarating
Your girl say you stupid but you payin' and no mock
Your partner thinks you are foolish for remaining involved with me, but you ignore their criticism
'Cause you know me better than most these hoes
You understand me on a deeper level than most other women
You a diva like my Mila and she supposed to be chosen
You are a goddess like my namesake Mila, who is supposed to be selected and loved
By a real one as she got that
By a genuine and loving partner, as she has that quality herself
To tell her I ain't shit, she's stressin' I'm not set
To be honest with her that I am not a good partner, causing her to worry or be unsure
I'ma tell her I love her, but she think this to herself
I will express my love for her, but she has doubts about my sincerity
How you love me and still go on with someone else, fuck
She is confused and hurt that I claim to love her while simultaneously being with someone else
I don't wanna be the cause of (pain in my heart)
I do not want to be the reason for my own emotional pain
Lyrics ยฉ BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: CHRIS STOKES, KEVIN ERONDU, JAMILA AKIKO ABA CHILOMBO, JASON MARTIN
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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Let's talk that shit, come on, uh
Why do my past stare at you, uh
Blank as this insanely heart of mine
Feelin' so insecure and lost, uh uh
Such a shame how I keep falling for you
I loved you so much
I can't figure out
What you did to keep me so fucked up?
What you do to make me fall in love?
Shit, is all on my mind, my mind, my mind
Ah, ah
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
You are like my drug, so I'm high off you
Your soul's like a ? Into my thang
Why can't you love me babe like I love you, uh uh
Such a shame how I keep falling for you
I loved you so much
I can't figure out
What you did to keep me so fucked up?
What you do to make me fall in love?
Shit, is all on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind
Ah, ah
Ah
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart (Problem)
Let's go
If loving you was wrong and my feelings just in this
Situations like a new age, as big as you can
We'd never thought it get deep, and now we stuck in the loop
You know I got somebody but I cant stop thinking of you
I can't stop fuckin' with you, I can't stop lovin' on you
The situation getting tense, what the fuckk we gon' do?
And when we fuck it's the truth, it's no lie
Have you busting bigger and bigger, we fall fly
Love her up ?
Your girl say you stupid but you payin' and no mock
'Cause you know me better than most these hoes
You a diva like my Mila and she supposed to be chosen
By a real one as she got that
To tell her I ain't shit, she's stressin' I'm not set
I'ma tell her I love her, but she think this to herself
How you love me and still go on with someone else, fuck
Ah, ah
I don't wanna be the cause of (pain in my heart)
Pain in my heart
Pain in my heart
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Angel Acosta
Such an underrated song. I still love it โค
Sean P. J. Hayrup
But there's a featuring a guy.
CarmenJonezDD
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Modern Legacy
I've been listening to her for a very longtime. I still can't understand why she still hasn't blown up yet.
African Girl
because she wasn't destined for that. just saying
Hypnotic Harmony
She usually seems to lay low key
Chelle Owen
Me too for longest
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Right
Lakayla Antee
Still one of my favorite songs ๐๐๐๐๐
Jewel Safire
Never gets old. One of my all time favorites.๐ฅโฃ๐ฅโฃ๐ฅ๐๐ฝ