From an early age, Sam had no escape from his parents own musically mixed cocktails of Giorgio Moroder, Klaus Schulz combined with a dash of Elvis Presley. Through this heavy involuntary dose of electronically initiated influence, he developed an early fascination for squelchy synthesizer sounds and after buying his first Depeche Mode single, he was firmly hooked. But it seemed like from here to eternity before he was to pick up his own musical instrument.
With the advent of technologically generated Hi-NRG dance music and through his passion for playing computer games, he had by the mid-eighties almost drowned in the tidal wave of New Beat which was flooding over the borders from the flourishing Belgian EBM scene.
By the sweet age of sixteen, he’d become so intoxicated by the new techno music evolving from the underground scene, that he chose to embark upon a musical career and made the decision to cross the French frontier and move over to Belgium. By the time he was 18, he was successfully DJing at French and Belgian underground clubs to ever enthusiastic crowds.
Over the years, as trance music rapidly succeeded techno as the popular music genre of the 90’s, Mr Sam was to play together with some of the dance industry’s top dj’s at a variety of colorful locations, from France, Belgium, Portugal, Holland, Germany, Italy, Switzerland and Corsica or at events like the legendary and immensely popular I Love TECHNO festival in Gent.
The many exciting moments behind the decks, such as DJing for 12 hours with Andry Nalin, have left an indelible impression upon this young and talented DJ and the attraction of whipping up the crowd to fever pitch, have always created a bond between the DJ and the audience.
Within Belgium, his popularity grew quite rapidly and within a short space of time, he’d become one of Belgium’s top DJ’s, Sam ultimately became a resident DJ at Lagoa, La Nova, Tour & Taxi, Pacha, but sadly, real international success had eluded him thus so far.
His work with Frederic de Backer under the project name Madrid Inc has attracted the attentions of the world’s stage, with the track My Sunday’s Love being featured in the July Summer Edition of Minstry Magazine’s free covermount CD.
They did also team up their forces on Mr Sam vs. Fred Baker “Forever Waiting” picked up by the No 1 DJ’s label: Magik Musik from Tiesto!! The track has received huge critics from magazine as well as a large panel of djs worldwide.
It is clear that Mr Sam’s determination to retain his longevity through his composing career is pivotal for him.
Inevitably with time, his sound will continue to evolve…
Insight
Mr Sam Lyrics
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To the peace that somehow survives
Deep inside
My hearts drum
Illuminated by time in sound
Breath it in
Remember
After love has gone
I get the insight sometimes
That you think I really
But my mind often trips me up
Blinded as the switch flicks on
In a second you cast a shadow
But I won′t live in your tomorrows
By your side standing alone (2x)
Da da da da da da da...
So you know me well
Better than I know myself
But I don't see you anymore
′Cause I've been shining it all on you
I don't know what you expect me to do
When you see me
And you see right through...
Where did our love go
Whose feeding your ego
Can′t you take some time for me
Whose waiting in the wings
I Bet that she don′t sing
The way I do for you
In the morning
Da da da da da da da...
Blinded as the switch flicks on...
I get the insight sometimes
That you think I rely
But my mind often trips me up
I'm blinded as the switch flicks on
In a second you cast a shadow
But I won′t live in your tomorrows
By your side
Standing alone (4x)
The lyrics of Mr Sam feat. Kirsty Hawkshaw's song Insight express the singer's struggle to move on from a past relationship. The memories of their love and the peace that it brought still linger in the singer's heart, but it is clear that love has already gone. The singer acknowledges the fleeting insight that sometimes portrays their former lover as still caring, but their mind also often confuses them. They refuse to live in their lover's tomorrows, standing alone and refusing to be held back.
The lines "Where did our love go/Whose feeding your ego/Can't you take some time for me/Whose waiting in the wings/I bet that she don't sing/The way I do for you in the morning" suggest that the relationship may have ended due to the partner's self-centeredness and lack of attention. Despite this, the singer still struggles with the pain of loss and wants to know why things fell apart. The song comes to a close with the powerful repetition of the words "Blinded as the switch flicks on" and "By your side, standing alone" which symbolizes the singer's determination to move forward without their former lover.
Line by Line Meaning
Memories fly
Moments in the past come alive in our minds
To the peace that somehow survives
Despite the turmoil of life, some serenity remains
Deep inside
In the innermost parts of our being
My hearts drum
The beat of my emotions
Illuminated by time in sound
The passage of time gives context and meaning to our experiences
Breath it in
Take it all in and savor the moment
Remember
Recall the feelings, sights, and sounds of the past
After love has gone
Once the passion and connection of a relationship have faded
Knowing once it gave us freedom...
We recognize that the relationship had some positive aspects
I get the insight sometimes
Occasionally, I gain a deeper understanding
That you think I really
You believe that I genuinely feel or think something
But my mind often trips me up
My own thoughts and doubts can confuse me
Blinded as the switch flicks on
Suddenly overwhelmed and unable to see clearly
In a second you cast a shadow
You can quickly change the mood around you
But I won′t live in your tomorrows
I won't continue to be influenced by your expectations
By your side standing alone (2x)
I'll be there beside you, but I have my own thoughts and feelings
Da da da da da da da...
Musical interlude
So you know me well
You understand my personality and tendencies
Better than I know myself
You have insights into my character that I haven't realized
But I don't see you anymore
Our relationship has changed, and we've grown apart
′Cause I've been shining it all on you
I've been focusing on making you happy and ignoring my own needs
I don't know what you expect me to do
I'm not sure what you want from me anymore
When you see me
When we're together
And you see right through...
You sense my lack of authenticity or hidden emotions
Where did our love go
What happened to the strong feelings we used to have?
Whose feeding your ego
Who is giving you validation and praise?
Can't you take some time for me
Can we spend quality time together?
Whose waiting in the wings
Who else is vying for your attention?
I Bet that she don't sing
I'm confident that no one else can express their love like I can
The way I do for you
With the same intensity and passion
In the morning
At the start of a new day
Blinded as the switch flicks on...
Suddenly overwhelmed and uncertain again
By your side
Sticking with you through thick and thin
Standing alone (4x)
Maintaining my independence and identity, even as I support you
Writer(s): Kirsty Hawkshaw, Samuel Paquet, Tim Coltrane
Contributed by Harper P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@Rizzo0507
2020 and I'm still jamming to this song. Kirsty Hawkshaw's voice is amazing!
@marlonkrustov6450
I love her voice
@stevenderrick7082
Love this!
@tyronelowe3556
Well done Miss hawkshaw.
@AngelRiveraBluecordfitness
I think it sucks that a lot of Vocal Trance doesn't make radio stations here in the states. I remember when I first heard this song in one of DJ Doboy's mixes. I was totally blown away with it. Mind you, this was back in 09.
@garyinmarz8938
K H is in the top 10 for voice and beauty.
@TrustInTheUniverse
Is there an extended mix of this??? If there is please send me the link. :)
@deadmo1
Kirsty, my love <3
@MrApriliaForever
A Dream Singer ..
@Damion-sama
it's not bad at all