Notes from the Banjo Underground
Old Man Luedecke Lyrics


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Rattlin' through a prison of introspection
From the smallest cell can spread the whole infection
And I am not one to push it all aside
For I am one to hurt, and to hide

I read the book of psalms by David
And I sometimes feel exactly the way that he did
I am no man I am a worm he cried
If I said it brought me comfort I'd have lied

Well here are notes from the Banjo Underground
Here is a worm behind the sound
When I find my little light, you know I'll let it shine
Mostly a question of time

And it's nobody's fault but mine
When I'm happy I don't prepare for other times
I've worried holes in my heart will not mend
But I wish I did not hurt my friends

Well here are notes from the Banjo Underground
Here is a worm behind the sound
When I find my little light, you know I'll let it shine
Mostly a question of time
Of time




Of time
Of time

Overall Meaning

In "Notes from the Banjo Underground," Old Man Luedecke muses on his own introspection, acknowledging that he is someone who feels deeply and struggles to hide his emotions. He compares his emotional state to that of David in the Book of Psalms, specifically echoing David's words in Psalm 22:6: "I am a worm and not a man." Despite finding comfort in these scriptures, Luedecke admits that his struggles are not easily solved; he worries that he will never fully mend the holes in his heart caused by his own emotional pain. However, he also finds hope in the idea that eventually he will find his own light and let it shine.


One key theme in this song is the struggle between one's private emotional life and the way one presents oneself to the world. Luedecke plays with the metaphor of a prison, suggesting that even when he tries to keep his emotions locked away, they still have the power to "spread the whole infection." This idea is juxtaposed with the image of the banjo, an instrument that is often used to create lively, upbeat music. Luedecke acknowledges that despite his sometimes-dark feelings, he is still holding onto the hope of finding his own "little light."


Line by Line Meaning

Rattlin' through a prison of introspection
Feeling trapped in deep and constant self-reflection


From the smallest cell can spread the whole infection
Even the smallest problems can affect one's entire life


And I am not one to push it all aside
I don't ignore my problems or feelings


For I am one to hurt, and to hide
I tend to suffer and conceal my pain


I read the book of psalms by David
I find solace in reading the Book of Psalms in the Bible


And I sometimes feel exactly the way that he did
I relate to the emotions and struggles expressed in the Psalms


I am no man I am a worm he cried
David expresses feelings of inadequacy and worthlessness in the Psalms


If I said it brought me comfort I'd have lied
Admitting that even though he reads the Psalms, it doesn't always bring him solace


Well here are notes from the Banjo Underground
These are personal reflections from an introspective musician


Here is a worm behind the sound
The introspective musician feels inadequate despite his talents


When I find my little light, you know I'll let it shine
The musician hopes to overcome his struggles and share his talents with others


Mostly a question of time
Overcoming personal obstacles and sharing one's talents with others takes time and effort


And it's nobody's fault but mine
The musician takes personal responsibility for his own problems


When I'm happy I don't prepare for other times
He sometimes forgets to take precautions when things are going well


I've worried holes in my heart will not mend
His worries have caused emotional damage that won't easily heal


But I wish I did not hurt my friends
He regrets how his own struggles have affected those around him


Of time
The passage of time is integral to overcoming personal struggles and healing emotional pain.




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