Beautiful Trauma
P!nk Lyrics


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We were on fire
I slashed your tires
It's like we burned so bright we burned out
I made you chase me
I wasn't that friendly
My love, my drug, we're fucked up, oh

'Cause I've been on the run so long they can't find me
You waking up to remember I'm pretty
And when the chemicals leave my body
Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'cause

Mmm tough times they keep coming
All night laughing and fucking
Some days like I'm barely breathing
Then after we were high and the love dope died, it was you

The pill I keep taking
The nightmare I'm waking
There's nothing, no nothing, nothing but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug, oh

My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my drug, we're fucked up

You punched a hole in
The wall and I framed it
I wish I could feel things like you
Everyone's chasing
That holy feeling
And if we don't stay lit, we'll blow out
Blow out

'Cause we've been on the run so long they can't find us
Who's gonna have to die to remind us
That it feels like we chose this blindly
Now I'm gonna fuck up a hotel lobby 'cause

These tough times they keep coming
Last night I might have messed it up again
Some days like I'm barely breathing
Then after we were high and the love dope died, it was you

The pill I keep taking
The nightmare I'm waking
There's nothing, no nothing, nothing but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love (my love), my love, my drug, oh

My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my drug, we're fucked up

Mmm tough times they keep coming
All night laughing and fucking
Some days like I'm barely breathing
Then after we were high and the love dope died, it was you

The pill I keep taking
The nightmare I'm waking
There's nothing, no nothing, nothing but you
My perfect rock bottom




My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug, oh

Overall Meaning

The song "Beautiful Trauma" by P!nk tells the story of a tumultuous and dysfunctional relationship. The opening lines suggest that the couple started out passionately but ultimately burned out. The singer admits to being difficult and leading her partner on a chase. The lyrics also mention the use of drugs as a way to cope with their problems.


The chorus repeats the phrase "My love, my love, my drug" which suggests that the relationship has become addictive and destructive like a drug. The line "My perfect rock bottom" shows that the singer recognizes the unhealthy nature of their relationship but is unable to let go. The line "The pill I keep taking, the nightmare I'm waking" emphasizes the idea that the relationship is like a drug addiction and that the singer is caught in a cycle of pleasure and pain.


The bridge of the song talks about how the couple is constantly running away and hiding from their problems. The fear of losing the intense love they once had drives them to continue the cycle of dysfunction. The last line implies that the singer is going to destroy a hotel lobby as an expression of her frustration.


Overall, "Beautiful Trauma" is a dark and honest portrayal of a toxic relationship. It highlights the addictive nature of relationships and the difficulty of letting go even when it's clear that it's the right thing to do.


Line by Line Meaning

We were on fire
We had a passionate and intense relationship


I slashed your tires
I did something to intentionally hurt you


It's like we burned so bright we burned out
Our intense relationship was short-lived and unsustainable


I made you chase me
I played games and made you work for my affection


I wasn't that friendly
I wasn't easy to get close to


My love, my drug, we're fucked up, oh
Our love is addictive but also toxic


'Cause I've been on the run so long they can't find me
I've been avoiding my problems for so long that they have caught up with me


You waking up to remember I'm pretty
You appreciate me when you first wake up and see me


And when the chemicals leave my body
When the effects of drugs or alcohol wear off


Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'cause
I might end up in a dangerous or low point in my life


Mmm tough times they keep coming
I am facing continuous challenges in life


All night laughing and fucking
We spent all night indulging in pleasure and ignoring our problems


Some days like I'm barely breathing
Some days I struggle with depression or anxiety


Then after we were high and the love dope died, it was you
After the initial rush of love, it was just you that remained


The pill I keep taking
The substance I rely on to cope with my problems


The nightmare I'm waking
The reality of my situation that I can't escape from


There's nothing, no nothing, nothing but you
You are the only thing I have left


My perfect rock bottom
The lowest point in my life that feels like it is exactly where I am meant to be


My beautiful trauma
The pain and suffering in my life that I still find some twisted beauty in


My love, my love, my drug, oh
You are still the only love and drug I need in my life


You punched a hole in
You also act out your anger or frustration in destructive ways


The wall and I framed it
I turned the damage you caused into something that I could appreciate or romanticize


I wish I could feel things like you
I envy your ability to express emotions and connect with others more easily


Everyone's chasing
Everyone is looking for something to fill the emptiness they feel


That holy feeling
That feeling of being complete or transcendent


And if we don't stay lit, we'll blow out
If we don't keep up our self-destructive habits, we might not feel alive at all


Who's gonna have to die to remind us
Something tragic might have to happen before we realize the true consequences of our actions


That it feels like we chose this blindly
Our destructive patterns or addictions might feel like they were forced on us, but we still had a choice to make


Now I'm gonna fuck up a hotel lobby 'cause
I am headed down a path of self-destruction and chaos




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: ALECIA MOORE, JACK ANTONOFF

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