Pallbearer released their debut album "Sorrow and Extinction" in February 2012 via Profound Lore Records to much critical acclaim.
The current line-up is:
Brett Campbell - vocals, guitar
Devin Holt - guitar
Joseph D. Rowland - bass
Mark Lierly - drums
Rite Of Passage
Pallbearer Lyrics
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Makes me wonder if I ever learned to live
I have such little recognition
Of what I was when I could still see your face
The many flaws of my own admission
A void supreme, I can't pull away
It took all of these years, but now I finally know
One question to ask of you
Did part of me die while watching you go?
In the soul, the frailty is seated
Gnawing doubts that I ever learned to live
Look upon the days since you've departed
My grand accounting of errances made
This ache, incessant once it started
As I espouse a meditation on decay
This rite of passage
It took all of these years, but now I finally know
One question to ask of you
Did part of me die while watching you go?
This rite of passage
It took all of these years, but now I'm finally shown
The cavity that grows within
Vacant space that was left a lifetime ago
Not fully alive
Just a shadow to be
Will I be revived?
Or transfixed in between
The lyrics of "Rite Of Passage" by Pallbearer delve into themes of loss, self-reflection, and the passage of time. The opening stanza sets a melancholic tone as the singer reflects on the wreckage surrounding them, prompting introspection on whether they truly knew how to live in the past. The imagery of feasting eyes on wreckage suggests a sense of desolation and contemplation of one's own existence.
The following lines express a deep sense of longing and sorrow as the singer struggles to recognize their former self in the absence of a significant other. The admission of personal flaws and a supreme void that cannot be ignored hint at unresolved emotions and a profound sense of emptiness. This introspective journey is further accentuated by the haunting question posed: "Did part of me die while watching you go?" This question speaks to the transformative power of loss and the lasting impact it can have on one's identity.
As the song progresses, the singer continues to grapple with the frailty of the soul and the doubts that linger regarding their ability to truly live. The days since the departure of the other person are weighed and accounted for, with each mistake and ache serving as a reminder of mortality and decay. The meditation on decay serves as a poignant reflection on the impermanence of life and the inevitability of loss.
The repetition of the phrase "This rite of passage" underscores the transformative journey the singer has undergone over the years, culminating in a newfound understanding and awareness of the internal void left by the departed. The final lines of the song reflect a sense of uncertainty and longing for renewal, questioning whether the singer will be able to break free from the shadows of the past and find a way to truly live again. The haunting imagery and introspective questions posed throughout the lyrics evoke a sense of existential contemplation and emotional depth.
Line by Line Meaning
Feasting eyes on wreckage that surrounds me
Observing the destruction and chaos that envelops me
Makes me wonder if I ever learned to live
Leads me to question whether I truly understood how to live
I have such little recognition
I hardly recognize
Of what I was when I could still see your face
Who I used to be when I could still see your face
The many flaws of my own admission
The numerous faults I confess
A void supreme, I can't pull away
An overwhelming emptiness that I cannot escape from
In the soul, the frailty is seated
The vulnerability lies within the soul
Gnawing doubts that I ever learned to live
Persistent uncertainties about whether I truly grasped how to live
Look upon the days since you've departed
Reflect on the time that has passed since your departure
My grand accounting of errances made
My extensive list of mistakes committed
This ache, incessant once it started
The continuous pain that began and does not cease
As I espouse a meditation on decay
While engaging in contemplation on deterioration
One question to ask of you
One query to pose to you
Did part of me die while watching you go?
Did a part of me perish as I witnessed your departure?
This rite of passage
This traditional ceremony or initiation
It took all of these years, but now I finally know
After all this time, I have finally come to understand
Not fully alive
Not completely living
Just a shadow to be
Merely a silhouette to exist
Will I be revived?
Can I be rejuvenated?
Or transfixed in between
Or fixed in a state in between
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Brett Campbell, Devin Holt, Joseph Rowland, Mark Lierly
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Natasha Vermeer
Such an underrated band. Extremely relatable lyrics too.
NickTheSmoker
Incredible sounds, can’t wait for the release.
Seth Briars
Does sound good. You like Paradise Lost? Been doing it for 30 years
Abrammelin
@Seth Briars Paradise Lost have made a path for bands like this, but in 2020 Pallbearer has a lot more to offer than Paradise Lost. unfortunately.
Pedro Atanásio
This song comes to my mind almost everyday since it was released.
Kristin McShane
The lyrics to this one hit hard. I never expected to cry at a Pallbearer song. Makes me think of my late grandmother.
Bryan Manley
This happened to me when I saw them live.
Chris Gutshall
All albums are really great, can't wait for the new release !! Love this band.
Abdulmajeed AHM
beautiful psychedelic touch, very excited for the album
Damien Richards
Just. Fucking. Amazing. The album will be more. Keep at it. U guys got me into doom metal and i thank u! 🔥👍