Walking Through The Rain
SadBoyProlific Lyrics

Life beautiful
Life can be wonderfully beautiful

Life-
Life can also be challenging and difficult

Life-
Life can bring both joy and pain

I've been watching you
I have been observing and thinking about life

My grandma died a couple days ago, this shit's been on my mind
My grandmother passed away recently, and her loss has been constantly on my mind

Life is beautiful until the people all around you die
Life may seem beautiful until you experience the deaths of loved ones

Now you're tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right
After the loss of loved ones, you try to communicate with their memories and presence

My grandfather died two weeks ago, they told me he be fine
Just a couple of weeks ago, my grandfather passed away, and I was told he would be fine

I couldn't see her for the final time, her funeral's tonight
I didn't have the chance to see my grandmother one last time, and her funeral is happening tonight

I hope that woman knows I love her and I'll keep her soul alive
I sincerely hope my grandmother knows how much I love her and that I will honor her memory

I've been out my head so long, I'm tryna find some peace of mind
I have been consumed by my thoughts and emotions, and now I seek inner peace and tranquility

But when people die, it gets hard to even realign
The loss of loved ones makes it difficult to find balance and purpose in life

Crazy, isn't it? We lose people then appreciate we living
It's ironic how we often only truly appreciate life after experiencing the loss of someone close

That's the shit that makes you sit back and then realize life is twisted
This realization makes you reflect and understand the complex and unpredictable nature of life

120 people die inside this life in a minute
Every minute, approximately 120 people pass away in this world

I was told appreciate the ones around me and I didn't
I was advised to value and cherish the people in my life, but unfortunately, I didn't do so

Now their bodies' in a coffin and it's where they're always sitting
Now their physical bodies rest in coffins, forever occupying that space

I don't even know what I would say if to they graves I visit
I am unsure of what I would say if I were to visit their graves

I'd apologize for everything I ever did and didn't
I would express remorse for both my actions and my inactions toward them

With my arms around their tombstones, I would tell 'em that I miss 'em
If I were to embrace their tombstones, I would communicate how much I miss them

Everyone inside my life that loved me, I just pushed away
I have a tendency to distance and alienate those who genuinely cared for me

That's the reason I got stuck inside my ways and never changed
This behavior has caused me to become entrenched in my own patterns and prevented personal growth

We tend to only miss the sun when walking through the rain
We often only appreciate something positive and uplifting, like the sun, when we are going through difficult times

Mac is always calling me, telling me I'll see better days
Mac, possibly a friend or a supportive figure, constantly assures me that brighter days are ahead

I go manic and I panic asking if I'll ever change
I often experience manic episodes and anxiety, questioning if I am capable of personal transformation

He was fucking with me when my distro checks were only change
Mac supported me even when I had little money to sustain myself

He's my brother but he's like a father to me in the strangest ways
While Mac is my brother, he has played a role similar to that of a father in my life, albeit in unconventional ways

The only one inside my life that's helped me find a way
Mac is the only person who has truly guided and assisted me in finding my path

My house is looking haunted 'cause these walls is what I talk to
In my loneliness, I find solace in conversing with the walls of my house, giving an eerie vibe

Everyone around me always dies or they want to
Death is a recurring theme in my life, as people close to me either pass away or struggle with suicidal thoughts

It sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you
The pain of losing someone is compounded when they continue to linger in your thoughts and memories

But I don't need sympathy for the shit that I've gone through
I don't seek pity or sympathy for the hardships I have endured

Any situation presented, I've always fought through
In every situation I have faced, I have persevered and fought to overcome the challenges

Me, myself, and I sometimes is all I got dude
At times, I feel like I only have myself to rely on and support

Keep going, life is beautiful, you'll see it soon, you got to
Despite the difficulties, I encourage myself and others to keep moving forward and believe that life holds beauty that will be revealed in due time

Appreciate the ones around you 'cause we'll all be gone soon
It is important to value and cherish the people in our lives because one day, we will all no longer be here

Life beautiful
Life can still be incredibly beautiful, despite its challenges

Life beautiful
Life can still be incredibly beautiful, despite its challenges

I've been watching you (yeah)
I have been observing and contemplating the nature of life