On September 22, 2009, Sea Wolf's sophomore album, White Water, White Bloom was released by Dangerbird Records. The album was produced by Mike Mogis (Bright Eyes, Monsters of Folk, M. Ward) at his studio in Omaha.
Sea Wolf contributed a song entitled “Song of the Magpie” to the audio book for Augusten Burroughs’ book “A Wolf at the Table.” Burroughs asked Sea Wolf’s Alex Brown Church to read the book and respond with an original song.
In addition to Alex Brown Church, the other members of Sea Wolf are currently Lisa Fendelander (keyboards), Theodore Liscinski (bass), Joey Ficken (drums), Nathan Anderson (guitar), and Joyce Lee (cello).
The band's third album, Old World Romance, was released in 2012.
After fulfilling Sea Wolf's contract with the label, the band took to Kickstarter in 2013 to fund a striped-down album with simliar tones to the early days of Sea Wolf. The project was fully-funded and released to backers in May 2014. The album, Song Spells, No. 1: Cedarsmoke was released on Spotify and on seawolfmusic.com as a free-or-pay-what-you-want in July 2014. Alex Brown Church stated that there are plans for additional "Song Spells" albums.
Middle Distance Runner
Sea Wolf Lyrics
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And the words won't come out right
It's been a long day on the track
And its stamina that I lack
So won't you run to me tonight?
Tonight could turn but we're just lovers
But I'll only ever be a middle distance runner
Well my heart is beating hard
And I'm off with a shot at the start
And my legs tremble from strain
But by the finish line I'll drain
So won't you run to me tonight?
Tonight let's not talk about next summer
Cause I'll only ever be a middle distance runner
Well I'm so proud tonight
Of the woman you've become
And I'm just too tired to fight
So my darling, I'll succumb
But you'll have to run to me tonight
Tonight I will love you forever
But I'll only ever be a middle distance runner
In "Middle Distance Runner," Sea Wolf sings about feeling exhausted and inadequate, both on the track and in a relationship. The song is a metaphor for the singer's sense of himself, as he feels like he's only capable of putting in a mediocre effort and can't quite measure up to the expectations of his lover or of life in general. The lyrics suggest that although he's striving for something, he's stuck in a limbo of sorts, and his lack of stamina keeps him from achieving his goals. The song ends on a somewhat melancholy note, with the singer succumbing to his exhaustion and asking his lover to come to him, even though he knows he's only a "middle distance runner."
The chorus, with its repeated plea for someone to "run to me tonight," suggests the idea of someone seeking comfort and consolation from another person. However, the repeated line "but I'll only ever be a middle distance runner" also communicates a feeling of resignation and acceptance of one's limitations. The imagery of the race, with the singer "off with a shot at the start" and "draining" at the finish line, reinforces this sense of struggle and effort, but also of being stuck in a particular position.
Overall, "Middle Distance Runner" is a poignant and introspective song, with lyrics that offer a window into the singer's emotional landscape. The metaphor of the race works on multiple levels, pointing to the idea of striving for something but also acknowledging the inevitability of limitations and the possibility of failure.
Line by Line Meaning
Well I'm so sad tonight
I'm feeling really down and low tonight
And the words won't come out right
I'm having trouble expressing my feelings clearly
It's been a long day on the track
I've had a tiring and challenging day
And its stamina that I lack
I don't have enough energy or endurance
So won't you run to me tonight?
Can you come to me tonight?
Tonight could turn but we're just lovers
We're in a romantic relationship but we don't know what the future holds
But I'll only ever be a middle distance runner
I'm not capable of going the distance in this relationship
Well my heart is beating hard
I'm feeling nervous and excited
And I'm off with a shot at the start
I'm beginning something with enthusiasm
And my legs tremble from strain
I'm feeling physically exhausted and worn out
But by the finish line I'll drain
I'll give everything I have, even if I'm exhausted
Tonight let's not talk about next summer
Let's focus on the present and not worry about the future
Cause I'll only ever be a middle distance runner
I know I won't be able to go the distance in this relationship
Well I'm so proud tonight
I'm feeling proud of you tonight
Of the woman you've become
I'm proud of the person you've grown into
And I'm just too tired to fight
I don't have the energy to argue or disagree
So my darling, I'll succumb
I'll give in and agree with you
Tonight I will love you forever
I'm expressing my love for you tonight
But I'll only ever be a middle distance runner
But I know I don't have what it takes to make this relationship last forever
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Written by: ALEX BROWN CHURCH
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