The Joker
Seven Lyrics

Fucking crazy
I am overwhelmed with intense emotions and thoughts beyond comprehension.

Yeah I'm fucking crazy
Yes, I am indeed experiencing extreme levels of craziness.

Joker I'm fucking raging
Within me exists an alter ego named Joker who is consumed by intense anger and fury.

Shackled to my mind I'm the only one to save me
I feel trapped and constrained within my own thoughts and it is up to me alone to rescue myself.

Lost in my mind don't even know
I am completely disoriented within my own thoughts and lacking a sense of direction.

Lost in the world no where to go
Feeling utterly lost and without a clear path to follow in life.

Remember the times I used to do coke
Reflecting on the past moments when I indulged in the consumption of cocaine.

Smoked so much is was making me slow
Engaging in excessive smoking which had a detrimental effect on my mental and physical state, causing sluggishness and decreased cognitive abilities.

Suicide on my mind at last a couple of times
Contemplating and even considering self-harm and suicide on a few occasions.

Been cutting ties
Actively ending relationships and severing connections with others.

You know why?
Do you understand the reasons behind my actions?

Cos they fucking lie!
Because those individuals have consistently deceived and manipulated me.

From sipping with the guys
Initially enjoying socializing and drinking with friends.

To being hospitalised
However, the situation escalated to the point where I required medical attention and hospitalization.

Joker my alter ego I'm unrecognized
My alter ego, Joker, exists within me, but the true depth of my turmoil and struggles remain unnoticed by others.

Demons make me bleed from my fucking eyes
I am haunted by inner demons that cause me intense emotional pain, leading to tears streaming down my face.

Fuck my alter ego I hope he fucking dies!
Expressing a desire for my alter ego, Joker, to cease to exist, as its presence exacerbates my suffering.

Tried putting me on meds
Efforts were made to medicate and treat my condition.

They were making me worse I wanted to be dead
However, the prescribed medications only exacerbated my symptoms, intensifying my desire to end my life.

Couldn't go outside that was filling me with dread
Overwhelmed with anxiety and fear, I became unable to venture outside as it triggered intense feelings of apprehension and panic.

Piss me off and I'll just take off his head
If provoked or angered, I will violently retaliate, even resorting to inflicting harm or death upon the one who incited my rage.

The joker inside I ain't getting no rest I just done someone in now I'm under arrest
My inner persona, Joker, constantly torments me, not allowing me any respite. I have recently committed a violent act, leading to my arrest.

Shout out to the ones who have ever felt depressed
A acknowledgment to and support for individuals who have experienced deep depression and despair.

Fuck anxiety I feel that in my chest
Expressing frustration and anger towards anxiety, as it manifests as a heavy and distressing sensation in the chest region.

Feeling paranoid I'm watching all the rest
Experiencing a state of heightened suspicion and vigilance, constantly observing and monitoring everyone around me.

Never going outside like I'm stuck inside a nest
Choosing to remain indoors and feeling trapped within the confines of my own thoughts and environment, resembling being confined in a nest.