Chest Pressure
Sianvar Lyrics

When it starts you and I are calmly drinking gasoline until one of us sneezes on the candle kindling our lust for violent words.
At the beginning, we are calmly indulging in dangerous activities until one of us triggers our desire for aggression.

We start killing.
Our violent tendencies take control.

Acts of the past, are they worth getting off my chest to feel free while she burns?
Is it worth confessing past actions to alleviate guilt while causing harm to someone else?

He won't ever let her go.
The artist believes someone is holding onto their partner tightly against their will.

She won't ever want to go.
The artist believes their partner is unwilling or unable to leave the situation.

I am the leech I want removed.
The singer sees themselves as a burden and wants to be removed from the situation.

I am the leech I once removed.
The singer compares themselves to a previous burden they were able to remove but now cannot escape.

Fighting in the bedroom, I am the leech I want removed Aggravate a tantrum, I am the leech I can't remove.
The artist is both a source and a victim of the conflicts happening in their relationship.

Secret Crime: leave it off the record.
The artist wants to keep a secret hidden and not recorded.

for you, for me, for us. This would cut all ties; leave it off the record. Off the record!
The artist suggests that keeping a secret is necessary for the well-being of everyone involved but emphasizes the importance of keeping it a secret.

Apparition truth-crustacean, hostile in the wrong conditions.
The truth can be difficult to grasp and can cause hostility when revealed in the wrong circumstances.

Talking once was mass elation now aggressive desperation. for you for me for us.
Once easy communication has turned into desperate and aggressive attempts to connect, for the sake of everyone involved.

True feelings failing to show. Secrets pending, keeping us close.
Hiding true emotions makes it difficult to connect, and secrets serve as a barrier that keeps those involved together.

Is this worth getting off my chest? Is this worth crushing our souls. Is this worth getting off my chest. Is this worth asking, " What's this worth?" Is this worth getting off my chest.
The singer questions whether confessing their actions and upsetting others is worth the potential harm it may cause.

I am the leech I am the leech. Operation desperation. Living in the wrong conditions.
The singer reiterates their perceived burden and the desperation they feel, living in an unhealthy situation.

Have you tasted the gasoline?
The artist poses a rhetorical question, demonstrating the danger and thrill of the destructive behavior they are engaging in.