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Sidi Lyrics

Maybe I been
I might have been

Building you up
Providing you with self-confidence

Way too fuckin' much
Excessively and without reserve

Maybe I should stop
Perhaps it's time to end it

But you're what's on my mind now
But all I can think about is you

You're all I spend my time on
You are my sole focus and priority

I'm wishing I could go back
I desire to return to a past moment

I'm running out of time now
My opportunities are limited

Did it feel good when I put you on top
Did it please you when I prioritized you over others

When I made you feel special
When I made you feel unique and valued

Like you could be the one?
Someone I could spend the rest of my life with

I wasn't enou-ou-ou-ou-ough
I was inadequate

Can't give you what you want-ant-ant-ant-ant
Incapable of providing the things you desire

I know I did this and it's permanent, for you
I realize the impact of my actions and it's irreversible

Baby I promise though, I'll forget it
I swear to you, I'll try to forget and move forward

Baby I trusted you trusted too though
I had confidence in you and believed in you

And you're there for me, I'm there for you
We supported each other equally

And me, you've broken all my rules
You violated everything I stand for

I could never love you like you want me to
I cannot genuinely return your affection

Baby won't stop, you need to back it up
Please stop pursuing me and move on

I don't need this, tell me it's over
I cannot handle this anymore, we need to end it

'Cause I don't want your love
Because I do not reciprocate your feelings

I know I did this and it's permanent, for you
I understand the gravity of my actions and how they affected you

Baby I promise though I'll forget it
I promise that I will try to forget it

I wasn't enou-ou-ou-ou-ough
I was not enough for you

Can't give you what you want-ant-ant-ant-ant
Incapable of providing what you desire