The Pact
Slaves Lyrics


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I'm gonna let you in on a secret, I'm so afraid

Of letting my skeletons out, so I bottle them in

But I know it's gonna get out in the worst way, so I gave in

Now I'm gonna be an open book for you to read
The longer I stay numb, the longer I don't have to think much

I never have to think about my father

And how he walked out on us

How I barely know my mother, for that I'm ashamed

Afraid of what they think of me, so I stay away

Let's make a pact right here, right now

You keep your hopes up that I can change

Well, I stay honest, you do the same

I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith

That we can get through this

These tougher days, these tougher days

I always felt that you won't understand, so I bled out quietly

The medicine held my hand and made me feel like I can stand up

The toll it's taking on my chest now

Bridges burning and chances left out

List of things that I regret now

Build up this resentment

The longer I stay numb, the longer I don't have to think much

Never have to think about my father and how he walked out on us

How I barely know my mother, for that I'm ashamed

Afraid of what they think of me, so I stay away

You keep your hopes up that I can change

Well, I stay honest, you do the same

I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith

That we can get through this, these tougher days

Listen, let's make a pact right here, right now

Let's make a pact right here, right now

You keep your hopes up that I can change

Well, I stay honest, you do the same

I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith





That we can get through this, these tougher days

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "The Pact" by Slaves depict a raw and vulnerable confession of the singer's fears, regrets, and challenges. The song begins with the admission of being afraid to reveal their inner demons, choosing to bottle them up instead. However, they recognize that eventually, these secrets will come out in a destructive manner, leading them to embrace vulnerability by becoming an open book. The longer they remain emotionally detached, the easier it is for them to avoid confronting their painful past, including their absent father and distant relationship with their mother.


In the chorus, the singer proposes a pact, urging the listener to keep their hopes up for the singer's ability to change, while they promise to stay honest. By exchanging these commitments, they aim to overcome the difficulties they face together, especially during the tougher days. The second verse explores the singer's feelings of isolation and their belief that others won't understand their pain, leading them to silently bleed out their emotions. They acknowledge the toll on their mental health, with bridges being burned and missed opportunities accumulating as regrets. Despite their shame and fear of judgment, they choose to distance themselves from their parents and focus on self-improvement.


The lyrics evoke a sense of personal struggle and the desire to break free from emotional baggage. The singer expresses a willingness to change, be honest, and stand by their purpose, urging the listener to have faith in their mutual ability to overcome obstacles. "The Pact" is a poignant reflection on the complexities of family dynamics, the emotional toll it takes on individuals, and the power of support and understanding in navigating tough times.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm gonna let you in on a secret, I'm so afraid
I want to confess my fears and anxieties to you


Of letting my skeletons out, so I bottle them in
I'm scared of revealing my past mistakes and insecurities, so I hide them within myself


But I know it's gonna get out in the worst way, so I gave in
I realize that my secrets will eventually come to light in a harmful manner, so I decided to open up


Now I'm gonna be an open book for you to read
I'm willing to be transparent and vulnerable with you


The longer I stay numb, the longer I don't have to think much
By avoiding my emotions, I can avoid deep introspection


I never have to think about my father
I don't have to confront the pain of my father leaving


And how he walked out on us
And his abandonment of our family


How I barely know my mother, for that I'm ashamed
I feel guilty for not having a close relationship with my mother


Afraid of what they think of me, so I stay away
I'm scared of their judgment, so I keep my distance


Let's make a pact right here, right now
Let's make a promise to each other in this moment


You keep your hopes up that I can change
Have faith in my ability to transform


Well, I stay honest, you do the same
I will be truthful, and I hope you will be too


I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith
I'll hold on to my goals, and you hold on to your belief in us


That we can get through this
That we can overcome our difficulties


These tougher days, these tougher days
These challenging times we're facing


I always felt that you won't understand, so I bled out quietly
I've always believed that you wouldn't comprehend my struggles, so I suffered in silence


The medicine held my hand and made me feel like I can stand up
Seeking help and taking medication gave me hope and strength


The toll it's taking on my chest now
The emotional burden is weighing heavily on me


Bridges burning and chances left out
Relationships are deteriorating, and opportunities are being missed


List of things that I regret now
I have a catalog of mistakes and regrets


Build up this resentment
This bitterness continues to grow


You keep your hopes up that I can change
Maintain your belief that I can transform


Well, I stay honest, you do the same
I will be truthful, and I hope you will be too


I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith
I'll hold on to my goals, and you hold on to your belief in us


That we can get through this, these tougher days
That we can overcome our difficulties in these challenging times


Let's make a pact right here, right now
Let's make a promise to each other in this moment


You keep your hopes up that I can change
Have faith in my ability to transform


Well, I stay honest, you do the same
I will be truthful, and I hope you will be too


I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith
I'll hold on to my goals, and you hold on to your belief in us


That we can get through this, these tougher days
That we can overcome our difficulties in these challenging times




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Songtrust Ave
Written by: COLIN M VIEIRA, ERIK RON, JONATHAN MONROE CRAIG, WESTON RICHMOND

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Neil Forty

Lyrics! ❤

I'm gonna let you in on a little secret, I'm so afraid
Of letting my skeletons out, so I bottle them in
But I know it's gonna get out in the worst way, so I gave in
Now I'm gonna be an open book for you to read

The longer I stay numb, the longer I don't have to think much
I never have to think about my father and how he walked out on us
How I barely know my mother, for that I'm ashamed
Afraid of what they think of me, so I stay away

Let's make a pact right here, right now

You keep your hopes up that I can change
Well I stay honest, you do the same
I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith
That we can get through this
These tougher days
These tougher days

I always felt that you won't understand
So I bled out quietly
The medicine held my hand
And made me feel like I can stand up

The toll it's taking on my chest now
Bridges burning and chances left out
List of things that I regret now
Build up this resentment

The longer I stay numb, the longer I don't have to think much
Never have to think about my father and how he walked out on us
How I barely know my mother, for that I'm ashamed
Afraid of what they think of me, so I stay away

You keep your hopes up that I can change
Well I stay honest, you do the same
I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith
That we can get through this
These tougher days

Listen, let's make a pact right here, right now
Let's make a pact right here, right now

You keep your hopes up that I can change
Well I stay honest, you do the same
I'll keep my purpose, you keep your faith
That we can get through this
These tougher days



All comments from YouTube:

that guy who calls out simp behavior

he’s honestly a prime example of why people should separate artists from the art.

INKedDwarf

Nobody’s perfect, everyone has flaws and it’s only up to us to become better. I’ve grown up listening to Jonnys songs weather it was Emarosa, Dance Gavin or even Slaves. His music is relatable to everyday life problems. Despite what he’s done or hasn’t done he’s a human and like him we all make mistakes. Weather he betters himself is up to him but he has one hell of a voice and his lyrics are unreal. Hands down probably my favorite vocalist.

SincerelyNotMe

This album is honestly amazing. Keep fighting your demons Jonny

Tonya Bayman

This song actually helped me to be able to handle the death of my mother earlier this year. Specifically the part that says we can get through these tougher days. So thank you Slaves, you really did help me at a terrible time and I cant thank you enough for that.

DLRS Nate

most amazing closing track on the album.

Also, jonny's last song with any band (dgd , emarosa, slaves). Final song on the album of Slaves' 3rd album. Jonny went ahead and bowed out with the most elevating track ever. The final breakdown is so sincere when the band kicks. "we can get through this, these tougher days"

Ijeoma The Plant Mama

I honestly can't stop listening to it.

Chucklesmcbuckles

This man is hands down the best vocal artist.... all he needs is his fans to believe in him.

Gabriel Coraujo

Que hino!

MIKHEL MONROE

Apart from what Jonny did or didn't do, this song has a unique meaning. It fits perfectly in many lives. #SLAVES #JONNYCRAIG

Kyle Kennedy

I can hear Jonny's pain in his voice in this song. His voice is so incredible. Mad respect for this man right here.

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