Metabolic
Slipknot Lyrics


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Gone, I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way

Once inside, all I hold is ash

Fail, suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I can't take it

The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you

My demise, I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me

Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way
To face everyday with this face, goodbye

My demise, I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me

When I blur my eyes, they make the whole
World breath, I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlling every urge
To mutilate, the one and only answer
So much for memories
I want to dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect you, I'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go, the ultimate irony

My demise, I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me




Killing me, killing me, killing me (stop)
Killing me (stop)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Slipknot's song Metabolic depict a tortured individual who has been broken by someone they once trusted. The opening lines speak of a broken promise, a betrayal that has left the singer deeply scarred. The following lines refer to the singer's mental state, from the revolutions in their psychosis to their inability to feel anything but pain. This reflects the damage that has been done to them, which they have no choice but to carry with them.


The chorus speaks of the hardest part being knowing that they could never be the person who betrayed them, and wishing they could forget them. The singer has been forced to confront their own mortality because of this betrayal, and they are struggling to come to terms with it. The verse "Who are you to me? Who am I to you?" suggests that the singer's relationship with the person who betrayed them was once close, but now they feel nothing but anger and betrayal towards them. They are trapped in their own mind, unable to escape the pain that has been inflicted upon them.


The final verse suggests that the singer is on the brink of breaking down completely. They see the world around them as their abuser, and they are struggling to control their urge to hurt themselves in response. The final line, "Killing me, killing me, killing me," suggests that the singer is being pushed to the brink of madness and will soon break down completely.


Line by Line Meaning

Gone, I couldn't murder your promise
I failed to fulfill the promise I made to you


Right before my eyes
I witnessed the failure happening


The revolutions of my psychosis
My mental illness is causing a constant cycle of negative thoughts and behaviors


Kept me outta the way
My mental illness is keeping me from functioning normally


Once inside, all I hold is ash
My internal state is desolate and hopeless


Fail, suppressing every feeling
I'm deeply struggling and trying to hide it


I'm in so much pain
My emotional pain is overwhelming


I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I feel justified in blaming you for my pain


I can't take it
The pain and frustration have become too much to bear


The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
I feel inferior to you and unable to live up to your expectations


Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you
I'm haunted by memories of you and longing to forget


My demise, I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery
My struggles have destroyed my chance of having a fulfilling life


I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming
I keep trying to push away my problems but they keep resurfacing


(Stop) I'm always ready to die but you're killing me
I'm in so much pain that I feel like dying, but you're the one causing it


Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
I'm questioning the importance of our relationship


Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
Am I being neglected because we're related?


By default, you are my only link to the outside
You're the only connection I have to the world outside of my mental struggles


Psychosomatic suicide
My mental pain is causing me to feel like I'm dying inside


Where were you when I was down?
I needed you when I was struggling but you weren't there for me


Can you show me a way To face everyday with this face, goodbye
I'm hopeless and looking for a way to cope with my pain


When I blur my eyes, they make the whole World breath, I see you fucking me
I'm disillusioned and seeing the world in a distorted way


And I am absolutely controlling every urge To mutilate, the one and only answer
I'm fighting to resist self-harm as a way of coping with my pain


So much for memories I want to dress in your insecurities And be the perfect you, I'm through
I've given up on the idea of preserving our good memories and I'm now envious of your perceived perfection


I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe Here we go, the ultimate irony
I'm exposing my vulnerabilities for the world to see and it's ironic because that's what caused my pain in the first place


Killing me, killing me, killing me (stop) Killing me (stop)
I'm asking for the pain to stop




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Christopher Fehn, Corey Taylor, Craig Jones, James Root, Michael Shawn Crahan, Mickael Thomson, Nathan J Jordison, Paul D Gray, Sidney Wilson

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[Verse 1]
Gone, I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way
Once inside all I hold is ash
Fail, suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fucking right to hate you
I can't take it!
The hardest part was knowing
That I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around
And wish I could forget you

[Chorus]
My demise, I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!

[Verse 2]
Who are you to me, who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way
To face every day with this face?
Goodbye

[Chorus]
My demise, I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!

[Bridge]
When I blur my eyes
They make the whole world breathe
I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlling every urge to mutilate
The one and only answer
So much for memories!
I wanna dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect you, I'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go, the ultimate irony

[Chorus]
My demise, I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny, I fold, but they keep on coming
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!
I'm always ready to die, but you're killing me!

[Outro]
Killing me!
Killing me!
Killing me!
Killing me!



All comments from YouTube:

@ivyhallquist3159

"I have every fucking right to hate you!" I love that line!

@hassansaeed3053

Most underrated track on the fucking album.

@hassansaeed3053

Miranda1 Jr. To each his own.

@hassansaeed3053

Miranda1 Jr. One less watered-down excuse.
I actually meant to each his own but this is cool.

@stoneydays2531

fact

@recession81

yes so true also the shape

@greenmatrix151023387

my only issue w/ issue is its a bit lengthy

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@andrewmathius3726

This is the angriest song i think slipknot has ever put out, Corey's screams have so much pain in them, gives me chills.

@cowkid220

Andrew Mathius Iowa (the song) probably is in my opinion

@felipegiraldo8100

zomblekiller except iowa man ... this can be

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