Suicide
Soda Pop Fuck You Lyrics


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Walkin' downtown yesterday
I ran into a battered man
Who said, "Little girl are you having fun?"
Then he handed me a loaded gun
And I put the barrel in my mouth
Pulled the trigger and I was gone
So far from the earth I was
That I didn't know what I had done

Couldn't hear a single sound
'cept the wind that rushed around
My head I was sure wasn't there

Floating somewhere in the air

Overall Meaning

The song "Suicide" by Soda Pop Fuck You's is a hauntingly descriptive portrayal of the inner turmoil and desperation that leads a person to take their own life. The lyrics tell the story of a girl who is approached by a man downtown and given a loaded gun. In a moment of profound despair, she puts the barrel in her mouth and pulls the trigger. The aftermath of her action is portrayed as a dissociative state, with the singer floating in the air, unsure of what has happened to her.


The grim subject matter of the song is heightened by the poetic language used to convey the singer's state of mind. The line "Couldn't hear a single sound 'cept the wind that rushed around" creates a sense of disconnection from reality and a lack of awareness of the world around her. The use of repetition in the line "So far from the earth I was" emphasizes the profound extent of the singer's disassociation from her physical body and the world she has left behind.


Overall, "Suicide" is a powerful and poignant portrayal of the desperation that can drive a person to end their own life. Through its vivid imagery and emotive language, the song serves as a reminder of the importance of mental health awareness and support.


Line by Line Meaning

Walkin' downtown yesterday
I was walking in the city center yesterday


I ran into a battered man
I met a man who looked like he's been through a lot


Who said, "Little girl are you having fun?"
He asked me if I was enjoying myself


Then he handed me a loaded gun
He gave me a gun that had ammunition in it


And I put the barrel in my mouth
I placed the gun's pipe inside my mouth


Pulled the trigger and I was gone
I fired the gun, and then I died


So far from the earth I was
I felt like I was distant from the ground


That I didn't know what I had done
I was not conscious of my actions


Couldn't hear a single sound
I was incapable of hearing anything


'cept the wind that rushed around
I could hear only the sound of wind around me


My head I was sure wasn't there
I felt like my head was missing, or I was not in my body


Floating somewhere in the air
I felt like I was levitating in the atmosphere




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Comments from YouTube:

@LucyXXX

i love this song !

@michaelrizzo7169

Whole album please!!! Do you have a lot of the bad monkey/ new disorder stuff?? I'm slowly buying it all again because you can't find any of it online really!!!

@christengeorges732

Still haven't found my SPFU cd, but still hoping to come across it.

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