Divided Soul
Soft Cell Lyrics


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Got my preacher in the kitchen
Got my dealer in the hall
I'm blind to the truth
Though I say I've seen it all
I'm always asking why
I want to laugh but I have to cry
Gonna live for the day
Looking for tomorrow
Gonna go off the rails if I don't find a god to follow

I know
I don't know which way to go
I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind
Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul

Got my lawyer in the bathroom
I've got a hooker in my bed
I'm taking medication
For the voices in my head
Got a holster on my shoulder
A bible in my hand
I'm the serpent in Eden
Praying for redemption
On evil I'll be feeding
To make my resurrection

I know
I don't know which way to go
I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind
Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul

I'm turning up the music
I'm drowning out the screams
I'm a man of passion
A child of apathy
Though I keep on running
Life's catching up with me

I know
I don't know which way to go
I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind
Oh yeah, baby
I know
I don't know which way to go
I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind
Oh yeah yeah
I know
I've not got long to go
I'm living on the edge all the time going out of my mind
Oh yeah, I'm a divided soul

I'm a risk taking
Danger loving
Chance risking
Trouble tasting
Liar a thief
An apostle of grief
I'm a killer or a lover
One or the other

Who the hell am I??

I'm a divided soul
I'm a divided soul
I'm a divided soul
I'm a divided soul
We're all divided souls
Yeah, we're all divided souls
We're all divided souls




I'm a divided soul
Divided soul

Overall Meaning

The song "Divided Soul" by Soft Cell is a reflection of one's inner turmoil, depicting a person who is torn between different sides of their personality. The lyrics suggest that the singer is surrounded by different people and substances that represent different aspects of their psyche. They have a preacher in the kitchen, a dealer in the hall, a lawyer in the bathroom, and a hooker in their bed. Additionally, they're taking medication to manage the "voices in their head." The singer is unable to make sense of these conflicting elements of their identity, and it's causing them to feel unstable and unsure about who they are.


Throughout the song, the singer expresses a desire to find clarity and meaning in their life. They want to live for the day but are always looking for tomorrow. They wish to laugh but are forced to cry. The overall theme suggests that the singer is searching for spiritual guidance as they feel lost and disconnected from themselves. The use of biblical references, such as having a bible in their hand and being the serpent in Eden, suggests that the singer is struggling with issues related to morality and sin. Similarly, their desire for redemption and their acknowledgment of being an apostle of grief suggests that they are wrestling with their identity and seeking a path towards enlightenment.


In conclusion, Soft Cell's "Divided Soul" is a song that explores a person's inner struggles and crises of identity. It is a reflection on the many conflicting forces that shape our personalities and a call to find unity and meaning in life.


Line by Line Meaning

Got my preacher in the kitchen
I am surrounded by religion and what they say is right.


Got my dealer in the hall
I also have access to drugs and the temptation to abuse them.


I'm blind to the truth / Though I say I've seen it all
Despite my arrogant claim of having seen everything, I am actually unaware of what's really going on.


I'm always asking why / I want to laugh but I have to cry
I can't comprehend the absurdity of life and can only react with a mixture of humor and sorrow.


Gonna live for the day / Looking for tomorrow / Gonna go off the rails if I don't find a god to follow
I live in the present, but I also seek for a better future, and I will run amok unless I find a guiding doctrine to follow.


Got my lawyer in the bathroom
I have a confidant who will defend me in all legal cases.


I've got a hooker in my bed
I have a prostitute with whom I've had sexual relations.


I'm taking medication / For the voices in my head
I am medicating my inner demons.


Got a holster on my shoulder / A bible in my hand / I'm the serpent in Eden / Praying for redemption / On evil I'll be feeding
I have a gun and the word of god, but I am also the devil himself, and I seek forgiveness while nourishing my maliciousness.


I'm turning up the music / I'm drowning out the screams
I use music as an escape from my emotional pain.


I'm a man of passion / A child of apathy
I can be passionate, but much of the time I am apathetic.


Though I keep on running / Life's catching up with me
I am trying to escape from life's problems, but eventually, they catch up to me.


I'm a risk-taking / Danger-loving / Chance-risking / Trouble-tasting / Liar or a thief / An apostle of grief / I'm a killer or a lover / One or the other
I am a reckless, thrill-seeking individual, who is not to be trusted, and I do not know which path I'll take: one of destruction or one of compassion.


Who the hell am I??
I do not know my identity.


We're all divided souls
We all struggle with our inner demons and ambiguous identities.


I'm a divided soul
I am a conflicted individual, unable to discern what is good for me and what is not.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Mute Song Limited
Written by: MARC ALMOND PETER, DAVID A. BALL

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Comments from YouTube:

@ballsandwieners2006

I heard this song once and couldn't find it again for like 2 years and finally did. Love it!

@cauldronmoon

Good lord! I love this song. Good job Marc and Dave! Xxx

@2spaceace

Great Lyrics !!!!!

@maxe.miller6301

You don’t tug on Superman’s cape
You don’t spit into the wind

@justinebourke2811

I just kerp hesring more.. and more each time I listen to these guys

@carolinegray3150

Good music

@EviusPistachio

If I remember correctly, (I own this cd but I'm too lazy to go find it and confirm) it says '2002 Remix" on this track.

@wagsouza3459

GOOD !

@belle5837

Goes 1 mph above speed limit
Me: 3:14

@Alma889900

When is this from?? 2002 it sounds.

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