The Vanishing
Stars Lyrics


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Tremor of light
The sky, a porcelain wall
Landing at Heathrow, a Tuesday in the fall
You are sleeping next to me
I just let go your hand
I hope I can go through with this
I hope you understand
I leave you dreaming in row twelve
Run quickly down the escalator
At customs I am first in line
You wake now, it's three minutes later

I am gone
I am gone
I am gone
I am gone

M40 night
London, a blur behind me
Leave from Heathrow at the dawn
No one will ever find me
You will look for five more days
You will trawl the city night
Then you'll make yourself forget me
I'll fade into the half-light

I am gone
I am gone
I am gone
I am gone
I am gone
I am gone




I am gone
I am gone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Stars's song "The Vanishing" tell the story of someone leaving someone else at Heathrow airport and disappearing from their life. The song starts with a description of the moment of departure, with the "tremor of light" and the sky "a porcelain wall". The singer is leaving their partner while they sleep next to them, hoping that they will understand why they have to go. They leave them dreaming in row twelve and rush to customs, where they are first in line. The partner wakes up three minutes later, and the singer is gone.


The second verse describes the aftermath of the departure. The singer is driving on the M40, leaving London behind, and nobody will ever find them. The partner will look for them for five more days, trawling the city night, but eventually they will make themselves forget them, and the singer will fade into the half-light.


The song is a haunting portrayal of a sudden and mysterious disappearance, leaving the listener to wonder why the singer had to leave and what happened to them. It captures the feeling of a loved one vanishing without explanation, and the confusion and despair that can come with it.


Line by Line Meaning

Tremor of light
A faint light that shakes or trembles slightly


The sky, a porcelain wall
The sky is like a wall made of white ceramic


Landing at Heathrow, a Tuesday in the fall
The singer arrived at Heathrow airport on a Tuesday in autumn


You are sleeping next to me
The person the artist is addressing is sleeping beside them


I just let go your hand
The artist released the person's hand that they were holding


I hope I can go through with this
The singer is unsure if they can follow through with their plan


I hope you understand
The singer hopes the person they're addressing will comprehend their actions


I leave you dreaming in row twelve
The person the artist is addressing is sleeping in row twelve on the plane


Run quickly down the escalator
The artist is rushing down an escalator


At customs I am first in line
The artist is the first in line at the customs checkpoint


You wake now, it's three minutes later
The person the singer is addressing has woken up three minutes later


I am gone
The artist has left and is no longer present


M40 night
The singer is traveling on the M40 motorway at night


London, a blur behind me
The singer is leaving London and it is disappearing behind them


Leave from Heathrow at the dawn
The singer left Heathrow airport at sunrise


No one will ever find me
The artist believes they will not be found


You will look for five more days
The person the artist is addressing will search for them for five more days


You will trawl the city night
The person the singer is addressing will wander through the city at night looking for them


Then you'll make yourself forget me
The person the singer is addressing will eventually forget about them


I'll fade into the half-light
The artist will slowly disappear into the dim light of the unknown




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Written by: Amy E Millan, Christopher Allen Seligman, Evan Whitney Cranley, Torquil John Campbell

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