Did I Make You Cry On Christmas Day?
Sufjan Stevens Lyrics


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This time of year you always disappear
You tell me not to call
You tell me not to call
And when the door is closed you're wearing different clothes
Or hiding in the paper pretending not to hear

Inexpensive wine
I buy it all the time
You tell me take it back
You say you'll take a nap
But I can see it now
You always tell me how
I could do so much better
You said it in your letter

Did I make you cry
on Christmas day?
Did I let you down
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
on Christmas day?
Did I let you down
On Christmas day?

The bed that isn't made
The broken window shade
The radiator's on
I loved you along
But I can see it now
You always tell me how
I could do so much better
You said it in your letter

I stay awake at night
After we have a fight
I'm writing poems about you
And they aren't very nice
I didn't mean to yell
I said I couldn't tell
I only grabbed your wrist
Or would you rather we kissed?

Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry




On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Sufjan Stevens's song Did I Make You Cry On Christmas Day? speak of the singer's insecurities and anxieties in his relationship, specifically during the holiday season. The opening verse hints at the distance he and his partner experience during this time, with her disappearing and telling him not to call. He eventually finds her wearing different clothes and hiding behind the paper, suggesting that there may be secrets or lies at play. The second verse mentions a fight that leads to the singer staying up to write unkind poems about his partner. He questions whether his actions caused her to cry on Christmas Day and laments feeling let down and like he could do better.


The song delves into themes of insecurity, anxiety, and uncertainty in relationships. The singer is constantly worried about not being good enough for his partner, and his actions are often driven by this fear. The line "or would you rather we kissed?" suggests that physical affection can also be a source of confusion and anxiety for the singer, adding further complexity to his emotional state. Ultimately, the song is about the difficulties that come with navigating relationships, especially during the high-stress holiday season.


Line by Line Meaning

This time of year you always disappear
During the holiday season, you tend to be absent from my life


You tell me not to call
You advise me not to reach out to you


And when the door is closed you're wearing different clothes
When you shut the door, you change your attire


Or hiding in the paper pretending not to hear
You try to avoid me by hiding in the newspaper and pretending not to hear me


Inexpensive wine
I frequently purchase cheap wine


I buy it all the time
I am a frequent buyer of this cheap wine


You tell me take it back
You instruct me to return the wine


You say you'll take a nap
You claim that you will take a nap


But I can see it now
I have come to realize


You always tell me how
You often mention how


I could do so much better
I am capable of doing better


You said it in your letter
You wrote those very words to me in a letter


Did I make you cry on Christmas day?
Did I cause you to shed tears on Christmas day?


Did I let you down like every other day?
Did I disappoint you as I do on a regular basis?


The bed that isn't made
The bed left unmade


The broken window shade
The window covering that is in disrepair


The radiator's on
The heating unit is currently operational


I loved you along
I have continuously loved you


I stay awake at night
I have difficulty sleeping at night


After we have a fight
After a disagreement between us


I'm writing poems about you
I am composing poetry about you


And they aren't very nice
And they are not particularly pleasant


I didn't mean to yell
I did not intend to raise my voice


I said I couldn't tell
I expressed that I was uncertain


I only grabbed your wrist
I only took hold of your wrist


Or would you rather we kissed?
Or would you prefer that we engage in a romantic kiss?


Did I make you cry on Christmas day?
Did I cause you to cry on Christmas day?


Did I make you cry like every other day?
Did I make you cry like I usually do?


Did I make you cry on Christmas day?
Did I bring you to tears on Christmas day?


Did I make you cry?
Did I cause you to shed tears?




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Written by: SUFJAN STEVENS

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@raissachaves9250

This time of year you always disappear
You tell me not to call
You tell me not to call
And when the door is closed you're wearing different clothes
Or hiding in the paper, pretending not to hear
Inexpensive wine
I buy it all the time
You tell me take it back
You say you'll take a nap
But I can see it now
You always tell me how
I could do so much better
You said it in your letter
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I let you down
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I let you down
On Christmas day?
The bed that isn't made
The broken window shade
The radiator's on
I loved you along
But I can see it now
You always tell me how
I could do so much better
You said it in your letter
I stay awake at night
After we have a fight
I'm writing poems about you
And they aren't very nice
I didn't mean to yell
I said I couldn't tell
I only grabbed your wrist
Or would you rather we kissed?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry?
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?



All comments from YouTube:

@1isabird2arethetrees

I love your music so much. You have no idea how much this means to me

@raissachaves9250

This time of year you always disappear
You tell me not to call
You tell me not to call
And when the door is closed you're wearing different clothes
Or hiding in the paper, pretending not to hear
Inexpensive wine
I buy it all the time
You tell me take it back
You say you'll take a nap
But I can see it now
You always tell me how
I could do so much better
You said it in your letter
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I let you down
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I let you down
On Christmas day?
The bed that isn't made
The broken window shade
The radiator's on
I loved you along
But I can see it now
You always tell me how
I could do so much better
You said it in your letter
I stay awake at night
After we have a fight
I'm writing poems about you
And they aren't very nice
I didn't mean to yell
I said I couldn't tell
I only grabbed your wrist
Or would you rather we kissed?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry?
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?
Did I make you cry
On Christmas day?
Did I make you cry
Like every other day?

@matuili2633

Thank you for the lyrics!

@milothecat4530

I love how Sufjan captures every aspect of the holidays with his Christmas music - the highs, the lows, and everything in between. It's an honesty that you rarely hear in Christmas songs. Sufjan's music as a whole is just so genuine and true... I wish him all the best this holiday season ❤

@Jackie-fw9ek

Thank you Sufjan getting me through these awful times ❤️

@mugiwaraboshi37

as someone with seasonal depression who tends to get into bad states of mind at the holidays, this song is a lifeline.

@Brandonwattsmusic

Can’t wait to play this everyday in December!

@sofiaelisabeth755

so in love with this song.

@xanzusx9480

I love this song so much

@Gray-hv5jp

love the lyrics sm

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