John Wayne Gacey Jr.
Sufjan Stevens Lyrics


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His father was a drinker and his mother cried in bed
Folding John Wayne's t-shirts when the swingset hit his head
The neighbors they adored him
For his humor and his conversation
Look underneath the house there
Find the few living things, rotting fast, in their sleep
Oh the dead
27 people
Even more, they were boys, with their cars, summer jobs
Oh my God
Are you one of them?
He dressed up like a clown for them
With his face paint white and red
And on his best behavior
In a dark room on the bed he kissed them all
He'd kill ten thousand people
With a slight of his hand, running far, running fast to the dead
He took off all their clothes for them
He put a cloth on their lips, quiet hands, quiet kiss on the mouth
And in my best behavior
I am really just like him




Look beneath the floor boards
For the secrets I have hid

Overall Meaning

The song "John Wayne Gacy Jr" by Sufjan Stevens is a haunting and introspective exploration of the life and actions of the notorious American serial killer, John Wayne Gacy. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of Gacy's troubled childhood, with an abusive alcoholic father and a mother who suffered from depression. The image of his mother folding his t-shirts after he suffered a head injury on the swings is particularly poignant, highlighting the underlying theme of childhood trauma that many serial killers have experienced.


The song then shifts to describe Gacy's heinous crimes, with the haunting refrain "are you one of them?" raising uncomfortable questions about the nature of evil and whether we are all capable of committing such atrocities. The imagery of Gacy dressing up as a clown to lure in his victims is particularly chilling, with the contrast between the cheerful facade he presented to the world and the horror he inflicted on his victims underscoring the unsettling nature of the song.


The final lines of the song, "And in my best behavior, I am really just like him/Look beneath the floorboards for the secrets I have hid," add another layer of complexity to the lyrics. It suggests that the darkness and violence within Gacy may lurk within all of us to some extent, making the song not just a portrait of a serial killer but a commentary on the human condition as a whole.


Line by Line Meaning

His father was a drinker and his mother cried in bed
John Wayne's father was an alcoholic which caused his mother to be unhappy and cry a lot.


Folding John Wayne's t-shirts when the swingset hit his head
John Wayne was performing the mundane task of folding his clothes when a swingset hit him in the head.


The neighbors they adored him For his humor and his conversation
John Wayne was well-liked by his neighbors due to his good sense of humor and ability to hold interesting conversations.


Look underneath the house there Find the few living things, rotting fast, in their sleep
Underneath John Wayne's house, there are some living things that are slowly decaying in their sleep.


Oh the dead 27 people Even more, they were boys, with their cars, summer jobs
John Wayne killed 27 people, mostly young boys who had cars and summer jobs.


Oh my God Are you one of them?
Shocked by the realization that John Wayne was a serial killer, the singer asks if the listener was one of his victims.


He dressed up like a clown for them With his face paint white and red
John Wayne would wear clown makeup as a way to gain the trust of his victims.


And on his best behavior In a dark room on the bed he kissed them all
John Wayne would pretend to be on his best behavior, only to lure his victims to a dark room where he would sexually assault them.


He'd kill ten thousand people With a slight of his hand, running far, running fast to the dead
John Wayne's actions were so heinous that the artist compares him to being capable of killing thousands of people with just a wave of his hand and with great ease.


He took off all their clothes for them He put a cloth on their lips, quiet hands, quiet kiss on the mouth
John Wayne would undress his victims and then gag them with a cloth before sexually assaulting them.


And in my best behavior I am really just like him
The singer realizes that he/she is not so different from John Wayne, perhaps with darker thoughts or impulses.


Look beneath the floor boards For the secrets I have hid
The artist may have secrets of their own, like those of John Wayne buried beneath the floorboards.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, NEW JERUSALEM MUSIC
Written by: SUFJAN STEVENS

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