Kill Your$elf
SuicideBoy Lyrics

This a $crim beat dJ $crim with that 808
This is a beat produced by $crim, featuring DJ $crim's signature 808 sound.

$ui, $ui-cide, $uicide, $ui, $ui-cide
Referring to the artist's name and their association with suicide.

$ui, $ui-cide, $uicide, $uicide
Continuing to emphasize their connection with suicide.

$ui, $ui-cide, $uicide, $ui, $ui-cide
Reiterating their affiliation with suicide.

$ui, $ui-cide, $uicide, $uicide
Continuing to emphasize their connection with suicide.

They figure me a dead motherfucker
Others perceive me as already dead and nonexistent.

Leaving motherfucker's heads stuck
Causing confusion and shock to those who encounter my music.

Under the covers but I wonder if they know
Being hidden and misunderstood, I question if anyone truly understands my intentions.

I got a $uicide kit?
I possess the tools and mindset for suicidal thoughts.

Granting me a death wish, razor
Fulfilling my desire for death, using a razor as a symbol.

Blade slidin' up my wrist, uh
Physically harming myself by cutting my wrist with the blade.

Unleash the lead from my pistol into my head
Taking my own life with a gun, ending the pain and suffering.

Pourin' Cristal on my dead body
Symbolically celebrating my own death with the expensive champagne brand.

Teflon Don, leave you lookin' fresh
Evoking the image of a powerful figure, leaving a lasting impact even after death.

Sprawled out on my lawn
My lifeless body lying on the grass for all to see.

Don't call me Gotti, bitch, my name is Oddy
Rejecting the comparison to John Gotti, stating their real name is Oddy.

Or Ruby da Cherry no, this not blood
Dismissing the assumption that their lyrics are a result of actual bloodshed.

It's just muscadine made from the Juice of the berry
Clarifying that the red liquid is metaphorical, derived from the essence of their emotions.

Take a little sip, poisoning the pit
Indulging in their music metaphorically poisons the listener's mindset.

Half-dead motherfuckers throwin' up the click
People who are emotionally numb finding solace and unity in their music.

$lick $loth tellin' me, "We got to dip"
Directing their inner demons, represented by $lick $loth, to escape from their troubles.

Calling on Shenron, grant me a wish
Referencing Dragon Ball Z to express a desire for a transformative change in their life.

I wish that you could enter the dragon
Expressing a desire for the listener to understand the depth of their pain.

The chambers of the triple six
Referring to the depths of darkness and despair associated with the number 666.

So I can stop the bragging
Hoping that by revealing the true extent of their suffering, the need for false bravado and boasting will cease.

That will never happen
Acknowledging that their desire for understanding and empathy will likely remain unfulfilled.

I'm in the back of a wagon slittin' my wrists
Metaphorically depicting their personal struggle by cutting their wrists in the back of a wagon.

Wave a blood stain, white flag
Symbolizing surrender and defeat through the visualization of a bloodied flag.

Dragging my body into the mist
Depicting a ghostly image of themselves being carried away by the fog of their own demise.

Take your best shot
Challenging others to do their worst.

Aim it, cock it, know you're going to miss
Asserting their invincibility and predicting the failure of others to harm them.

Not leaving a note, I'm leaving a list
Choosing to leave a legacy of their pain and suffering rather than a traditional suicide note.

$uicideboy, bitch
Asserting their identity as $uicideboy in a confrontational manner.

Fuck her one time, and I pull out
Engaging in casual sexual encounters and avoiding emotional attachments.

Cock it one time, this a shootout
Displaying a fearless and confrontational attitude, comparing sexual encounters to a gunfight.

Don't bar no lemon
Not wasting time or energy on insignificant and unimportant matters.

Fuckboys, we don't love them
Rejecting and showing no affection towards shallow, manipulative individuals.

Got a Ford with a trunk in the back where we stuff 'em
Using metaphorical language to depict vengeance towards these individuals, hiding their bodies in the trunk of a car.

Sick and tired of boys actin' like bitches
Expressing frustration with men who display weak, cowardly behavior.

Ever heard of Gotti? Do you get the picture?
Questioning if the listener understands the comparison to John Gotti, a notorious figure in organized crime.

Motherfuckers couldn't even hold my jock strap
Belittling and dismissing others who are inadequate and incapable of matching their prowess.

Glock strap fully loaded, dawg, fuck rap
Being armed and prepared for any potential threats or conflicts, disregarding the consequences in the pursuit of their art.

'Cause I kill for the fun
Revealing a sadistic pleasure derived from causing harm or destruction.

Pop a pill with a nun
Engaging in reckless and taboo activities, associating with someone who is seen as pure and religious.

Bitch, I dance on the sun
Boasting about their audacity and fearlessness, symbolizing their ability to thrive in even the harshest conditions.

Go and take a little bump
Encouraging the listener to indulge in drug use as an escape from reality.

Fuck a chump wit' a pump
Disregarding and disrespecting weak individuals with guns.

I made you, so how you gon' break me?
Asserting their dominance and power, refusing to let anyone undermine or destroy them.

But I guess the spotlight breeds envy
Acknowledging that their success and attention attracts jealousy and resentment from others.

But tempt me with one wrong move
Warning others not to provoke, as they are ready to retaliate.

I can put it in your life
Pledging to bring harm or death to those who cross their path.

Either way, I don't lose
Asserting their own invincibility and resilience, believing they cannot be defeated.

Hit the snooze, drinkin' booze
Engaging in self-destructive behaviors to cope with the pain and numbness.

I'm a fool with the tool
Admitting a lack of control and understanding of the dangerous weapons they possess.

Buried in the backyard wit' An underground pool
Metaphorically expressing a state of isolation, being hidden away with their emotional struggles.

$uicideboy$, go and kill yourself
Urging listeners to embrace their music as a form of escapism and emotional release.

Doin' drug after drug, dawg, fuck health
Engaging in substance abuse as a means of escape, disregarding the negative impact on their well-being.

$crimmy never ever quittin', dawg, fuck help
Asserting their determination to continue their self-destructive path, rejecting the idea of seeking assistance.

And fuck wealth
Rejecting materialistic pursuits, emphasizing the importance of their emotional well-being over financial success.

Here's a Benji for you broke bitches
Mocking those who are financially struggling, suggesting they give them a hundred-dollar bill to alleviate their problems.

Card's dealt, go and pass me the rope
Accepting the hand they have been dealt in life, contemplating suicide as a way out of their pain.

Bitches agh!
Ending the verse with an expression of frustration and anger.

$ui, $ui-cide, $uicide, $ui, $ui-cide
Repeating the connection to suicide.

$ui, $ui-cide, $uicide, $uicide
Continuing to emphasize their association with suicide.

$ui, $ui-cide, $uicide, $ui, $ui-cide
Reiterating their affiliation with suicide.

$ui, $ui-cide, $uicide, $uicide
Continuing to emphasize their association with suicide.