SS eventually caught the attention of record labels, and in 2004, their 1st international debut, "Premeditated", was released on Sector 9 Studios (US) and Out of Line (Europe). To promote the release, SS departed for an extensive North American tour with Imperative Reaction. In November of 2004, SS took their act to Germany to perform at a series of "Out of Line Electro Festivals" with Hocico, Icon of Coil, God Module and Spetsnaz.
In 2005 SS moved to Metropolis Records, to release their next album, "Postscript", showcasing the band's knack for writing some of the most emotional electronic music in the genre. After following the release of "Postscript" with a US tour, SS is once again back in the studio working on more music to satisfy their ever-growing fan base.
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Flowers
System Syn Lyrics
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It's not something I have a choice to do
I have choice
A chance that wouldn't die away
I have no life, no laughter
I would not stay
Tell me why nothing works
Tell me why this all hurts
And don't tell me it's god's will
I still rub the blood into my chest
I can't forget your taste
But I try my best
I still open my heart for all to see
Though I get the feeling no one believes in me
So I'll kill a few more hours
Women
Moments
Makes no difference
And I'll apart this world of piss
I hold together
Bound in leather
Smell of flowers, dead cologne
The smell of you
When I'm alone
Tell me why nothing works
Tell me why nothing works
Tell me why this all hurts
And don't tell me it's God's will
The lyrics to System Syn's "Flowers" are a haunting and melancholic depiction of a love lost that continues to linger in the mind and senses of the singer. The opening lines, "I still smell the flowers that reek of you / It's not something I have a choice to do," set the tone for the rest of the song, as the singer struggles with the memories and emotions associated with their former lover. Despite acknowledging that they have a choice and a chance to move on, the singer remains trapped in their grief, unable to escape the pain of their loss.
The chorus of the song, with its repeated refrain, "Tell me why nothing works / Tell me why this all hurts / And don't tell me it's god's will," adds a deeper layer to the singer's dilemma. Not only are they grappling with the emotions of loss and longing, but they are also searching for answers to the universal question of why bad things happen to good people. The singer rejects the notion that their suffering is part of a divine plan, instead demanding accountability and understanding.
The second verse of "Flowers" brings in a darker, more violent imagery, as the singer claims to "still rub the blood into [their] chest" and "kill a few more hours / Women / Moments / Makes no difference." This suggests a desperation and nihilism that has taken hold of the singer, as they attempt to numb their pain through destructive means. The final lines of the song, "Bound in leather / Smell of flowers, dead cologne / The smell of you / When I'm alone," tie back into the opening lines, reiterating the cyclical nature of the singer's grief and their inability to escape their memories.
Line by Line Meaning
I still smell the flowers that reek of you
Despite trying to move on, I am still reminded of you through the scents that linger in the air
It's not something I have a choice to do
I cannot control the memories and emotions that are triggered by these scents
I have choice
Despite feeling helpless, I do have a choice to take control of my life
A chance that wouldn't die away
I have the opportunity to create a better future for myself that won't be overshadowed by the past
I have no life, no laughter
My current state of mind is empty and joyless
I would not stay
I refuse to remain in this painful state forever
Tell me why nothing works
I am struggling to find meaning and purpose in my life
Tell me why this all hurts
My pain is overwhelming and I am searching for answers
And don't tell me it's god's will
I am frustrated and disillusioned with the idea that everything happens for a reason
I still rub the blood into my chest
I am still holding onto the pain and trauma associated with my past experiences
I can't forget your taste
The memories of you continue to haunt me and I cannot shake them off
But I try my best
Despite the difficulty, I am making an effort to move on and heal
I still open my heart for all to see
I am vulnerable and willing to connect with others despite my past hurts
Though I get the feeling no one believes in me
I feel isolated and unsupported in my journey towards healing
So I'll kill a few more hours
I am engaging in unhealthy behaviors to numb the pain
Women
Seeking validation and connection through casual relationships
Moments
Taking advantage of short-term pleasures to avoid confronting deeper issues
Makes no difference
Regardless of the action I take, nothing seems to alleviate the pain
And I'll apart this world of piss
I will detach myself from the world and seek my own path towards healing and growth
I hold together
Despite my struggles, I am still standing and persevering
Bound in leather
A metaphor for feeling trapped and constrained by my circumstances
Smell of flowers, dead cologne
The combination of pleasant and unpleasant scents mirrors the conflicting emotions within me
The smell of you
Your presence still lingers in my mind and heart
Contributed by Dylan F. Suggest a correction in the comments below.