Feel The Way I Do
The Killing Suspense Lyrics
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The lyrics of "Feel The Way I Do" by The Killing Suspense express a sense of betrayal and disillusionment with a person who was once trusted. The singer in the song reflects on a day that they never wished for, a day that may have marked the end of a relationship or a significant event that caused emotional distress. The singer wants to distance themselves from this person and remove all connections, including changing the bills and taking their name off the door. The song expresses a feeling of exhaustion and heartbreak that has left the singer feeling burnt out and choking.
The lyrics also suggest that the singer may have been blinded by their own dissolution or desires. The line "blinded by my dissolution I created this confusion" implies that the singer may have played a part in the breakdown of the relationship. However, this does not negate the feeling of betrayal that the singer is expressing. They want the other person to understand how they feel, to "feel the way I do."
Overall, the song speaks to the complexity of relationships and the feelings of hurt and betrayal that can arise even when one party is at fault. The lyrics express a desire for distance and closure, while also acknowledging that the singer's own actions may have contributed to the situation.
Line by Line Meaning
Day i never wished for has come and gone.
A day that I never wanted to experience has already passed.
and how do you expect me to trust you.
Why should I trust you after everything that has happened?
maybe i got caught up in the moment.
Perhaps I was too blinded by the moment.
i tried so hard to make it real.
I put in so much effort to make it genuine.
but blinded by my dissolution i created this confusion.
My own disillusionment caused this mess.
day i never wished for.
It was a day I never wanted to happen.
a look from you could say a million sorries.
If you looked at me a certain way, it could mean an apology in a million ways.
just go away.
I just want you to leave.
you expect me to trust you.
Why do you think I should believe in you?
what do i look like.
Do I look like someone who can just blindly trust you?
guess how it feels to be me.
You wouldn't even begin to understand how I feel.
but those lying eyes.
Your eyes may be deceiving.
a black sunrise.
The day started bad and just got worse.
my ears hear what you say.
I'm hearing what you're saying.
but i just look away.
I can't even bear to look at you anymore.
don't want to hear it anymore.
Please stop talking.
don't pick up the phone.
I won't answer your calls.
i'm not home.
I won't be at home.
i'm leaving my keys on the floor.
I'm leaving the keys behind.
put the bills in your name.
You take care of the bills now.
take my name off the door.
I don't want my name on that door anymore.
i want you to feel the way i do.
I want you to experience what I'm feeling right now.
that was the worst day of my life.
It was the worst day I've ever had.
burnt out broken heart was choking
I feel exhausted and my heart is shattered.
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