Beginner
The Seer Lyrics


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Sometimes I feel like I'm running in circles
Don't understand why I'm turning around
Sometimes I look for a way I could follow
There must be things that I still haven't found

Sometimes I wait for a message from heaven
I raise my head but I'm too blind to see
Sometimes I try to be bigger than others
I try to run but they're following me

How many ways undercover
How many days will I suffer
I'm not a saint and I'm not a sinner
Lord I'm still a beginner
How many years in the shadows
Waiting for the sun to rise
I'm not gonna lose and I'm not a winner
Lord I'm still a beginner

Sometimes I'm sure that I'm doing the right thing
And then I'm lost in the depths of my soul
Sometimes mistakes help to feel a bit better
And then I cry while I carry the day

Still a beginner




How many days
How many ways

Overall Meaning

The Seer's song Beginner is a powerful and introspective ballad that grapples with the theme of personal growth, existential questions, and finding the way forward in life. The lyrics express the feeling of being lost and uncertain, of running in circles and not understanding why. The singer searches for a way to follow, a path that will lead to something new and undiscovered. But the road is full of obstacles - sometimes they wait for a message from heaven, but they are too blind to see it. Other times, they try to be bigger than others, to run from their fears, but others are always following close behind.


The song speaks to the universal experience of feeling like a beginner, no matter how many experiences we accumulate. Even the most experienced and successful people still struggle with doubts and insecurities. The lyrics especially resonate with those who are on a journey of self-discovery, searching for meaning and purpose in their lives. The singer acknowledges that they are not a saint or a sinner, but instead a mere beginner. They are still waiting in the shadows, waiting for the sun to rise, unsure of what the future holds.


Overall, Beginner is a stirring and moving song that speaks to the heart of human experience. It is a reminder that we are all beginners, trying to find our way in life, and that we should be patient and gentle with ourselves as we navigate the challenges.


Line by Line Meaning

Sometimes I feel like I'm running in circles
Often, I sense that I'm stuck in a loop and not making progress.


Don't understand why I'm turning around
I'm unsure of the reasons for my circular movement.


Sometimes I look for a way I could follow
Sometimes, I search for a path to lead me towards growth.


There must be things that I still haven't found
I believe there are more discoveries to be made or knowledge that I have yet to gain.


Sometimes I wait for a message from heaven
At times, I anticipate or hope for some sort of divine guidance or insight.


I raise my head but I'm too blind to see
Despite my searching, I am unable to recognize any sort of guidance or revelation.


Sometimes I try to be bigger than others
I occasionally attempt to stand out or seem superior to those around me.


I try to run but they're following me
Others notice my attempts to seem superior and respond accordingly.


How many ways undercover
I contemplate how many ways there are to hide your true self.


How many days will I suffer
I wonder how much longer I will experience pain or hardship.


I'm not a saint and I'm not a sinner
I do not view myself as either entirely good or bad.


Lord I'm still a beginner
I still have much to learn and grow from.


How many years in the shadows
I ponder how long I have felt unnoticed or out of sight.


Waiting for the sun to rise
I wait for a new day and a brighter future.


I'm not gonna lose and I'm not a winner
I don't expect to fail or succeed greatly.


Lord I'm still a beginner
I am still inexperienced and have much to learn.


Sometimes I'm sure that I'm doing the right thing
There are moments when I believe that my actions are correct.


And then I'm lost in the depths of my soul
But then I become confused or uncertain about my choices and their implications.


Sometimes mistakes help to feel a bit better
Occasionally, making errors can provide me with a sense of relief.


And then I cry while I carry the day
But ultimately, I still have to face the consequences of my actions and that can be tough.


Still a beginner
Even now, I still have more to learn and more room to grow.


How many days
I wonder how long certain experiences or hardships will keep me feeling stuck.


How many ways
I question how many different approaches or actions could lead me out of my current situation.




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@mrcertified7818

As a seer main, I kinda knew all of this. But still useful information.

@savagepanda6676

Do u think u could add subtitles

@nvmb6451

Watch the YouTube vid and turn on subs

@BAFK192

Has seer been buffed

@Ienjoymovmentgames

Bro I don’t know how many fucking bloodhounds I sneak up on in ranked like bro your entire existence is made so that your team does it get stuck up on WTF 😂

@jemaritube

Imagine a hundred years later people are studying our culture and they find this 😂

@RhysLloyd2611

As a Bloodhound main I've retrained myself from hunting Wraiths to hunting Seers as they're much more of a worthy prey, you can bait the tactical most of the time with a Bloodhound ult and cuz of how Seers works apposed to Hounds he gives away his location which you can then double check with a scan and push

@BigFlipz509

If you’re popping blood ult and getting seer scanned every time you’re just going up against bad seer players.

@Shel230

​@@BigFlipz509seer destorys bloodhound hes only good in his ult

@BigFlipz509

@@Shel230 the old seer used to lol. In no way shape or form does seer destroy bloodhound nowadays. Especially after his new season 18 nerf 😂 I’m literally a seer main. You must not play the game much

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