Ugly Heroes released their self-titled debut album, on May 28, 2013, via Mello Music Group.
An Ugly Hero is considered a myth. Growing up, the heroes we saw in cartoons and movies were perfectly chiseled, intelligent, and had senses none of us possess. An UGLY HERO is the everyday blue collar individual that makes the world go 'round. These are the heroes that work hard all day, everyday to help ensure that the lives around them are taken care of, and do it all without recognition. They wear themselves into the ground and sacrifice vanity for family.
Desperate
Ugly Heroes Lyrics
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Bring the drums in
Uh, yeah
A 1-2, yeah
Yeah, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Yeah, supposed to do
Check it out, uh
Listen
I'm in my flat flat broke, black smoke
The voice in the back of my mind's eyes have hope
I have rope, I could end it all feelin' that
Local rapper found hanging from a ceiling fan
That would be the easy way out though
But what would that amount to apart from a outro
It's not what I'm about yo, I'm never for shortcuts
A taken life is never right, that's something the lord does
Sortin' through these past dues, my choices led to bad moves
No soap in the bathroom, I don't want to hustle but I have to
Back to the drawing board
Zip locks stock up on what the clients want
I am taught but I won't listen
Self-destructive sort of like I want to fail
But what I want to feel isn't what moves me
Why I grab a pen and stick to this loose-leaf
So what the fuck are we supposed to do?
What the fuck are we supposed to do?
Don't even have a rope to hold on to
So what the fuck are we supposed to do? Come on
No way out for us to make that move
So what the fuck are we supposed to do?
What the fuck are we supposed to do?
Tell me what are we supposed to do?
While these motherfuckers pop bottles
I'm taking pop bottles back into the store so I can get some Top Ramen
What the fuck they know about that rock-bottom
Everyone I know is feeling down-trodden
Everyone I know is still all about robbin'
I'm not talkin' 'bout a stick up, uh
I'm talkin' liftin' up that drawer before that afternoon pick-up
Shattering that tax bracket you sick of
On some get up, get out and get some this shit, come on
The mind wanders when you're poverty-stricken
And only hope you're holding on to is a lottery ticket
Bills piling up so don't see you smiling much
Start thinking of some violent stuff
Like umm, why the fuck don't I just get a pint of some rum
A nine and tuck it between my teeth and say good-bye I'm done
Economy is down and suicides are up
We rather die by a gun than let this world be the death of us
This world'll fuck you and expect you just to smile through it
Waking up is a reminder thinking why do it
They wonder why these motherfuckers snap
One minute a family man until he's walking in that planet
He's thinking, where the fuck's my overtime?
Last resorts become solutions to a sober mind
An empty bottle list the fucking demands like
"Hey Joe, where you going with that gun in your hand?"
Yeah, feeling like there's one way out of this hole
Feel the weight of the world, your hate feeling out of control
Either I'mma see the light or the light'll burn out
No mistake though it's never too late to turn around
Turnin' out to be a catch 2-2
Not a stretch for me to fetch the 2-2
I know that's a bit theatrical
But this poison is pungent, it's just so suspect
How much I've been avoiding the subject
The Ugly Heroes song "Desperate" is an emotional track that deals with the struggles of poverty, depression, and suicidal thoughts. The lyrics paint a picture of someone who is broke, hopeless, and considering taking their own life. The singer battles with the idea of suicide as an easy way out, but ultimately concludes that it is not the right choice. The lyrics also touch on the addiction to drugs and the financial struggles that come with poverty, which can lead to violent thoughts and behaviors. It is a poignant commentary on the challenges of poverty and the hopelessness that can come with it. In the end, the song calls for listeners to keep pushing forward and never give up, despite the odds.
One interesting fact about the song is that it was released on Ugly Heroes' 2016 album, "Everything in Between," which received critical acclaim for its introspective lyrics and hard-hitting beats. The group is comprised of rappers Red Pill and Apollo Brown, and singer Verbal Kent. Another interesting fact is that "Desperate" features a sample from the song "Think (About It)" by Lyn Collins, which was famously sampled in hip-hop songs like Rob Base and DJ E-Z Rock's "It Takes Two" and Salt-N-Pepa's "Shoop." Additionally, the song's music video features visuals of poverty-stricken neighborhoods and drug use.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm in my flat flat broke, black smoke
I am currently broke and feeling hopeless.
The voice in the back of my mind's eyes have hope
I have a small glimmer of hope in the back of my mind.
I have rope, I could end it all feelin' that
I have contemplated suicide as a way out.
Local rapper found hanging from a ceiling fan
I am aware of the tragic outcome that suicide can have.
It's not what I'm about yo, I'm never for shortcuts
I am not one to take shortcuts even when times are tough.
Back to the drawing board
I need to start over and come up with a new plan.
No soap in the bathroom, I don't want to hustle but I have to
I am struggling to get by and have to resort to hustling.
What I want to feel isn't what moves me
My desires and motivations do not align.
While these motherfuckers pop bottles
Others around me are enjoying luxuries while I struggle.
Everyone I know is feeling down-trodden
Those around me are also struggling.
I'm not talkin' 'bout a stick up, uh
I am not resorting to crime to make ends meet.
Shattering that tax bracket you sick of
I am determined to rise above my financial struggles.
The mind wanders when you're poverty-stricken
Being poor can lead to negative thoughts and desperation.
Bills piling up so don't see you smiling much
My financial burdens are causing me stress and unhappiness.
Economy is down and suicides are up
The difficult economic times are causing an increase in suicide rates.
This world'll fuck you and expect you just to smile through it
The world can be tough and unforgiving, but society expects you to just deal with it.
Last resorts become solutions to a sober mind
When all else fails, desperation can lead to irrational decisions.
An empty bottle list the fucking demands
Alcohol can make my problems seem more urgent and overwhelming.
Feeling like there's one way out of this hole
I feel trapped and hopeless about my current situation.
Either I'mma see the light or the light'll burn out
I have to keep pushing forward because there's no telling what the future holds.
Turnin' out to be a catch 2-2
My situation is turning out to be more complicated than I anticipated.
I know that's a bit theatrical
I am aware that my thoughts and feelings may seem dramatic.
But this poison is pungent, it's just so suspect
My negative thoughts and emotions are overpowering and concerning to me.
Contributed by Anthony H. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
High Street Radio
Music saved my life don't know what I would do without songs like this
staygold
Real ... Its the way i feel about the song (stop fooling yourself) by Skyzoo... Something bout that song makes me feel good from deep inside my soul
mejiaeric99
@staygold Both of these tracks are insanely dope.
staygold
@mejiaeric99 100% brother
Adrian D Townsend
This shit is 🔥 🔥🔥🔥
sp120056at
Apollo brown ....always breathes life into a dying genre! !! Dope producer for real one love
Sirknight
🙏🏽
realdeal139
Apollo= super Ill !
Thabo Samuel
These guys need to come together for another album.. 🙏
Dumisani Daniel Manganye
"we'd rather die by a gun than let this world be the death of us"🤦♂️💯🙌 conscious rappers are underrated and that's putting it mildly