Dear California
Vanessa Carlton Lyrics


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As usual, I'm in a tricky predicament
Weather in my thoughts, on the roof sneaking a cigarette
Dear California, it's been nice to know ya
Tell me, will you miss me when I'm gone?

[Chorus]
'Cause he loves me as I leave, so I'm gonna go
And I'm not in companies when you feel it most
And you keep my memory, hope ya keep me close
Would you love me as I leave?

This alchemy is making me suspicious
As if I slipped you some belladonna
That I crossed town to get, don't you know?
Yes, my grand friend checks it

[Chorus]

Ever-changing as the sea, it's my only hope
It's just me and my pup in the open road
But your face is like a paper-cut to the heart
Slip away while you sleep

It's easy, it's easier
Than it seems
It's easy, it's easier
Than it seems

Just go, I'll go, don't cry
I don't know, I don't know, but you fly
Hey
Paper-cut to the heart

[Chorus]

Ever changing as the sea
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California




Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California

Overall Meaning

Vanessa Carlton's song "Dear California" addresses the feelings of uncertainty and longing for change. The lyrics convey Vanessa's reluctance to leave California, a place where she has found love and comfort. She is smoking on the rooftop, and it's apparent that she is struggling with a challenging decision, leaving California. She starts the song by saying that it's been nice knowing California, but deep down, she is unsure if the state will miss her presence when she's gone. She wonders if it's possible for someone to love her even when she leaves, despite the difficulties that come with it.


In the next verse, Vanessa is expressing her distrust of her emotions. She feels like she is under a spell, as if she has ingested a poisonous flower. She is suspicious of her emotions and the power they hold over her. She references a friend who is supposed to check her emotional state and be a support system. Yet, despite her struggles and doubts, Vanessa decides to leave. She takes a pup with her and drives through the open roads as she reflects on how life is ever-changing.


The chorus repeats the theme of questioning whether her loved ones would remain devoted to her even in her absence. She asks if her California dream life, including the people and memories, will be kept close and cherished. The song's complexity lies in the way Vanessa Carlton weaves tales of adventure and love to a subtle sense of loss and regret. She sings about a bittersweet journey of leaving one emotion behind in search of another.


Line by Line Meaning

As usual, I'm in a tricky predicament
I'm in a difficult situation, like I usually am


Weather in my thoughts, on the roof sneaking a cigarette
I'm thinking about the weather and smoking a cigarette on the roof


Dear California, it's been nice to know ya
California, it's been good to know you


Tell me, will you miss me when I'm gone?
Will you miss me when I'm not here anymore?


'Cause he loves me as I leave, so I'm gonna go
He loves me, so I'm leaving


And I'm not in companies when you feel it most
I won't be around when you need me the most


And you keep my memory, hope ya keep me close
I hope you remember me and keep me close to your heart


Would you love me as I leave?
Will you still love me when I'm gone?


This alchemy is making me suspicious
This mixture is making me feel uneasy


As if I slipped you some belladonna
As if I gave you poison


That I crossed town to get, don't you know?
I went all the way across town to get this


Yes, my grand friend checks it
My good friend checks it for me


Ever-changing as the sea, it's my only hope
My only hope is that things will keep changing, like the sea


It's just me and my pup in the open road
It's just me and my dog on the open road


But your face is like a paper-cut to the heart
Your face hurts me deeply


Slip away while you sleep
Leave me while I'm asleep


It's easy, it's easier
It's easy


Than it seems
Easier than it looks


Just go, I'll go, don't cry
Just go and don't cry, I'll do the same


I don't know, I don't know, but you fly
I don't know, but you're flying away


Hey
Hey


Paper-cut to the heart
An emotional wound


Ever changing as the sea
Always changing, like the sea


Would you love me as I leave?
Will you still love me when I'm gone?


Dear California
California


Would you love me as I leave?
Will you still love me when I'm gone?


Dear California
California


Would you love me as I leave?
Will you still love me when I'm gone?


Dear California
California


Would you love me as I leave?
Will you still love me when I'm gone?


Dear California
California




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: ARI BRYAN INGBER, VANESSA CARLTON

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Lam Tran

As usual, I'm in a tricky predicament
Weather in my thoughts, on the roof sneaking a cigarette
Dear California, it's been nice to know ya
Tell me, will you miss me when I'm gone?

'Cause he loves me as I leave, so I'm gonna go
And I'm not in companies when you feel it most
And you keep my memory, hope ya keep me close
Would you love me as I leave?

This alchemy is making me suspicious
As if I slipped you some belladonna
That I crossed town to get, don't you know?
Yes, my grand friend checks it

'Cause he loves me as I leave, so I'm gonna go
And I'm not in companies when you feel it most
And you keep my memory, hope ya keep me close
Would you love me as I leave?

Ever-changing as the sea, it's my only hope
It's just me and my pup in the open road
But your face is like a paper-cut to the heart
Slip away while you sleep

It's easy, it's easier
Than it seems
It's easy, it's easier
Than it seems

Just go, I'll go, don't cry
I don't know, I don't know, but you fly
Hey
Paper-cut to the heart

Ever changing as the sea
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California



All comments from YouTube:

Catherine Joy Dela Cruz

I still love this album! What a masterpiece! - From Philippines, with love!

Lupita A. Castañeda

Me too¡¡¡👏👏👍

Celina222

Her sound changed so much! I really like it actually! Usually when artists take a break for a while and come back, their music is usually a step down! She's probably grown up and changed a lot since her last album, and you can tell! I love her new stuff, It's already getting stuck in my head...

Lam Tran

As usual, I'm in a tricky predicament
Weather in my thoughts, on the roof sneaking a cigarette
Dear California, it's been nice to know ya
Tell me, will you miss me when I'm gone?

'Cause he loves me as I leave, so I'm gonna go
And I'm not in companies when you feel it most
And you keep my memory, hope ya keep me close
Would you love me as I leave?

This alchemy is making me suspicious
As if I slipped you some belladonna
That I crossed town to get, don't you know?
Yes, my grand friend checks it

'Cause he loves me as I leave, so I'm gonna go
And I'm not in companies when you feel it most
And you keep my memory, hope ya keep me close
Would you love me as I leave?

Ever-changing as the sea, it's my only hope
It's just me and my pup in the open road
But your face is like a paper-cut to the heart
Slip away while you sleep

It's easy, it's easier
Than it seems
It's easy, it's easier
Than it seems

Just go, I'll go, don't cry
I don't know, I don't know, but you fly
Hey
Paper-cut to the heart

Ever changing as the sea
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California
Would you love me as I leave?
Dear California

Lupita A. Castañeda

Thanks so much!!!👍

Ashley L

This is amazing! You can tell she has matured. Loving her new songs <3.

nessaholichu

I love this song... Loved it since she permormed it on the live chat... I wish she'd do another... The new album is awesome! Love you, V!

Kat M

Vanessa, you should be more famous than what you are <3

Antonio Carlos

Ela é maravilhosa!

takemetonolita

This song is perfect ! I love you Vanessa!

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