Early Train
deM atlaS Lyrics

Oh
Introducing the start of the song

I'm taking the early train
I'm choosing the simplest way to leave my current situation

I'm making it very plain
I don't want any confusion or misunderstanding about my decision

I'm taking the easy way out
I'm not interested in putting effort into fixing my current problems

You know what I'm talking about
I'm sure you understand where I'm coming from

I've been to places where the rain is welcome
I have visited regions where the rain is desired

Glad I talked to god 'til the sunshine he'll come
I'm happy that I prayed for the sun to appear

'Cause when it comes and goes as fast as it show
But it's frustrating when it disappears too quickly

Where's the man with the horns and the bargain for your soul
Where's the mythical figure to sell your soul to in exchange for what you desire

I wanna be alone but I don't wanna be alone
I desire solitude but still desire a connection with others

It gets too hard trying to be someone else
I'm exhausted trying to be something I'm not

I don't need nobody's help
I don't require assistance from anyone

Everyone's a hypocrite
Others say one thing but do another

They don't really give a shit
No one truly cares

Said I needed their opis
Others claimed to have a solution for my struggles

But nah
But I don't believe them

They don't give what I want no
Other people don't provide me what I desire

Once I leave I'm gone
Once I depart, I'm gone for good

Girl where are you going?
A question directed at a female, asking where she's headed

Nowhere to go, don't leave just close the door
Response to the girl, let's stay here and shut the door

This is what I needed like a perfect desolation
I require this kind of isolation and loneliness

Sitting in a corner where my mind is contemplating
I am sitting somewhere quiet, in thought

I think I'm real everyone is just fake
I believe I am authentic, while others are superficial/insincere

And don't even know the reason for my stagnation
I don't know why I'm stuck in this state of inactivity

Trying to find myself said: "I need to be more patient"
I am making an effort to rediscover myself and understand that it'll take time

Reason for my lateness I catch everyone waiting
I'm late because I have trouble keeping the people around me waiting

Everybody's saying they say: "Life is what you make it"
Others tell me that my life is what I create

Right now I feel like I wanna forsake it
At this moment, I feel like giving up on the idea of creating a fulfilling life

Why I start to blink
Asking why I begin to blink

When I start to break
When I begin to crumble and fall apart

Once I leave I'm gonna be gone
Once I depart, I won't be back

I don't wanna deal with your fucking issues
I'm uninterested in handling your problems

All this fighting is bringing me down
Arguing and conflict is negatively affecting me

All I wanted to do is tryina love you
My intention was to try and show affection towards you

You laugh at me like I'm a clown
You ridicule me and make me feel foolish

I don't wanna be here when you're around
I don't wish to be present when you're nearby

And all you friends they just pretend
Your friends are just pretending

They don't know you like I do
They do not understand you like I comprehend you