First Steps
m-pact Lyrics


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For so long I was living my life
Very secure in my conviction
I was sure no one would see inside
As long as I held to my perfection
But a voice within kept telling me it's something was wrong
That the truth I knew was merely contemplation
I tried to ignore that peaceful inner song
But my hand would not stop shaking

Watch the baby learning to walk
All it can do is stand
Wanting so much to be like them
Content to hold their hand
Watch the baby learning to talk
Able to mumble sounds
Trying so hard to be like them
Until he falls back down

Looking back, all those years of frustration
Better let them go or I'll fall again
Holding on to what's left of my faith
One day I'll find the perfect match
Then a voice within reminds me how it really used to be
In spite of myself I made the transformation
But I remain a stubborn child
Searching desperately for a hand to place my faith in

Watch the baby learning to walk
All it can do is stand
Wanting so much to be like them
Content to hold their hand
See the baby learning to talk
Able to mumble sounds




Trying so hard to be like them
Until he trips and falls back down

Overall Meaning

The song "First Steps" by m-pact is about the journey of self-discovery and growth. The lyrics describe the struggle of someone who has always been convinced of their own perfection, only to realize that there is something missing in their life. The voice within keeps telling them that they need to change, but they resist until they can resist no more. Through the analogy of a baby learning to walk and talk, the song reminds the listener that it's okay to stumble and make mistakes in the pursuit of self-improvement.


The baby learning to walk represents the journey of self-discovery. Although the baby has no idea what they are doing, they are eager to learn and take their first steps. Similarly, the person in the song is eager to find their true self, even if it means taking risks and making mistakes along the way. The baby learning to talk represents the journey of self-expression. Although the baby is not yet able to communicate effectively, they keep trying until they are finally able to express themselves. Similarly, the person in the song is determined to express themselves authentically, even if it means stumbling and falling back down.


The line "But I remain a stubborn child searching desperately for a hand to place my faith in" shows that the person is still searching for guidance and support as they navigate their journey of self-discovery. They need someone to believe in them and support them as they take their first steps and make their first attempts at expressing themselves. This line also highlights the importance of having someone to rely on and trust during times of change and growth.


Line by Line Meaning

For so long I was living my life
I had been living my life for a long time


Very secure in my conviction
I was confident in my beliefs


I was sure no one would see inside
I thought no one would know what I was really feeling


As long as I held to my perfection
As long as I tried to be perfect


But a voice within kept telling me it's something was wrong
I had an inner voice that said something was not right


That the truth I knew was merely contemplation
The truth I thought I knew was only a theory


I tried to ignore that peaceful inner song
I tried to ignore what my inner voice was saying


But my hand would not stop shaking
I felt nervous and anxious


Watch the baby learning to walk
Observe how a baby learns to walk


All it can do is stand
The baby can only stand up


Wanting so much to be like them
The baby wants to be able to walk like others


Content to hold their hand
The baby is happy to hold onto someone's hand for support


Watch the baby learning to talk
Observe how a baby learns to talk


Able to mumble sounds
The baby can make some sounds


Trying so hard to be like them
The baby is trying very hard to communicate like others


Until he falls back down
Until the baby loses its balance and falls down


Looking back, all those years of frustration
Reflecting on all the frustrating years I've experienced


Better let them go or I'll fall again
If I don't move on from those frustrations, I will experience them again


Holding on to what's left of my faith
Clutching onto the remaining faith I have left


One day I'll find the perfect match
I believe I will find the perfect solution


Then a voice within reminds me how it really used to be
My inner voice reminds me of how things actually were


In spite of myself I made the transformation
Despite my own resistance, I underwent a change


But I remain a stubborn child
However, I am still being stubborn about things


Searching desperately for a hand to place my faith in
Looking desperately for something to believe in




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