You'll never understand
The meaning in the end
We're standing at the gate
You'll meet the darker fate

Your purity and rage
Your passion and your hate
You promised more than bliss
With your God and with your kiss

I'm on my knees
I beg your mercy
My soul is my loss
I'm well hung from your cross

Take me
Take me in your arms my love and rape me
Don't hide behind your rage
I know you love me
And always will

You're my possession
Of that my love there really is no question
Don't hide behind your rage
I know you love me
And always will

My better half it's true
Has seen the darker side of you
Innocence stripped away
At least I've the brighter fate

Lyrics © THINGMAKER MUSIC
Written by: SEAN BRENNAN

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Ines Jyetoukoum

35w↑111

2020 anyone !

Heather Manning

@D Towers 🙌🏻😊

D Towers

6w↑1

Came across an old cd i burned 15 years ago. Came for the memories

GaiSensei Neemo

10w

🎧🎵🎶♥

Lore

12w

🙋🏼‍♀️🙋🏼‍♀️

Heather Manning

12w

👍💜💜💜💜

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carla rubio

45w↑44

This song is so Hot and dark

Angry Sauerkraut

@Nathaniel Pinkerman lol what

Nathaniel Pinkerman

9w↑1

Probably because I’m goth

Lydieluck 77

3y↑570

This song makes me want to go to a goth club and dance 🥀

MasterOrobas

@Име Презиме kako se zove?

Име Презиме

19w

@buymebluepills There were two in Belgrade, and one is closed. And the one smaler is open, and is playing this thing

Puppy Girl

34w

Leland City Club - Detroit, MI

happygoluckyscamp

46w

I thought Nuclear Blast got them all turned into metal bars

Jack Nightingale

There’s a huge scene in Tampa! The club here is amazing! They played this song the other night in fact! ^^

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Gareth Morgan

6y↑180

Possibly the sexiest song of all time

nan :3

32w↑1

why is it sexy when it says rape me...

TT Gwen

39w↑3

my favorite to have sex to...

Stuart Jenkins

1y↑1

Gareth Morgan it's ok, but it's no Too Drunk To Fuck. Or Angel Of Death.

seaweedsally

...try "Caligulove" from Them Crooked Vultures...I don't know, it certainly does it for me!....

Monique Monteque

2y↑14

He could sing the alphabet and it would be sexy...

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I think I remember saying

3y↑262

Who's here in 2018 and remembering how much you loved this band nearly 20 years ago...?

Danziger Photography

14w

I'm here from the future in 2020. How bout dat!

sweetghoul13

24w↑1

2020 😅

Angela Timmermans

31w

Omg me

dxb life

33w

I’m here from 2020 :)

Mia 88

39w

2020 here !!!!! love love London after midnight

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Vlad Vampirelord

2y↑29

Turn out the lights and dance you fools! Death is breathing down your neck... You don't need a Goth Club to dance. Just sayin'.

Amy Blackwood

10w

Did you know about 2020 when you commented this? Lol

TT Gwen

39w

absolutely!

Flowey Is A Little Bitch

1y↑49

I’ve been finding all sorts of bands this week. From Doom metal to electronic goth/dark electronic music (or whatever genre this is)

Anon ymous

25w↑1

Nice!!! Welcome to the dark side.

Vague Desire

50w↑1

Not goth this is industrial rock.

Ramon Machado

1y↑2

Darkwave

Machine

1y↑2

Flowey Is A Little Bitch darkwave

mydnyghtamethyst

3y↑97

First time I heard this song was 2009, in the car with my former fiance. He had this on a mixed CD. It was raining and we were on our way to browse for an engagement ring. Sadly, he is no more (completed suicide) but his memory and the wonderful music he introduced me to are still with me.

Tattooed Lady

Sorry for your loss

Julian Faranda

45w↑1

I actually found this band and this song that same year too back in high school. I'm very sorry for your loss, I feel for you.

Laura Clark

1y↑2

wow just found out my ex fiancé did the same 2 years back..was at coffee shop some irish chick said she saw my moms spirit with me saying something about an engagement ring she want me to have???? I was like omg my mom passed in 2012.....Why is she on about Pete to some random irish woman ??pete looked him up to find he had taken his life in 2017 ........live well so he sees you at peace always pray for him....peace be with you.

SenoritaTJ

2y↑5

Sorry to hear that he commited suicide.

Steven Schaumberg

2y↑8

Oh, honey. <3

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Rebellious Refinement

5y↑200

Who's here in 2016 just now finding this band and loving them?

Anon ymous

25w

2020 here! I guess it's never too late, lol.

Anthony Martinez

Rebellious Refinement I’m here I I want to be in you

Tom Falconburg

You are as original as a grain of sand on the beach

adrain serrano

2018

Amanda E.

2018, and yeah.

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PATTY MOSQU

1y↑4

WWWWAAAOOOO ME ENCANTA - ME IDENTIFICA

jjbran635

4y↑84

Glad to see they can still pull in new fans and a new generation. Saw them preform this live in 96-97 at a goth club (it was really s&m with how it was decorated).

medusa

lucky you could being there.

Eleftheria Foura

2y↑1

You were lucky; In my country we have 0 goth bands, and 0 come here nowadays xd

Mike Harold

2y↑2

Lucky bastard :)

David Crowder

jjbran635 I saw them at ManRay in boston. Where did you see them?

Nicholas Mangialardi

1y↑4

Sounds kinda like Jonathan Davis from Korn singing on the Queen of the Damned soundtrack

ABLAZ X (Armaniblast)

2y↑10

Sabbat goth club
San Diego, ca.
Mid 2000's, was the shit!
I miss it.

ledsith

27w↑4

Same ! Went there Dressed as a goth vampire on Halloween and someone asked me to bite them ! Good times !

Valerie Amrine

2y↑9

I'VE been friends with Sean for 13 years we been friends every since . He friend me first on social media

SIEGE Works

1y↑4

"And darkness did not understand the light"✝️✝️✝️

DAEMON HART

8y↑16

I dont know why but this song just speaks to me.

Catrina Calavera

2y↑37

2019?

Anon ymous

25w↑1

@Catrina Calavera Good! Never leave!

Catrina Calavera

25w

@Anon ymous still here!)

Anon ymous

25w

2020!

Nick Llano

2020♡

Anthony Martinez

Catrina Calavera I need a girl like ya

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ledsith

27w↑3

Love the synths ! So haunting !

esther habs

7y↑25

I can't stop listening to this song!!!! <3

Lestat Angel

2y↑16

Its been a lot longer than 20 years, deary. And we're up in the Belfry dancing which is better than a club on so many levels.

leonardo smeets

8y↑16

I love LONDON *-*

Astronomy79

3y↑5

Muslims are taking over now!

Ranlac The Black

2y↑2

In all fairness, that’s more like Berlin around say 04:00!

Felipe Alberto Arancibia Venegas

2y↑16

This song makes me think of the possibility of turning into a vampire...

Roxie Marquez

3y↑7

Can kinda hear some inspiration for the QotD soundtrack

Alluma Nati

27w↑1

I'm Curious, do you want Tier ups?

Dikshan Rajput

2y↑1

somehow reminds of the movie resident evil

Karunakar Pradhan

4y↑13

LAM is forever, one can discover and understand the life Sean's way the Dark Wave...

Martha Ramírez

32w

Desde adolescente, todavía en plena pandemia <3

Geraldine

5y↑84

Why does this remind me of nine inch nails's closer?

nan :3

Ariana González yea no

theaceofhearts36

1y↑8

@Zosia B wtf, people are allowed to like multiple things. how the fuck you gonna call someone (who never claimed to be anything) a poser bc they're familiar with a nin song that gets played on the radio all the fkin time lmao
get a life dude

T E

1y↑2

It's very rhythmic and has that ethereal hypnotic feel.

Artisan Concrete

1y↑1

I can totally hear that...the back track during the verses

Ariana González

2y↑2

because the "rape" word, LOL

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MrStephen182

4y↑4

Dope Stars inc do a great cover of this tune.

Fernando Correa

35w

Amazing singing star Shean Brenan in this gorgeous band " London After Midnight "

Sursie Metzger

5y↑11

I feel like I have heard this on a movie or something before. hmmm

Abigail Archer-Addams

@Darkgael Would fit super well, though. Might show up in Bloodlines 2, hopefully.

Darkgael

@Abigail Archer-Addams your right my bad there was a band on there that sounded similar to me been a long time since I played the game and was listening to LAM during the same time period

Abigail Archer-Addams

@Darkgael no they weren't.

Darkgael

5y↑13

+wiccanpyro13 if you every played the Vampire bloodlines PC game LAM was on the sound track along with a ton of other great goth/industral/metal bands .hope that helps :)

Bren lope Ros

29w↑1

Wow suenan bien, por que nadie me los recomendó antes 😰

Lore

12w

A mí me los recomendó Spotify

Filipe Matias

3y↑9

One of my favourite tracks of LAM! 🌹💜🎩🌹✝

Wendy Suarez

2y↑6

So Dope.....just dope

Edward Lancaster

4y↑6

Not heard of this band before they sound great going to look up more of there tracks 👍

massimo batignani

6y↑1

The most beautiful song ever <3

Melissa anderson

1y↑1

that's my Q it's karaoke time

Angry Sauerkraut

12w

One time I accidentally pooped myself while listening to this song so now it always reminds me of that

Louis Valentino

3y↑3

One of my highly loved and favorite goth bands on the planet!

Sergio Jimenez

2y↑5

Just perfect glam/gothic song

Kevin Buekenhoudt

2y↑3

I've never included this song in my goth playlists, until now...

Grave Digger

8y↑1

Love this ^_^

Hello Bree

14w

Tb to my HS years. 2020 here

Bassar

5y↑2

Love the tune

Michelle Wanless

3y↑6

This song is sex personified. Beautiful and haunting.

Tristin Blaisdell

13w

this came out in 96,but sounds like it came out in 04

Pia S

33w↑3

Who's here in 2020?

goth prebellum

6y↑2

Una hermosa cancion...

Fernando Schiavelli

4y↑43

Who's here in 2017 just now finding this band and loving them
cause this guy is amazing!

Ashley Hansen

I'm here in 2019 and I believe I found this band around in 2015-2017. This is WAY better than most music nowadays.

Natalie Daniels

Fernando Schiavelli I found them in 1998. Love them still.

daniel payne

4y↑1

Well i have re discovered them when going through my cd boxes the other day

Tawni Mills

4y↑1

Merlina Luna

7y↑5

Love all songs of this band: )

Tuna Fish

38w↑1

2020 xx

Jon Markopoulos

48w↑3

(stollen quote but I will reuse it...) The gothest goth that ever gothed.

Lucas Pardo Carvajal

Temazo!

violet michelle Gomez

2y↑7

Still listening in 2019! <3

Anthony Martinez

1y↑1

violet michelle Gomez I always will love you and always will so take me

TheGothickat999

2y↑3

Still here since 1980s....still Goth. Guess it wasn't a phase after all.

PandoraNYC1

1y↑1

This is f**king excellent!

Chris Pantoya

2y↑1

I have seen them play in LA a few times. They always put on a great show. I first heard them years ago on Nosferatunes compilation. Those cassettes had so many great bands.

Merlina Luna

Love all songs of this band: )

Alice Bee bee

24w

They used to make a lot of great songs and I still adore them.
But wait....what happened to Sean.
I’m just sad...

A.I. the SIGNAL

1y↑2

Kinda reminds me of Underworld and somewhat of the Crow... Awesome. 😎

Gen O'Cide

1y↑6

Everyone loves to comment the year...2020. 2000-2020, and as long as I can.

RLee Roberts

39w

SUPER CUTE CHICK RIGHT HERE.

sand hecate

4y↑1

^^ ;p.... kisses

kris lam

You're my possession !!!!!!

01ster01 123

5y↑1

Great song!

Shin S

Sooo good! :D

PATTY MOSQU

me encanta esta disco, wwaaaooo , es un grupo fascinante

Valerie Amrine

2y↑1

I love this song and Sean and his band is more dark wave music which I love this kind music

Bruce Horden

This is pretty good, don't know how I got here, but I did and I'm glad! Something new....

JAMIE H

4y↑2

So sexy , only in my dreams

putrefacto ano

bieeen :D

Valerie Amrine

1y↑4

Sean brennan is amazing Artist I love his music this is great band.

Valerie Amrine

You know sean music is more new wave because he does not want to labeled as goth he does all the instruments he is like Trenton Renz off Nine inch Nails but he is great artist he friends with the lead singer of Him.

AxDuffy :Siquer 88

2y↑1

Goth Damn!

Steven Schaumberg

LAM rulz! goth rulz! Alive and alove in various pockets of the earth. deathguild SF and Milk Denver. <3

DivineLuna

so good 💓

Raphael D'Antona

AWSOME!

Marck Loggia

2y↑1

Excelente música, exquisita atmosfera....

Jonathan Kanter

1y↑1

Hell Yes

Amy Blackwood

10w

Miss dancing to this

Ramiro Rico

3y↑7

Almost 2018

DarrenRauschGuitarVideos

Good song. I also like the cover Dope Stars Inc. did of this one.

Monica Benton

Love it

Miracle May

36w↑1

2020?

Djiby Sadio

love this song , listened it in 2009 and I don't know where I've found it but I didn't regret it

carla russell

Love it

Tuna Fish

Love this song

Mtzlflk 51

take me...break me!!

Rob Jodon

Ahhhh yes I got my fangs to this song thank you father sebastian in New York

fusiclamb

Hisssssss, Velcome!🧛‍♀️

Becky Epp

Always loved LAM

RLee Roberts

39w

Famous OLD SCHOOL L.A. goth underground LEGENDS
THEY MADE GBOWR for most albums sold by a band not signed to any major label

Luis Saavedra

Good shit is proud wherever it pass-

Denver Potts

awesome

AnimationTeam1

8y↑9

cuz its true Trad Goth. and its smooth

Vague Desire

48w↑1

This sounds like industrial rock lol

Martina Lee Gore

awesome song...

Deadly Nightshade

1y↑2

The sexiest song I know. 😍😍🖤

llstarlight

23w

seduction by way of surrender

Charles Long

Please help me I can not find my key's

Ramiro Rico

2017!!

S Scorpius

3y↑1

Boom

Kinezis Art Lab

2021... <3

Juan Marcelo Rojas

2y↑1

Temazo, lo mejor de esta banda

Corpus Callosum

27w↑1

Closer by NIN

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