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King Park
La Dispute Lyrics


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Another shooting on the southeast side
This a drive-by, mid-day
Outside of the bus stop, by Fuller and Franklin
Or near there, not far from the park
About a block from where the other shooting was last month
Or was it last week?
Shots were fired from an SUV heading northbound, Eastown
The target a rival but they didn't hit the target this time
They hit a kid we think had nothing to do with it
And I travel backwards through time and space and
I disintegrate, become invisible
I wanna see it where I couldn't when it happened
I wanna see it all first hand this time
I want to know what it felt like
So I float behind police lines
Reconstruct the scene in fragments of memories
I wanna know what his mother looked like up close
I wanna see her leaning over his body
So I float there, transcend time
I wanna capture it accurately
I wanna know what the color of the blood was
Spilling out from the tarp onto the concrete
I wanna write it all down so I can always remember
If you could see it up close how could you ever forget?
How senseless death, how precious life
I wanna be there when the bullet hit

And the crowd poured out as the shots drowned into siren sounds
Out of their houses now and over front yards
All the way up to the place where the police tape ran to mark the crime scene
Everybody trying to catch a glimpse of what was happening
Of what was going on between the ambulance and all the cop cars
Everybody gossiping, "Whose kid got hit? Where'd it hit him? And who could've fired it?"
Everybody wondering, "How did it happen again? And is he dead? These children. Our kids"
Everybody wondering how far they were from where the victims live
And I visit them, their houses
Inside my dream I visit them
My spirit, soaring high and high up over King Park
Leaves the crime scene, travels further back
Til far before the shooting
Through their windows
To their living rooms
I see them younger this time, playing games and doing homework
All these marks of youth soon transformed coldly into stone
For fights and stupid feuds
For ruins wrapped in gold
And cruelly I recall why I have come to find a reason
But there cannot be a reason, not for death
Not like this, not like this

Three days later they made funeral plans, the family
Three days later a mother had to bury her son

Not far away the shooter holed up in a hotel
Near to the highway with a friend and the gun
That same gun
He'd fled immediately but was identified by witnesses
His picture on TV, only 20 years old
They called him "Grandpa"
He was older than the others by a year
Maybe two
And he was safe for awhile until somebody saw him there
And notified the authorities
Who surrounded the hotel, first arresting an accomplice while attempting to flee
Then chasing him up the staircase to the floor where he'd stayed
He closed the door hard behind him
Locked himself in the room
They could've kicked in the door
But knew the gun was still with him
One he'd already used and so they feared what he'd do
I floated up through the window of a room to the west
I hovered out to the hallway, tried to listen in
I heard them trying to reason, get him to open the door
His uncle begging and pleading, half-collapsed to the floor
He preached of hope and forgiveness
Said, "There is always a chance to rectify what you've taken
Make your peace in the world"
I thought to slip through the door, I could've entered the room
I felt the burden of murder, it shook the earth to the core
Felt like the world was collapsing
Then we heard him speak
"Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I ever be forgiven cause I killed that kid?
It was an accident I swear it wasn't meant for him!
And if I turn it on me
If I even it out
Can I still get in or will they send me to hell?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?"
I left the hotel behind
Don't wanna know how it ends

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to La Dispute's King Park are a visceral and poignant portrayal of the aftermath of a shooting. The song begins with a description of the shooting, with the singer relaying details to the listener as if they were reporting on the event. However, their perspective quickly shifts, and they express a desire to go back in time and experience the shooting firsthand. The singer's obsession with the event is unsettling, as they want to know what the victim felt like and what their mother looked like as she stood over their body.


The focus then shifts to the community's reaction to the event. The song describes an effectively realistic and gut-wrenching image of the neighborhood pouring out of their houses and gossiping about what happened. The vividly emotional language brings the listener into the situation, and it's easy to picture oneself standing amongst the crowd, horrified by what they're witnessing. From there, the lyrics take a dreamlike turn, as the singer visits the homes of the people involved and witnesses their past lives as children. The song ends with a scene of the shooter in a hotel room, contemplating suicide as the singer looks on from outside, unable to intervene.


Line by Line Meaning

Another shooting on the southeast side
There has been another incident of gun violence on the southeastern part of town.


This a drive-by, mid-day
The shooting took place during the day while the shooter was driving by.


Outside of the bus stop, by Fuller and Franklin
The shooting happened near a bus stop located at the intersection of Fuller and Franklin streets.


Or near there, not far from the park
The incident occurred close to a park, not too far from the mentioned location.


About a block from where the other shooting was last month
The recent shooting took place approximately one block away from another shooting that occurred the previous month.


Or was it last week?
There's uncertainty regarding the timing of the other shooting, either last month or last week.


Shots were fired from an SUV heading northbound, Eastown
Gunshots were discharged from a sport utility vehicle driving towards the north of Eastown.


The target a rival but they didn't hit the target this time
The intended target was a rival, but they missed hitting them in this instance.


They hit a kid we think had nothing to do with it
Unfortunately, they hit an innocent child who we believe had no involvement in the situation.


And I travel backwards through time and space and
In the artist's imagination, they are able to travel back in time and space.


I disintegrate, become invisible
In this imaginative state, the singer disintegrates and becomes invisible.


I wanna see it where I couldn't when it happened
The artist desires to witness the event firsthand, which they were unable to do when it initially occurred.


I wanna see it all first hand this time
The singer yearns to witness the whole incident themselves.


I want to know what it felt like
There is a strong desire to understand and experience the emotions and sensations of the situation.


So I float behind police lines
The singer envisions themselves floating behind the barricades set up by the police.


Reconstruct the scene in fragments of memories
Through fragmented memories, the artist reconstructs the scene in their mind.


I wanna know what his mother looked like up close
The artist wishes to see the mother of the child who was shot up close.


I wanna see her leaning over his body
The singer desires to witness the mother leaning over the body of her deceased child.


So I float there, transcend time
Continuing the imaginative journey, the singer floats in that scene, transcending time.


I wanna capture it accurately
There is a strong desire to accurately capture the details of the scene.


I wanna know what the color of the blood was
The artist longs to know the specific color of the blood that spilled onto the concrete.


Spilling out from the tarp onto the concrete
The blood flowed from the covering onto the concrete.


I wanna write it all down so I can always remember
The singer intends to document every aspect of the incident to ensure they never forget.


If you could see it up close how could you ever forget?
The artist questions how one could possibly forget such a haunting sight and experience by witnessing it firsthand.


How senseless death, how precious life
The contrast between the meaningless loss of life and the value of every individual's existence is contemplated.


I wanna be there when the bullet hit
The singer desires to be present at the exact moment the bullet struck.


And the crowd poured out as the shots drowned into siren sounds
The sound of the gunshots was overwhelmed by the growing crowd and the wailing sirens.


Out of their houses now and over front yards
People, coming out of their homes, hurriedly made their way across their front yards.


All the way up to the place where the police tape ran to mark the crime scene
The curious onlookers proceeded towards the area where the police tape delineated the crime scene.


Everybody trying to catch a glimpse of what was happening
Everyone was attempting to get a quick look at the ongoing situation.


Of what was going on between the ambulance and all the cop cars
They were interested in understanding the events taking place amidst the presence of ambulances and police vehicles.


Everybody gossiping, 'Whose kid got hit? Where'd it hit him? And who could've fired it?'
Amongst themselves, people were engaging in speculative conversations about the identity of the child who got shot, the location of the injury, and the potential perpetrator.


Everybody wondering, 'How did it happen again? And is he dead? These children. Our kids'
There was a collective sense of astonishment and concern about another shooting incident, with a specific focus on the well-being of the children within the community.


Everybody wondering how far they were from where the victims live
Curiosity arose regarding the proximity of the witnesses to the residences of the victims.


And I visit them, their houses
The singer ventures into the homes of the victims in their imagination.


Inside my dream I visit them
The visitation occurs within the context of the artist's dream.


My spirit, soaring high and high up over King Park
The singer's spirit metaphorically ascends above King Park, the setting of the tragedy.


Leaves the crime scene, travels further back
The spirit departs from the crime scene and travels backward in time.


Til far before the shooting
The chronological journey takes the singer back to a time before the shooting occurred.


Through their windows
The artist observes the victims' houses by peering through their windows.


To their living rooms
The focus shifts to the living rooms within the houses.


I see them younger this time, playing games and doing homework
The inhabitants of the houses are envisioned as younger individuals engaging in innocent activities like playing games and doing homework.


All these marks of youth soon transformed coldly into stone
The youthful characteristics and behaviors eventually fade away, replaced by a sense of cold hardness or emotional detachment.


For fights and stupid feuds
The transformation is attributed to the conflicts and trivial arguments that arise over time.


For ruins wrapped in gold
The homes and lives of the individuals, once full of promise and potential, have become decaying ruins disguised by superficial appearances of wealth or success.


And cruelly I recall why I have come to find a reason
The artist cruelly remembers their purpose of seeking a reason or explanation for the tragedy.


But there cannot be a reason, not for death
Ultimately, the singer realizes that death cannot be justified or rationalized. It is devoid of reason.


Not like this, not like this
The tragic circumstances reinforce the notion that death should not occur in such a senseless manner.


Three days later they made funeral plans, the family
After three days, the family commenced making arrangements for the funeral.


Three days later a mother had to bury her son
Three days later, a grieving mother was forced to lay her child to rest.


Not far away the shooter holed up in a hotel
In close proximity, the shooter sought refuge in a hotel.


Near to the highway with a friend and the gun
The shooter's location was close to the highway, accompanied by a friend and the weapon used.


That same gun
Referring to the firearm used in the shooting.


He'd fled immediately but was identified by witnesses
The shooter quickly fled the scene but was recognized and identified by individuals who witnessed the incident.


His picture on TV, only 20 years old
The shooter's photograph was displayed on television, revealing that he was just 20 years old.


They called him 'Grandpa'
Despite his young age, the shooter was given the nickname 'Grandpa'.


He was older than the others by a year
The shooter was slightly older than the rest, approximately one year older.


Maybe two
There is a possibility that the age difference could be two years instead of one.


And he was safe for awhile until somebody saw him there
The shooter initially managed to evade capture and remained safe until someone spotted him in that location.


And notified the authorities
The witness promptly informed the authorities about the shooter's whereabouts.


Who surrounded the hotel, first arresting an accomplice while attempting to flee
Law enforcement officers encircled the hotel, apprehending an associate of the shooter who was caught in the act of trying to escape.


Then chasing him up the staircase to the floor where he'd stayed
The authorities pursued the shooter up the staircase, leading to the floor where he had been residing.


He closed the door hard behind him
Upon reaching his destination, the shooter forcefully closed the door behind him.


Locked himself in the room
The shooter secured himself within the room by locking the door.


They could've kicked in the door
The authorities had the option to forcefully break down the door.


But knew the gun was still with him
Considering that the shooter still had the firearm in his possession, the authorities opted for caution.


One he'd already used and so they feared what he'd do
Given that the shooter had already demonstrated a willingness to use the gun, the authorities were apprehensive about his potential actions.


I floated up through the window of a room to the west
The artist imagines ascending through a window of a room towards the west, looking in from outside the location.


I hovered out to the hallway, tried to listen in
The artist visualizes themselves hanging in the hallway, attempting to overhear the conversation taking place inside the room.


I heard them trying to reason, get him to open the door
The artist perceives the authorities attempting to engage in reasoning, pleading with the shooter to unlock the door.


His uncle begging and pleading, half-collapsed to the floor
The shooter's uncle is depicted as imploring and kneeling, partially collapsing onto the floor.


He preached of hope and forgiveness
The uncle delivered a sermon of hope and forgiveness.


Said, 'There is always a chance to rectify what you've taken
He conveyed the belief that there is always an opportunity to make amends for the harm one has caused.


Make your peace in the world'
The uncle emphasized the importance of finding personal peace within the world.


I thought to slip through the door, I could've entered the room
The singer contemplates the possibility of slipping through the door, gaining access to the room.


I felt the burden of murder, it shook the earth to the core
The weight of the act of murder is metaphorically experienced by the artist, causing a profound disturbance within them.


Felt like the world was collapsing
The artist's perception mirrors the feeling of the world crumbling and collapsing around them.


Then we heard him speak
At that moment, the group outside the room hears the shooter's voice.


'Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
The shooter voices a desperate question, inquiring about the possibility of entering heaven despite taking their own life.


Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
The same question is repeated, emphasizing the shooter's desperation and internal conflict.


Can I ever be forgiven cause I killed that kid?
The shooter wonders if there is any chance of forgiveness for their actions, specifically the killing of the innocent child.


It was an accident I swear it wasn't meant for him!
The shooter claims that the child's death was unintentional, asserting that their intentions were not directed towards the victim.


And if I turn it on me
The shooter contemplates the possibility of turning the gun on themself.


If I even it out
By taking their own life, the shooter contemplates the idea of balancing the scales.


Can I still get in or will they send me to hell?
The shooter questions whether they would still be able to enter heaven or if their actions would condemn them to hell.


Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
The shooter repeats the earlier question, seeking reassurance or guidance regarding eternal salvation.


I left the hotel behind
The singer mentally exits the scene at the hotel.


Don't wanna know how it ends
The artist deliberately avoids finding out the resolution or outcome of the situation.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Songtrust Ave
Written by: Jordan Lee Dreyer, Chad William Sterenberg, Bradley Ryen Vander Lugt, Adam David Vass, Kevin Scott Whittemore

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@finniedickerson720

The lyrics:

Another shooting on the southeast side, this a drive-by, mid-day
Outside of the bus stop, by Fuller and Franklin, or near there
Not far from the park
About a block from where the other shooting was last month
Or was it last week?
Shots were fired from an SUV heading northbound, Eastown
The target a rival but they didn't hit the target this time
They hit a kid we think had nothing to do with it
And I travel backwards through time and space
And I disintegrate, become invisible
I want to see it where I couldn't when it happened
I want to see it all first hand this time
I want to know what it felt like
So I float behind police lines
Reconstruct the scene in fragments of memories
I want to know what his mother looked like up close
I want to see her leaning over his body
So I float there, transcend time
I want to capture it accurately
I want to know what the color of the blood was
Spilling out from the tarp onto the concrete
I want to write it all down so I can always remember
If you could see it up close how could you ever forget?
How senseless death, how precious life
I want to be there when the bullet hit
And the crowd poured out as the shots drowned into siren sounds
Out of there houses now and over front yards
All the way up to the place where the police tape ran to mark the crime scene
Everybody trying to catch a glimpse of what was happening
Of what was going on between the ambulance and all the cop cars
Everybody gossiping
"Whose kid got hit? Where'd it hit him? And who could've fired it?"
Everybody wondering
"How did it happen again? And is he dead? These children, our kids."
Everybody wondering how far they were from where the victims lived
And I visit them, their houses, inside my dream I visit them
My spirit, soaring high and high up over King Park
Leaves the crime scene, travels further back till far before the shooting
Through their windows, to their living rooms
I see them younger this time, playing games and doing homework
All these marks of youth soon transformed coldly into stone
For fights and stupid feuds, for ruins wrapped in gold
And cruelly I recall why I have come to find a reason
But there cannot be a reason, not for death, not like this, not like this
Three days later they made funeral plans, the family
Three days later a mother had to bury her son
Not far away the shooter holed up in a hotel
Near to the highway with a friend and the gun, that same gun
He'd fled immediately but was identified by witnesses
His picture on TV, only 20 years old
They called him "Grandpa"
He was older than the others by a year, maybe two
And he was safe for awhile until somebody saw him there
And notified the authorities who surrounded the hotel
First arresting an accomplice while attempting to flee
Then chasing him up the staircase to the floor where he'd stayed
He closed the door hard behind him, locked himself in the room
They could've kicked in the door but knew the gun was still with him
One he'd already used and so they feared what he'd do
I floated up through the window of a room to the West
I hovered out to the hallway, tried to listen in
I heard them trying to reason, get him to open the door
His uncle begging and pleading, half-collapsed to the floor
He preached of hope and forgiveness
Said, "There is always a chance to rectify what you've taken, make your peace in the world."
I thought to slip through the door, I could've entered the room
I felt the burden of murder, it shook the earth to the core
Felt like the world was collapsing then we heard him speak
"Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I ever be forgiven 'cause I killed that kid?
It was an accident I swear it wasn't meant for him!
And if I turn it on me, if I even it out
Can I still get in or will they send me to hell?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?"
I left the hotel behind, don't want to know how it ends



@f8ml718

Greek lyrics

Ενας άλλος πυροβολισμός στη νοτιοανατολική πλευρά
Αυτό είναι ένα drive-by, στα μέσα της ημέρας
Έξω από τη στάση του λεωφορείου, από τους Fuller και Franklin
Ή κοντά εκεί, όχι μακριά από το πάρκο
Περίπου ένα μπλοκ από το σημείο όπου έγινε η άλλη λήψη τον περασμένο μήνα
Ή ήταν την περασμένη εβδομάδα;
Πυροβολήθηκαν πυροβολισμοί από ένα SUV που κατευθυνόταν βόρεια, Eastown
Ο στόχος ήταν αντίπαλος αλλά δεν χτύπησε τον στόχο αυτή τη φορά
Χτύπησαν ένα παιδί που πιστεύουμε ότι δεν είχε καμία σχέση με αυτό
Και ταξιδεύω προς τα πίσω μέσω του χρόνου και του χώρου και
Καταστρέφω, γίνονται αόρατα
Θέλω να το δω εκεί που δεν μπορούσα όταν συνέβη
Θέλω να τα δω όλα από πρώτο χέρι αυτή τη φορά
Θέλω να μάθω πώς ήταν
Έτσι επιπλέω πίσω από τις αστυνομικές γραμμές
Αναδημιουργήστε τη σκηνή σε θραύσματα αναμνήσεων
Θέλω να μάθω πώς ήταν η μητέρα του από κοντά
Θέλω να την δω να κλίνει πάνω από το σώμα του
Έτσι επιπλέω εκεί, υπερβαίνω το χρόνο
Θέλω να το καταγράψω με ακρίβεια
Θέλω να μάθω ποιο ήταν το χρώμα του αίματος
Διαρροή από το μουσαμά στο σκυρόδεμα
Θέλω να τα γράψω όλα για να θυμάμαι πάντα
Αν μπορούσατε να το δείτε από κοντά, πώς θα μπορούσατε να το ξεχάσετε;
Πόσο ανόητο θάνατο, πόσο πολύτιμη ζωή
Θέλω να είμαι εκεί όταν χτυπήθηκε η σφαίρα
Και το πλήθος χύθηκε καθώς οι πυροβολισμοί βυθίστηκαν σε σειρήνες
Από τα σπίτια τους τώρα και πάνω από τις μπροστινές αυλές
Μέχρι το σημείο όπου η αστυνομική ταινία έτρεξε για να σηματοδοτήσει τη σκηνή του εγκλήματος
Όλοι προσπαθούν να ρίξουν μια ματιά σε αυτό που συνέβαινε
Από ό, τι συνέβαινε μεταξύ του ασθενοφόρου και όλων των αυτοκινήτων αστυνομικών
Όλοι κουτσομπολεύουν, "Ποιο παιδί χτυπήθηκε; Πού τον χτύπησε; Και ποιος θα μπορούσε να το πυροβολήσει;"
Όλοι αναρωτιούνται, "Πώς συνέβη ξανά; Και είναι νεκρός; Αυτά τα παιδιά. Τα παιδιά μας"
Όλοι αναρωτιούνται πόσο μακριά ήταν από όπου ζουν τα θύματα
Και τους επισκέπτομαι, τα σπίτια τους
Μέσα στο όνειρό μου τα επισκέπτομαι
Το πνεύμα μου, ανεβαίνει ψηλά πάνω από το King Park
Φεύγει από τη σκηνή του εγκλήματος, ταξιδεύει πιο πίσω
Μέχρι πολύ πριν τα γυρίσματα
Μέσα από τα παράθυρά τους
Στα σαλόνια τους
Τους βλέπω νεότερους αυτή τη φορά, παίζοντας παιχνίδια και κάνοντας δουλειές στο σπίτι
Όλα αυτά τα σημάδια της νεολαίας σύντομα μετατράπηκαν κρύα σε πέτρα
Για μάχες και ηλίθιες διαμάχες
Για ερείπια τυλιγμένα σε χρυσό
Και σκληρά θυμάμαι γιατί ήρθα να βρω έναν λόγο
Αλλά δεν μπορεί να υπάρχει λόγος, όχι για θάνατο
Όχι έτσι, όχι έτσι
Τρεις μέρες αργότερα έκαναν σχέδια κηδείας, την οικογένεια
Τρεις μέρες αργότερα μια μητέρα έπρεπε να θάψει τον γιο της
Όχι πολύ μακριά ο σκοπευτής έκρυψε σε ένα ξενοδοχείο
Κοντά στον αυτοκινητόδρομο με έναν φίλο και το όπλο
Το ίδιο όπλο
Έφυγε αμέσως αλλά ταυτοποιήθηκε από μάρτυρες
Η φωτογραφία του στην τηλεόραση, μόλις 20 ετών
Τον ονόμασαν «παππού»
Ήταν μεγαλύτερος από τους άλλους ένα χρόνο
Ίσως δύο
Και ήταν ασφαλής για λίγο έως ότου κάποιος τον είδε εκεί
Και ενημέρωσε τις αρχές
Ποιος περιβάλλει το ξενοδοχείο, πρώτα συνέλαβε έναν συνεργό του ενώ προσπάθησε να φύγει
Τότε τον κυνηγούσε μέχρι τη σκάλα στο πάτωμα όπου έμεινε
Έκλεισε την πόρτα σκληρά πίσω του
Κλειδώθηκε στον χώρο
Θα μπορούσαν να κλωτσήσουν στην πόρτα
Αλλά ήξερε ότι το όπλο ήταν ακόμα μαζί του
Ένα που είχε ήδη χρησιμοποιήσει και έτσι φοβόταν τι θα έκανε
Πήγα πάνω από το παράθυρο ενός δωματίου προς τα δυτικά
Αιωρήθηκα στο διάδρομο, προσπάθησα να ακούσω
Τους άκουσα να προσπαθούν να λογοδοτήσουν, να τον ζητήσω να ανοίξει την πόρτα
Ο θείος του ικετεύτηκε και παρακαλούσε, κατέρρευσε μισά στο πάτωμα
Κήρυξε ελπίδα και συγχώρεση
Είπε, "Υπάρχει πάντα η ευκαιρία να διορθώσουμε αυτό που έχετε πάρει
Κάντε την ειρήνη σας στον κόσμο "
Σκέφτηκα να περάσω από την πόρτα, θα μπορούσα να μπήκα στο δωμάτιο
Ένιωσα το βάρος της δολοφονίας, κούνησε τη γη στον πυρήνα
Ένιωσα ότι ο κόσμος κατέρρευσε
Τότε τον ακούσαμε να μιλά
Μπορώ να μπω στον παράδεισο αν σκοτωθώ;
Μπορώ να μπω στον παράδεισο αν σκοτωθώ;
Μπορώ ποτέ να με συγχωρήσει γιατί σκότωσα αυτό το παιδί;
Ήταν ένα ατύχημα που ορκίζομαι ότι δεν προοριζόταν για αυτόν!
Και αν το ενεργοποιήσω
Αν το έκανα ακόμη
Μπορώ ακόμα να μπω ή θα με στείλουν στην κόλαση;
Μπορώ να μπω στον παράδεισο αν σκοτωθώ; "
Άφησα το ξενοδοχείο πίσω
Δεν θέλω να μάθω πώς τελειώνει



All comments from YouTube:

@ianckoerner

Just discovered this song and band today - which really surprised me because this is a genre of music I’ve always enjoyed so I don’t know how this band slipped under my radar. What I love about the lyrics, especially at the end, is that they somehow make the shooter a sympathetic character when he asks if he can still go to heaven after dying by suicide. It’s so desperate. He wants to atone for his crime of murder but still somehow wants to think that suicide would damn his soul forever and not the killing of a kid. As a listener I didn’t want the dude to end his life. I wanted him to face justice and “make his peace in the world” for what he did. It’s just such a beautiful and sad song.

@jule6369

i feel like he is asking if he can be forgiven by killing himself bc he is afraid of going to hell later for killing the kid.. maybe i'm being too optimistic about people (hope you understood me bc i'm french so my english isn't perfect)

@Inuyashafan2023

Shut up nerd

@rasukaru1594

@jule Yeah, i agree. He sings "If i even it out" at 6:36.

@_creeture_997

this hurts to hear and yet I continue to listen to it, it’s just so moving

@RT-qd8yl

Fucking same. I love this song so much but it reminds me of my dad killing himself and everytime I listen to it all the memories come flooding back at the end of the song. This song is like a gift and a curse to me. But I can't NOT listen to it.

@finniedickerson720

The lyrics:

Another shooting on the southeast side, this a drive-by, mid-day
Outside of the bus stop, by Fuller and Franklin, or near there
Not far from the park
About a block from where the other shooting was last month
Or was it last week?
Shots were fired from an SUV heading northbound, Eastown
The target a rival but they didn't hit the target this time
They hit a kid we think had nothing to do with it
And I travel backwards through time and space
And I disintegrate, become invisible
I want to see it where I couldn't when it happened
I want to see it all first hand this time
I want to know what it felt like
So I float behind police lines
Reconstruct the scene in fragments of memories
I want to know what his mother looked like up close
I want to see her leaning over his body
So I float there, transcend time
I want to capture it accurately
I want to know what the color of the blood was
Spilling out from the tarp onto the concrete
I want to write it all down so I can always remember
If you could see it up close how could you ever forget?
How senseless death, how precious life
I want to be there when the bullet hit
And the crowd poured out as the shots drowned into siren sounds
Out of there houses now and over front yards
All the way up to the place where the police tape ran to mark the crime scene
Everybody trying to catch a glimpse of what was happening
Of what was going on between the ambulance and all the cop cars
Everybody gossiping
"Whose kid got hit? Where'd it hit him? And who could've fired it?"
Everybody wondering
"How did it happen again? And is he dead? These children, our kids."
Everybody wondering how far they were from where the victims lived
And I visit them, their houses, inside my dream I visit them
My spirit, soaring high and high up over King Park
Leaves the crime scene, travels further back till far before the shooting
Through their windows, to their living rooms
I see them younger this time, playing games and doing homework
All these marks of youth soon transformed coldly into stone
For fights and stupid feuds, for ruins wrapped in gold
And cruelly I recall why I have come to find a reason
But there cannot be a reason, not for death, not like this, not like this
Three days later they made funeral plans, the family
Three days later a mother had to bury her son
Not far away the shooter holed up in a hotel
Near to the highway with a friend and the gun, that same gun
He'd fled immediately but was identified by witnesses
His picture on TV, only 20 years old
They called him "Grandpa"
He was older than the others by a year, maybe two
And he was safe for awhile until somebody saw him there
And notified the authorities who surrounded the hotel
First arresting an accomplice while attempting to flee
Then chasing him up the staircase to the floor where he'd stayed
He closed the door hard behind him, locked himself in the room
They could've kicked in the door but knew the gun was still with him
One he'd already used and so they feared what he'd do
I floated up through the window of a room to the West
I hovered out to the hallway, tried to listen in
I heard them trying to reason, get him to open the door
His uncle begging and pleading, half-collapsed to the floor
He preached of hope and forgiveness
Said, "There is always a chance to rectify what you've taken, make your peace in the world."
I thought to slip through the door, I could've entered the room
I felt the burden of murder, it shook the earth to the core
Felt like the world was collapsing then we heard him speak
"Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I ever be forgiven 'cause I killed that kid?
It was an accident I swear it wasn't meant for him!
And if I turn it on me, if I even it out
Can I still get in or will they send me to hell?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?"
I left the hotel behind, don't want to know how it ends

@swestgymnast22

I've listened to this song probably hundreds of times by now, and still get chills every time.

@storm_cl0uds239

Honestly- this hits hard! Im gonna go listen to other songs but despite this being relevantly old its still very well made!!

The fact that it tells of a tale through the eyes of the actual victim, the desperation of the murderer and uncle is very portrayed excellently.

We often told about murder and things like that happening but we dont care cause it doesnt offend us maybe a “aw thats sad” but the song brings out how impactful that could be.
And with the music intensifying in the background it really makes us seem like we’re reliving the whole situation and it’s absolutely amazing considering that were only listening to it we arent having any lictures or stuff its honestly very impressive!! And the lyrucs themselves are impactful.

@DEATHWXIIISH

why does it matter if this song is old or not lol kind of a stupid statement

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