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Suicidal Thoughts
The Notorious B.I.G. Lyrics

Hello? Aw shit, nigga
What the fuck time is it, man?
Oh goddamn, nigga
Do you know what time it is?
Aw shit, what the fuck's goin' on? You aight?
Nigga, what the fuck is wrong with you?

When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
'Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven with the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Timbs and black hoodies
God'll prob'ly have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin' my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies, loungin' in paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice (You talkin' some crazy shit now, nigga)
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wish she got a fuckin' abortion
She don't even love me like she did when I was younger (Get a hold of yourself, nigga)
Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin' hunger
I wonder, if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
My baby mother's eight months, her little sister's two
Who's to blame for both of them? (Nah, nigga, not you)
I swear to God I want to just slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit (Nigga, what the fuck?)
And squeeze until the bed's completely red (It's too late for this shit, man)
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fuckin' buddha head
The stress is buildin' up, I can't, I can't believe (Yo, I'm on my way over there, man)
Suicide's on my fuckin' mind, I wanna leave
I swear to God I feel like death is fuckin' callin' me
But nah, you wouldn't understand (Nigga, talk to me please, man)
You see it's kinda like the crack did to Pookie in New Jack
Except when I cross over, there ain't no comin' back (Yo, I'ma call you when I get in the car)
Should I die on the train track like Ramo in Beat Street?
People at the funeral frontin' like they miss me (Ayo, where your girl at, man?)
My baby mama kiss me, but she glad I'm gone (Yo, put your girl on the phone, nigga)
She know me and her sister had somethin' goin' on
I reach my peak, I can't speak (Ayo, you listenin' to me, motherfucker?)
Call my nigga Chic, tell him that my will is weak (Ayo, c'mon, nigga)
I'm sick of niggas lyin', I'm sick of bitches hawkin'
Matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin'
(Ayo, Big, ayo, Big)

Please hang up, and try your call again
Please hang up, this is a recording

Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: Christopher Wallace, Robert Hall

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Life sucks.
People suck.
Many feel the same.
Doesn’t make it better.
In a time where we fight against separation, I’ve never felt so separated.

Help is around the corner.
That’s hard for a paralysed person to make that distance.

Life doesn’t stop.
Life doesn’t wait.
It’s so divided.

Gen-Z expects perfection.
Perfection is a blind person’s vision.

We hate the pain we are given.
That’s the price we pay for being overpopulated with opinion.

All I can say dude,


It’s not worth it. We know reality sucks yet we expect death to be better. There’s a huge chance it’s worse.

It seems impossible to live but it passes. I know that’s agonising to hear, but this universe is huge - everything’s possible. Even if everything feels lost.

Please... don’t - life is something that does indeed suck and it’s pure hell but I guess that’s it, I made it through the pain. It took years, at the start I didn’t see a way out. Yet I made it? I think.

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And yall say these new rappers are emo. Biggie been spittin pain since the 90s

luis cruz

This is just one song you stupid fuck lmao

Jelly fox

@Biskit they're not real, and plus a morning rappers say stuff worse than this, not saying biggie didn't go through anything, but a lot of modern rappers are depressed too

Jelly fox

@RENEEVELLER mf that's not emo💀


y'all comparing big to a modern emo rapper. go play pokémon cards hip hop has enough imposters

Don jadda

@Biskit you sound butthurt u need to clean your energy

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Song is honestly a literal representation of how badly so many of us feel. Honestly so poetic in my opinion. But so many will hate it cos of toxic positivity


The relatable lyrics about death and suicide is why $uicideboy$ are huge right now. And biggy was doing this 30 years ago.

Chase Manhattan

I hope God dies


I really respect for biggie for making and releasing this song. Listening to it now and soaking it in, this is really the darkest and scariest rap song I can think of. He made the best “horrorcore” song ever to come out at that point without even meaning to. The horrorcore I know is not really scary because you know it’s fantasy, this feels like a real glimpse into the headspace of an actively suicidal person, and he must’ve really felt all this shit at some point it feels too real

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