戸惑いトレイン
安野希世乃 Lyrics

The lyrics of 安野希世乃's song 戸惑いトレイン depict the emotions and thoughts of the singer as she embarks on a journey on a train. She expresses her curiosity about where the train will take her and hopes it will transport her to a distant dream destination. As she looks out of the window, she is fascinated by the dancing and sparkling sunlight that spills through, accompanied by the excited dust particles. She observes the rapidly passing scenery and realizes that it feels like flipping through a slideshow of memories and future possibilities. The never-ending curve of the tracks symbolizes the uncertainties and challenges that lie ahead. The singer reflects on her stubbornness to always stay on a straight path but acknowledges that the golden sun and melting sky resemble the color of love, which she realizes she has been mistaken about. The confusion she feels is represented by the term "戸惑いトレイン" (Tomadoi Train) which translates to "Perplexed Train." However, the singer is determined to keep moving forward, supported by the seat pushing against her back. She has made the decision not to cry and clings to her determination even though deep down she is more timid than she appears. She does not want to use the ticket for the return journey, indicating a commitment to her chosen direction. As the train enters a dark tunnel, she questions whether she should allow herself to be lost but quickly reassures herself that it's not necessary. The passing sodium lamp meteor shower gets caught in her teardrops and eyelashes, adding to the emotional atmosphere. Despite the weight of the baggage she carries, both metaphorically and literally, the singer continues to dream every day. She reassures herself that she is making progress and that it's okay to move forward. She longingly gazes out of the window, hoping to catch a glimpse of something that is no longer visible. The lyrics highlight the interconnectedness between the present moment and past memories, with the line "現在地点と思い出つないで" (Connecting the current point with memories). The singer embraces the expanding route map, suggesting that there is no final destination in sight, particularly for the future she envisions. The song concludes with the determination to live and make a home in the present moment.