Shiawase no Kane ga Narihibiki Boku ha Tada Kanashii Furi wo Suru
BLANKEY JET CITY Lyrics

The first paragraph of the lyrics expresses the turmoil and complexity of the singer's inner self. They admit to having a "bad heart" and feeling like a rare creature among others. The singer rejects the idea of restraint and welcomes contempt from others without hesitation. They yearn to be hurt by someone, asking if anyone will wound them deeply enough that they can never fully recover. The singer rejects the idea of love, stating clearly that they do not need it and are content with the coldness in their heart. As they gaze out of the window aimlessly, they feel like they are on the brink of forgetting even the basic act of being alive. The ringing of the bell of happiness in the background serves as a stark contrast to the singer's internal sadness, as they continue to pretend to be miserable.

The second paragraph describes a distressing scene where a peaceful dove has overwhelmed a small child. The struggling child is on the verge of suffocation, and the panicked mother resorts to swinging a bat in an attempt to free her child. The situation escalates as an animal welfare organization arrives, brandishing handcuffs and shaking them as they rush to the scene in a bus. This chaotic and violent scene serves as a metaphor for the singer's inner turmoil and their desire for someone to inflict pain upon them in a way that leads them to an irreversible state of brokenness.

The repeated plea for someone to hurt the singer to the point of no return reflects a deep desire for catharsis and release from their emotional burdens. The singer feels a growing sense of strength in their numbness and detachment, indicating a willingness to endure even greater pain in search of profound transformation. Despite the symbolic tolling of the bell of happiness in the background, the singer continues to play a role by pretending to be sad amidst the cacophony of conflicting emotions and experiences. This juxtaposition of external joy and internal sorrow underscores the singer's inner conflict and their struggle to reconcile their inner darkness with societal expectations of happiness and contentment.