I'll Just Pretend
Buddy Holly Lyrics


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You spurned the love I gave you darling
A love you once was proud to own
You found someone who you love better
And in my Dreams I walk alone

I'll just pretend that I don't love you
I'll just pretend that I don't care
And when I meet you face to face dear
I'll turn my head I'll just pretend

Those happy hours we spent together
Forever in my heart will live
That's all I have for each tomorrow
For we will never meet again

I'll try my best to forget you
To love you now is such a sin




And as I'm facing all my fears, dear
They'll understand I won't pretend

Overall Meaning

In this song, Buddy Holly is singing about a lost love. He loved someone deeply but, unfortunately, that person left him for another lover. Even though he is alone now, he cannot get over the fact that he was once happy with that person. They had many happy moments, and he will always remember them in his heart. However, he has to pretend that he doesn't care anymore, especially when he faces that person in person. Holly is trying to forget his love, but it is not easy for him as he still feels a strong connection with that person. He is afraid of facing his fear of losing the person he once loved, but he is determined not to pretend anymore, and to face up to his true feelings.


Line by Line Meaning

You spurned the love I gave you darling
You rejected the love I offered you, my dear


A love you once was proud to own
You were once happy to have my love


You found someone who you love better
You found another person that you love more than me


And in my Dreams I walk alone
In my dreams, I am alone without you


I'll just pretend that I don't love you
I will act like I don't have feelings for you anymore


I'll just pretend that I don't care
I will pretend that I am indifferent towards you


And when I meet you face to face dear
And if I see you in person, my love


I'll turn my head I'll just pretend
I'll avoid looking at you and pretend like you're not there


Those happy hours we spent together
The joyful moments we shared will always be remembered


Forever in my heart will live
Those memories will stay with me always


That's all I have for each tomorrow
Those memories are all I have to look forward to


For we will never meet again
Because we will never see each other again


I'll try my best to forget you
I will do my best to erase you from my mind


To love you now is such a sin
It feels wrong to love you now


And as I'm facing all my fears, dear
As I confront all of my anxieties, my love


They'll understand I won't pretend
Others will know that I am not pretending anymore




Writer(s): Jessie Mae Martin

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