Dying Inside To Hold You
Darren Espanto Lyrics

It's turning out just another day
Another ordinary day has begun.

I took a shower and I went on my way
I started my day with a shower and went about my routine.

I stopped there as usual
I stopped at my usual spot, like I usually do.

Had a coffee and pie
I had some coffee and pie as my regular routine continued.

When I turned to leave
As I was about to leave the place,

I couldn't believe my eyes
I saw something that was hard to fathom.

Standing there I didn't know what to say
I was left speechless as I stood there.

Without one touch we stood there face to face
We were facing each other without any physical contact.

And I was dying inside to hold you
I was longing to hold you so badly, it was painful.

I couldn't believe what I felt for you
I was in disbelief of the deep emotions I felt for you.

Dying inside, I was dying inside
The intense longing to hold you was overwhelming and I felt like I was slowly dying.

But I couldn't bring myself to touch you
Despite my strong desire to touch you, I couldn't muster the courage to do it.

You said hello then you asked my name
You initiated our conversation by greeting me and asking for my name.

I didn't know if I should go all the way
I was unsure whether I should fully commit to the conversation.

Inside I felt my life have really changed
My life felt like it had taken a drastic turn within, for the better.

I knew that it would never be the same
I was aware that things would never be the same again.

First time looked away when I whispered your name
I had to look away the first time I whispered your name to myself because of the depth of my emotions.

One hello changed my life
A simple greeting from you transformed my life forever.

I didn't believe in love at first sight
I had always been skeptical of the idea of falling in love at first sight.

But you've shown me what is life
You have taught me the meaning of true love and have given my life greater purpose.

And now I know my love (I know it's coming right)
I am sure of my feelings for you and that our love is meant to be.

And I was dying inside to hold you
I continued to feel the intense urge to hold you close.

I couldn't believe what I felt for you
I was still in disbelief of the strength of my love for you.

Dying inside, I was dying inside
My feelings of desperation to be with you were becoming unbearable.

But I couldn't bring myself to touch you
I was still hesitant to take the risk and make a move towards you.