Amazing
Ed Sheeran Lyrics


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I caught a sickness and they don't know the name of it
I flew to Paris trying to get away, mh
I drown my sadness, embarrassed by the shame of it
But all it seems to do is magnify the pain
I wish I was a strong boy, head in the sand
If I were them, I would be the man
And my lips are searching for what happiness is
I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing
Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and
Yeah, wish I could feel amazing
But this is all that I can feel today

I tore the page and I put all of my weight on it
So I could stop it trying to blow away, mh
The darkest days, well, I got all I could take from 'em
Starting to think it'll never change
I see my life is planned in front of me
And I don't need to do a thing just because I can
And my friends are talking like, "What's happened to him?"
I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again and

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing
Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and
Yeah, wish I could feel amazing
But this is all that I can feel today, and
Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing
Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and
Yeah, wish I could feel amazing
But this is all that I can feel today

I'm trying to think, at the same time trying to say something
Can't switch off my brain so don't meditate
Every time I crack a smile I can sense another tear coming
That's kinda weird, but what can I say?
I know I'm on the edge and one push of the wind
Will send me flying deep into the unknown
I guess this is the time to let 'em all in
'Cause nothing is worse than when you hit the low, and

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing
Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and
Yeah, wish I could feel amazing
But this is all that I can feel today, and

Yeah, I'm trying to feel amazing
Yeah, but I can't get out of my way, and
Yeah, wish I could feel amazing
But this is all that I can feel today, yeah




Yeah, this is all that I can feel today
Yeah, this is all that I can feel today

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Ed Sheeran's song "Amazing" convey a sense of inner struggle and emotional turmoil. The singer is grappling with an unidentified sickness, both physically and emotionally. The reference to flying to Paris implies a search for escape from the pain, while drowning the sadness and feeling shame only seems to intensify the suffering.


The lyrics express a longing to be strong and bury the emotions, wishing to adopt a mindset of ignorance and denial. The search for happiness is described as a desperate pursuit, with the singer dragging their feet just to find a semblance of relief. The repeated phrase "I'm trying to feel amazing" reflects a relentless attempt to break through the barriers of pain and emerge into a state of euphoria. However, despite the efforts, the singer remains trapped in their current emotional state, unable to fully experience the desired sense of amazingness.


The second verse continues the theme of struggle and endurance. Tearing the page and putting weight on it represents an attempt to anchor oneself and resist being carried away by the challenges faced. The darkest days have taken their toll, and the singer questions if things will ever change. There is a sense of resignation and acceptance of a predetermined or planned life, highlighted by the line "My life is planned in front of me, And I don't need to do a thing just because I can." The lyrics also mention the concern of friends, questioning the changes they have observed in the singer.


The final verse delves deeper into the singer's mental state. The constant racing of thoughts and difficulty in finding peace through meditation is mentioned. The juxtaposition of cracking a smile and sensing another tear coming suggests a complex emotional landscape, where moments of happiness are tinged with the anticipation of more pain. The singer acknowledges being on the edge and emphasizes the vulnerability of being easily pushed into the unknown. Finally, there is a realization that this may be the time to open up, to let others in, because being at the lowest point is a reminder that nothing is worse.


Overall, the lyrics of "Amazing" depict an internal struggle to find happiness and escape from pain, while also acknowledging the complexities and uncertainties of emotional well-being.


Line by Line Meaning

I caught a sickness and they don't know the name of it
I have been afflicted by an unknown illness


I flew to Paris trying to get away, mh
I traveled to Paris in an attempt to escape


I drown my sadness, embarrassed by the shame of it
I suppress my sorrow, feeling ashamed of it


But all it seems to do is magnify the pain
Unfortunately, it only intensifies the anguish


I wish I was a strong boy, head in the sand
I long to be a resolute individual, ignorant of reality


If I were them, I would be the man
If I were in their position, I would handle it better


And my lips are searching for what happiness is
I am desperately seeking to understand true joy


I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again
I'm struggling to move forward and find solace


I tore the page and I put all of my weight on it
I ripped out the page and burdened myself with its weight


So I could stop it trying to blow away, mh
To prevent it from being blown away by the wind


The darkest days, well, I got all I could take from 'em
I endured the most difficult times to my fullest capacity


Starting to think it'll never change
Beginning to believe that things won't improve


I see my life is planned in front of me
I perceive my future to be predetermined


And I don't need to do a thing just because I can
There is no obligation for me to act, despite having the ability


And my friends are talking like, 'What's happened to him?'
My friends are wondering what has caused this change in me


I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again and
I'm struggling to find my footing and regain my composure


I'm trying to think, at the same time trying to say something
I am attempting to process my thoughts while expressing myself


Can't switch off my brain so don't meditate
I am unable to quiet my mind, so meditation doesn't help


Every time I crack a smile I can sense another tear coming
Whenever I manage to smile, I feel another tear welling up


That's kinda weird, but what can I say?
It may be strange, but I can't explain it


I know I'm on the edge and one push of the wind
I am aware I am on the brink, and a small trigger


Will send me flying deep into the unknown
Could easily propel me into the unfamiliar and uncertain


I guess this is the time to let 'em all in
Perhaps now is the moment to open up to others


'Cause nothing is worse than when you hit the low, and
Because hitting rock bottom is the most dreadful experience


Yeah, this is all that I can feel today
Yes, this is the extent of my emotions right now




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Aaron Dessner, Ed Sheeran

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Comments from YouTube:

Jeaneth

"Wish I could feel amazing
But this is all that I can feel today."

And that's okay, surviving is a victory in itself. Thank you for putting out relatable, comforting songs, Ed.

Anna Spitz

Exactly!!! I feel like I've been in surviving mode and I don't know when I'll feel steady, but Ed makes le feel less lonely in that thanks to his music

Albert Alfaro

Isn’t it amazing how Ed is making our night better with this new album? 😻

Samantha Ferreira

Yeah 🤩🤩🤩

Alas

It is <3

RubyLav

Quite literally coz rn it’s 5am, can’t sleep, so might aswell listen to Ed

highlightsvideopro

I'm trying to feel amazing but this is all I can feel today.

kleine salzfee

Not only the night!😊

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Sarah Jane

I’ve never felt more connected to a song. I absolutely love Ed Sheeran

Antonio Santos

I needed this song so bad, it's been a difficult month and this songs is literally how I feel lately

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