Upon the band's formation, they released one extended play (EP) in 2007, titled This Is Your Way Out, and shortly after, the group underwent significant line-up and sound changes, dropping their metalcore influence and leaning towards a more rock sound. The band released their debut studio album, Relativity (2008), which featured vocalist Jonny Craig and rhythm guitarist Jonas Ladekjaer. Their second studio album, Emarosa, was released in June 2010, to critical acclaim, and was Craig's final album with the group.
Following Craig's departure, the band toured briefly with a fill-in vocalist before entering a period of inactivity. Eventually, Craig was formally replaced by Walden. Emarosa then released their third studio album, Versus, on September 9, 2014, which peaked at No. 61 in the Billboard 200. The band signed to Hopeless Records and released their fourth and fifth studio albums, 131 (2016) and Peach Club (2019). A sixth, Sting, is set for release in January 2023.
===Current members===
ER White – lead guitar (2006–present); rhythm guitar (2014–2016, 2022–present); bass (2022–present)
Bradley Walden – lead vocals (2013–present)
===Past members===
Chris Roberts – lead vocals (2006)
Mike Bryant – rhythm guitar (2006)
Chris Roetter – lead vocals (2006–2007)
Madison Stolzer – rhythm guitar (2006–2007)
Jonny Craig – lead vocals (2007–2011)
Lukas Koszewski – drums (2006–2014)
Jonas Ladekjaer – rhythm guitar (2007–2014)
Will Sowers – bass (2006–2016)
Jordan Stewart – keyboards (2006–2018)
Matthew Marcellus – rhythm guitar, backing vocals (2016–2022; touring member 2014–2016)
Robert Joffred – bass, backing vocals (2018–2022; touring member 2016–2018)
The Weight Of Love Blinds Eyes
Emarosa Lyrics
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But I'm lonely when I'm not alone.
And obviously there's no danger in having hope,
Having hope in anyone but me.
On a better day, I would be way more awake.
Falling off, I'm losing faith.
If it's all the same, I will just take my things anyway.
If this is love, if this is love,
Then I would run far, run fast, from me.
Forgive me if I leave the keys.
I knew I would let you down.
I'd betray your confidence, how much do you trust me now?
No.
Well everyone else here sees, your eyes they can't perceive me.
I hate the sound of your voice, cause it still haunts me like a ghost.
But I know that I'm to blame, cause I've never been anyone else.
But I'm not numb cause I'm lying awake,
Cause I know I'll never change.
If this is love, if this is love,
Then I would run far, run fast, from me.
I never said I was an angel.
There's a simple explanation for it all.
It's all my fault.
The snow melts away, I'm close to the ending now.
I don't want to be saved.
If this is love, if this is love,
Then I would run far, run fast, from me.
Forgive me if I leave the keys.
The lyrics of Emarosa's The Weight Of Love Blinds Eyes reflect on a character that struggles with identity and self-doubt. It appears that this person wants to be someone else besides themselves, and they believe that feeling lonely even when in the company of others is an indication that something is amiss. In trying to improve their circumstances, they have hope in others but not themselves, which speaks to their lack of self-confidence. They fear that they will let others down, and this fear is greater than their fear of being alone. The idea of love is also present, but the character seems to view it as something that will only cause them to run away, as they feel they are unworthy of it. The song is an introspective reflection on self-loathing, anxiety and fear.
One interpretation of the lyrics is particularly poignant in the chorus. The line, "If this is love, if this is love, then I would run far, run fast, from me" communicates the idea that the character is both afraid to love someone else and to love themselves. By running away from love, the character is refusing to accept the possibility of loving themselves. This fear of love, coupled with a fear of self, compels the character to distance themselves from others and question their own existence. The song's conclusion expresses the feeling that the character is so flawed that they are beyond redemption, and they do not want to be saved.
Line by Line Meaning
I wanted to believe that I could be anyone.
Despite my insecurities, I yearned for a sense of self that transcends my current identity.
But I'm lonely when I'm not alone.
Paradoxically, I feel a sense of isolation even when surrounded by others.
And obviously there's no danger in having hope, Having hope in anyone but me.
I recognize that placing my faith in others is a safer bet than believing in myself.
On a better day, I would be way more awake.
In a more positive state of mind, I would be more alert and aware.
Falling off, I'm losing faith.
My confidence is dwindling and I feel as though I'm failing.
If it's all the same, I will just take my things anyway.
Regardless of the consequences, I feel compelled to collect my belongings and leave.
If this is love, if this is love, Then I would run far, run fast, from me.
The version of 'love' I embody is toxic and destructive, prompting me to distance myself from it altogether.
Forgive me if I leave the keys.
Please understand that my departure is a necessary step towards my self-preservation.
I knew I would let you down.
I was well-aware of my tendencies to disappoint and betray, but I felt powerless to prevent it.
I'd betray your confidence, how much do you trust me now?
My actions have sabotaged the trust we once shared, leaving the depth of your faith in me in question.
Well everyone else here sees, your eyes they can't perceive me.
Despite my efforts to fit in, you're the only one who sees me for who I truly am, and that threatens me.
I hate the sound of your voice, cause it still haunts me like a ghost.
Your words still reverberate in my mind, fueling my self-doubts and insecurities.
But I know that I'm to blame, cause I've never been anyone else.
Ultimately, I am responsible for my own shortcomings and limitations - I can't blame anyone else for them.
But I'm not numb cause I'm lying awake, Cause I know I'll never change.
My restlessness and inability to transform are preventing me from being complacent and indifferent.
I never said I was an angel.
I don't claim to be perfect or virtuous.
There's a simple explanation for it all.
My problems and flaws can be easily attributed to my own character and tendencies.
It's all my fault.
I take full responsibility for my actions and their consequences.
The snow melts away, I'm close to the ending now.
As the winter thaws and transitions to spring, I feel as though my story is reaching its conclusion.
I don't want to be saved.
I recognize that I can't be 'fixed' or 'cured' - my struggles are my own to bear.
Contributed by Camilla G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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"I Still Feel Her (Part I)"
Now I’m passing every street light with ease
the street signs are much too dark to even pretend I’ve been here before
where is your hand to guide me close by mine not a dead end no not this
This road goes for miles with no sign
will she be waiting to pull me off to the side
will she be waiting to pull me off to the side
Lost in a one track mind stalking the chance to take us alive
She can’t be much further as the day dies the sun fades into my eyes
she floats around inside my empty head searching for....
Her touch stills move my hair the smell is so faint but it must be the one
my bones ache from the cold
No one could predict that I would ever get this far (for so long)
Do I have the strength to go on
snow begins to fill my hair but still I press on.
Her touch still moves my hair the smell is so faint but it must be the one.
her touch still moves my hair.
my bones ache from the cold.
No one could predict that I would ever get this far (for so long)
She’s waiting, I feel her, she’s waiting. At the...
@lMKGl
April, 23' still listen to this Album! Love it.. ♥
@modelhyp1
"But I'm lonely when I'm not alone" always felt that way. 2019 still loving this album
@noahp4261
2021 still loving it. I bet you are too. Hope 2021 is going well for you.
@jennycosby3070
I swore I liked this comment. I see it wasn't. turns out I'm on my girl's account 😜 double likes f it
@tamikaham9401
Here in 2024
@Silent__K
The lines "I knew I would let you down, I'll betray your confidence, how much do you trust me now?" is eerily fitting to the recent situation with his now former band Slaves
@henglish3398
That mindset is universal. If you truly believe that, it will happen in nearly every situation in your life. I love this song because I feel like it really does represent Jonny and stands for everything that I feel like I can relate to in his music. There's been many times when I've been a very little person, and obviously he has too.
@imnotchrisrock
I’m out the loop what happened?
@herrlosse
September 2023 - still love Jonny <3
@JoshTeet1
Beyond every damn band I hear... Stands a man, with a band that consistently gives me goosebumps, you know the kind, when you hear someone kill it vocally that kinda brings tears to your eyes? To this day I dont care what vices you were consumed in Mr. Craig. Emarosa is perfect.