That same year he teamed up with Detroit natives TnT and Mastamind and formed the group Natas, whose controversial debut Life After Death has been blamed for the suicide of a Tennessee youth. After another EP released in 1992 entitled Hellter Skkkelter dropped, Esham's most recognized and most controversial album 1993's KKKill the Fetus hit stores. The cover of this album depicted an unborn fetus and the title track was a song explaining why unfit, drug addicted mothers should chose abortion over birth. Esham followed up with Natas' Blaz4me and another solo Closed Casket. This was all a prelude to another controversial release, Doubelievengod. Tracks such as "Pop Pop", "Sunday School", and "Heaven" set an unprecedented mark for evilness in rap music. Esham later released his final album on RLP, Dead Flowerz. This was a transitional period into Esham's new Gothom label. Bruce Wayne/Gothom City introduced the world to the new age Esham. After this release the head nodding, trunk rattling Multikillionaire was released.
After a 2-year break, E hit the scene with the colorful Mail Dominance CD. This CD had everything from slow jams, retrospectives on lost ones, wickedness, to 50's samples. The next release is what many feel was the critically acclaimed WWW.com. In 2001, Esham released what would become his smoothest album, Tongues. Followed by Natas 6th release Godlike. Esham resume of albums includes 10 full albums, 4 EPs, 3 greatest hits compilations, and 6 releases with Natas. Not to mention working with and producing for Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, Ghetto E, Kool Keith, Insane Clown Posse, and the Dayton Family. From 1989 to 2005, Esham has given fans his heavy doses of Reel Life, Heavy Mental music. Esham truly revolutionized Detroit's rap sound and is a local legend.
Eminem has listed Esham as an influence, as he mentions on his debut album, The Slim Shady LP. Esham's next album, A1 Yola, was released April 19th, 2005 by Psychopathic Records. Included with the album was also a DVD with videos to every song, making Esham the first artist to make a music video for every song on an album. Towards the end of 2005 Esham could no longer be a part of Psychopathic Records. His last concert under the label was at the 5th Annual Gathering of the Juggalos. He contributed to the Soopa Villainz project and later left. The split was on bad terms according to acidrap.com. The reason, also according to acidrap.com, was that Psychopathic Records did not allow him to use the name The Unholy,The Black Devil or the group NATAS. Athough bitterness was expressed by both parties directly after the split, Esham and Psychopathic have since publicly apoligized to one another, and stated that any past grievances are water under the bridge.
On June 6, 2006 (6/6/06) Esham released the Judgement Day box set, Rap's first $100 box set, available only through the Natas website. This set includes Judgement Day Vol.1 and 2, the previously unreleased Judgement Day Vol.3 and 4, a new 6 track Esham EP, and a DVD featuring concert footage from '04. Only 1,000 have been produced.
My Last Words
Esham Lyrics
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Mind of a psycho funk I sell
The you-N-H-O-L-why just as well
I think I gotta buzz from the quart of Champelle
Time to get wicked watch me kick it
And I'm a throw it in your face until your sick of it
You see the radio won't play my music
If I say suck my dick they refuse it
Fuck 107.5 and channel 62
Fuck the new dance show also
"I'm sick of that shit, listen to the hit"
And any motherfucker who doubts me
Close your mouth 'cause you don't know shit about me
I got a whole new attitude, I still get rude
I still kick wicked shit and I ain't changin' shit
Fuck censorship I say suck my dick
Back to back with a ho and a bitch
And all y'all suckas can suck my balls
And if I'm goin' to hell, I'm goin' out sayin' fuck y'all
(CHORUS)(4x)
Yeah I got some last words
Fuck all y'all
Bitches, niggaz, parents, teachers
The radio, the church house, and the preacher
Suck my dick till I die
You think I give a fuck if I make your grandma cry
Bitch get real, 'cause I'm a get ill
Some nigga tryin' to dis me? Now be for real
I got the funk I flow, just to fuck ya ho
And I'm cold gettin' pussy 'cause your bitch said so
Fuck Reverend Night, while I rock the mic
Better lock your doors on devil's night
'Cause I'm a crucafix and let loose the mix
And for the punks who don't like me let loose my dick
Turn the noise up and watch me tear it up
And if ya ain't singin' with me shut the fuck up
I'm gonna make ya holler, while I clock big dollars
While your bitch is cold screamin' my name, yes y'all
For all y'all hopin' for my downfall
Fuck all y'all
(CHORUS)
On your FM band, I get banned off the radio dial
I get buck wild, now I gotta style
That just won't quit
And if you don't like it just suck my dick
The you-N-H-O-L-why son of a bitch
Cold holdin' my dick 'cause I'm doin' this shit
How this shit be done rappin' son of a gun
You said you saw me with the devil, but I ain't the one
So try to fess me, or even test me
But fuck you and Elvis Presley
I'm sick of that dead motherfucker let him die
Everybody always comin' with an alibi
Now they say he ain't dead, he livin' in Texas
When all the bitches on the planet think I'm sexist
Fuck Elvis Presley he can suck my nuts yes
What he meant to you, I give a fuck less
And I don't care about you, her, or him
It's long, tall, short, fat E-S-H-A-M
And to all the ones that hope for my downfall
It'll never happen so fuck all y'all
(CHORUS)
In Esham's song "My Last Words," the rapper expresses his unapologetic attitude and defiance towards those who have criticized or banned his music. He uses explicit language, including profanity and sexual references, to convey his straightforward and aggressive message. Esham shows his frustration towards the radio stations that won't play his songs and the people who doubt him, declaring that he'll continue to make music his way and won't change for anyone.
The chorus of the song, "Yeah, I got some last words, fuck all y'all," is repeated several times, emphasizing Esham's point that he won't conform to society's expectations and will stay true to himself until the end. The lyrics also reference Reverend Night, devil's night, and Elvis Presley, adding to the rebellious and controversial nature of the song.
Overall, "My Last Words" is a statement of defiance from Esham, who refuses to conform to censorship and societal norms. He uses explicit language and controversial references to make his message clear and unapologetic.
Line by Line Meaning
Devilish rockin' in hell
I'm embracing my dark side even after I die
Mind of a psycho funk I sell
I depict twisted and unsettling themes in my music
The you-N-H-O-L-why just as well
The underworld is my destination, and I don't mind
I think I gotta buzz from the quart of Champelle
I'm getting high off expensive champagne
Time to get wicked watch me kick it
I'm about to get controversial, and I'm excited about it
And I'm a throw it in your face until your sick of it
I'll keep challenging social norms with my music until people can't stand it anymore
You see the radio won't play my music
Mainstream media won't give me airtime because of my explicit lyrics
If I say suck my dick they refuse it
Even with censorship, I'll still find ways to offend people
Fuck the radio now what 'cha want to do
I'm done trying to appeal to mainstream media and will do what I want
Fuck 107.5 and channel 62
I'm calling out specific radio stations for their refusal to play my music
Fuck the new dance show also
I don't care about mainstream success or conforming to trends
"I'm sick of that shit, listen to the hit"
I don't care if mainstream audiences don't like my music, real fans will appreciate it
And any motherfucker who doubts me
Anyone who doesn't believe in me can shut up
Close your mouth 'cause you don't know shit about me
Don't speak on my behalf or pretend you understand me
I got a whole new attitude, I still get rude
I've changed my approach, but I'm still controversial and unapologetic
I still kick wicked shit and I ain't changin' shit
My music will always be disturbing and provocative
Fuck censorship I say suck my dick
I won't alter my music for anyone, and I'll still find ways to offend people
Back to back with a ho and a bitch
I'll collaborate with whoever I want, even if it's considered vulgar
And all y'all suckas can suck my balls
Anyone trying to bring me down can kiss my ass
And if I'm goin' to hell, I'm goin' out sayin' fuck y'all
I don't care about my reputation, I'll always be true to myself and my music
CHORUS: Yeah I got some last words, Fuck all y'all
My final message is to reject anyone who tries to control or censor me
Bitches, niggaz, parents, teachers
These are groups that might find my music offensive, but I don't care
The radio, the church house, and the preacher
Institutions that have tried to silence me
Suck my dick till I die
I'm unapologetically antagonistic and vulgar
You think I give a fuck if I make your grandma cry
I won't compromise my art to protect fragile sensibilities
Bitch get real, 'cause I'm a get ill
I'm recklessly artistic and won't listen to anyone's advice or criticism
Some nigga tryin' to dis me? Now be for real
I don't care about haters or anyone who tries to bring me down
I got the funk I flow, just to fuck ya ho
My music is a mix of provocative themes and catchy beats
And I'm cold gettin' pussy 'cause your bitch said so
My music might be vulgar, but it still attracts a dedicated fanbase
Fuck Reverend Night, while I rock the mic
I'll call out religious leaders for being hypocritical while I do my thing
Better lock your doors on devil's night
I'm not the only one embracing the sinister side of art
'Cause I'm a crucafix and let loose the mix
I'm a unique individual who's always experimenting with new ideas
And for the punks who don't like me let loose my dick
I don't care if my music offends you, I'm going to keep making it
Turn the noise up and watch me tear it up
I'll keep making controversial music and you won't be able to stop me
And if ya ain't singin' with me shut the fuck up
If you're not a fan, don't pretend to like me or my music
I'm gonna make ya holler, while I clock big dollars
I'm good at what I do and still making money, despite being controversial
While your bitch is cold screamin' my name, yes y'all
My music might seem obscene, but it's still popular among audiences
For all y'all hopin' for my downfall
There are people who would like to see me fail, but I don't care
Fuck all y'all
I won't compromise or change who I am to please anyone
CHORUS
My final message is to reject anyone who tries to control or censor me
On your FM band, I get banned off the radio dial
I'm often censored or excluded from mainstream media
I get buck wild, now I gotta style
I'll keep making provocative music, even if it goes against the norm
That just won't quit
My artistic expression will never stop or be silenced
And if you don't like it just suck my dick
If you don't appreciate my music, don't listen to it or try to silence me
The you-N-H-O-L-why son of a bitch
I embrace my controversial music and won't let anyone silence me
Cold holdin' my dick 'cause I'm doin' this shit
I'm not ashamed of my provocative lyrics or style
How this shit be done rappin' son of a gun
I'm a skilled rapper and musician, regardless of anyone's opinion
You said you saw me with the devil, but I ain't the one
People might paint me as a villain or evil figure, but I'm not
So try to fess me, or even test me
Don't question my music or my intentions
But fuck you and Elvis Presley
I don't care about the legacy of mainstream icons like Elvis
I'm sick of that dead motherfucker let him die
I'm tired of mainstream media glorifying artists who aren't relevant anymore
Everybody always comin' with an alibi
People always try to explain my music or fit it into predetermined categories
Now they say he ain't dead, he livin' in Texas
People will make up rumors or stories about artists to try and stay relevant
When all the bitches on the planet think I'm sexist
People might take issue with my lyrics or content, but I don't care
Fuck Elvis Presley he can suck my nuts yes
I don't care about the legacy of mainstream icons like Elvis
What he meant to you, I give a fuck less
I don't care about people's opinions on iconic artists or their legacy
And I don't care about you, her, or him
I don't care about what people have to say about me, my music, or anyone else
It's long, tall, short, fat E-S-H-A-M
I am who I am, and I won't apologize for it
And to all the ones that hope for my downfall
There are people who would like to see me fail, but I won't let them
It'll never happen so fuck all y'all
I won't compromise or change to please anyone, and nothing will stop me from making music
CHORUS
My final message is to reject anyone who tries to control or censor me
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ferguson fourn
This was the reel Esham shit right here holmez.................
Nick U
I'm glad this song is back up on youtube..
Couch Gravity
Does anyone know the esham song where he sampled "Rise Above" by Black Flag?
Amber M Anderson
oh yeah esham is CRAZY
illerThanTheirs
LOL there where slug got it from....